I walked down graveyard till I found where I should be. I received probably tons of angry looks towards me. Probably the way I was dressed. All black. And I had Alec's favourite shirt on. One he was always mostly wearing. It was simply black t-shirt (Magnus let himself smile – a small smile Alec and his love to black) but now Magnus was not so mad about his angels sense in fashion. Also he wore black jeans – a bit skinny ones. But not usual tight – tight ones. Then zip up black jumper also one of Alec's. His eyes were lined heavy with black pencil. And then black eye shadow were added. His lips were painted black also.
It was colour of hunting – colour of fighting back. Magnus was not ready to let Alec go he was going to fight back. He was going to get Alec back. Magnus didn't care that probably people would most likely be in mood for killing him the way he was dressed. Magnus just could not himself dress in white – for him Alec was still there out somewhere waiting to be found and brought back again. Brought back home – where he should be.
Magnus wondered if maybe he was insane with his plan. But in the end he didn't care. He was not going Alec go just like this. He needed Alec. And Alec needed him. He tried to believe in it. That Alec still would need him. He needed to feel Alec – he needed... No Magnus shook his head. He was not going to remember how much he needed his angel. He cant break down. Not now. Not till there is hope. Magnus kept walking with his head high.
Even when inside he was all over again falling apart. Because in the end it was funeral. His love was going to be buried in wooden box. But no.. Magnus thought himself he should stop.
He was going to fight. He was going to get Alec back.
When he looked up he saw that he was near. When he looked again he almost fell over. Izzy was looking at him. Not look made him fell. But how they were dressed. Izzy – Jace and Clary were wearing black from head to toe weapons with them. They were wearing their gears. Even Simon was wearing black with his fangs poking out.
They all looked …. scary Magnus had to agree. They were like dark angels in sea of white dressed people. People that never cared about Alec. This made Magnus smirk an angry smirk. He looked like panther probably all wearing black. Hair down – without any glitter. And eyes shinning with anger towards people that were fucking pretending.
He walked over to group without glancing at anyone. And Izzy smiled at him. He stood beside Jace.
It was weird but they both knew what each other was feeling they were not ready to let Alec go. Even when Jace didn't know what Magnus was going to do.
They all stood like dark angels they all were to angry or to broken to let go Magnus thought. As he watched coffin being taken out of car. He felt nothing. He locked his feelings deep down. He was going to get Alec back.
Magnus looked at this little weird group he was with and saw everyone had same expressions they all were not ready to let go.
Magnus closed his eyes. And pretended he was somewhere with his angel.