Ugh I hate mornings. Should I repeat myself once again since alarm clock so lovely fell on my head. Well more likely knocked my wide awake this time for sure... I hate mornings!

I mean I am like warlock well young one.. just hit my big 18 last week... So my aunt Tessa should give me a break or something. Since I am pretty much.. immortal, right?

But no she has to wake me up around 8 in morning every single day.. God WHY? There is nothing to do anyway... Since I am such a big fan of mundane company. Got sarcasm? Right? I cant stand mundanes, well they cant stand me – I should say I am not like all "Magic throws around in rainbow dash", but still they intend to avoid me – probably because I kind of well look weird?

I mean I am like freaking tall for my er.. human age? Also I have pale skin and I am addicted to tattoos! I have like 10 or so of them? Not like full body ones , but small things. Like stuff I dream sometimes some weird symbols or so... So yea tattoo addict is here! Then there is my eyes … Aunt Tessa said I have beautiful eyes and that nobody not even other warlocks will ever gonna have eyes like me. But I think they are just plain creepy... Well I have one eye like warlocks with cat slip pupil, but other eye is just like humans would be.. Weird right? And they are blue.. More weird, I never heard of warlock having blue eye but well...

All this is so much confusing. All this warlock stuff. I don't know where I am from or what kind of childhood I had. All I know is that Aunt Tessa took me when I was baby. Or well that's what she told me, because like I said I don't know anything. Sometimes I get these weird images or feelings around some places that I was there or have seen it, but it fades away really fast.

Like Poof and it is not there any more. So yea..

I scramble out of my bed, and slowly walk towards bathroom, but before that I put on some My Chemical Romance music. Thank god my CD player is till working – at least it will gonna make me fully wake up. I know I could snap my fingers and get new CD player or band itself in my room , but well last time I did some magic – matrix stuff my room almost blew up.. So mornings.. not for magic also. I need my sleep!

But.. well.. gotta wake up as far it is possible considering the fact that I have slept only about five or so hours... At least my liked song is playing "Na na na na" love beat of it – makes you want to move your body with music. Yea, duh I know I have just sounded like girl, but well.. I am gay. Which means I am happy person. Which means which whatever I don't know. I don't get why some people hide who they are its not like it really changes anything...

I open my bathrooms door wide open and I am welcomed with rainbow! And neon! Sometimes I wonder if someone else opened my bathroom door would be instantly blind. All stuff is just everywhere I am not one of those who are like neat freaks. As messy as possible is best.. That way I find everything I need. Aunt Tessa once tried to make me tidy up my room which was bad idea on her side.. Since me being my lazy self thought that doing it with magic would be best , but in the end all house stank of washing chemicals and stuff like that for month.. So she gave up and left me in piece with my mess.

I wonder what plans are for today.. Since Tessa said she had some work for me or something last night while we had dinner. Mm... I wonder what I should wear... Because well I cant wear something that would make me look like walking rainbow – if that work whatever it is are serious stuff... but nah... I need at least some color in my outfit... I wash my face and look at mirror. Holly shit... there is dark almost black bags under my eyes and I look even more paler – which is like totally unbelievable because I don't think I can get any more paler.

I wonder if I should put on some make up... I am not really fan of it. Well just guy liner, but still there is times I throw some eye shadow on or something, but today I don't feel like doing it.

So I just probably gonna line my eyes with black eye liner, yeap that's best.. I don't need stuff like mascara since my eyelashes are pretty long.

Ugh..

But those black bags under my eyes are just totally not cool.. Well what can I do? With sign I walk out of bathroom still with pajamas. Hey don't get me with shower stuff I showered like 5 hours ago? So you know scrubbing skin with sponge is not a good thing either.

Now it is time for outfit. Gah, I think some day I am going to die, there is nothing nice and new I could wear and not being able to zap things really sucks... Stupid magic.

Sometimes I wonder if I was born in wrong body or something.. Since it is taking me so long to control all this stuff. So yea.. with another sign today.. in 1hour.

I pick up my favorite blue jumper it makes my eyes just pop with eye liner and everything and black skinny jeans with lemon green belt that hangs below my ass – yeah I don t really need belt but it looks fine.. and more me? So I don t really care what others think. If I cared about what other people think of me I would probably commit suicide or something. Next thing some bracelets and maybe ear plug... I look around and see also lemon green ear plug 20mm or so.. perfect. It will match my belt. Probably I will leave bracelets out since a) I cant find them b) I don't feel like putting them on. Last thing some shoes.. shoes.. I look down at my feet and wonder what I should choice since probably I have more shoes than any teenager girl. I stick with black converses with blue laces. That is. I look at mirror. Oh yea I am sexy and I know it. Never mind that it makes me giggle like weird. I never bother to try and fix my wild black hair because it always ends up same way. Bed head. Oh well...

I grab my phone of nigh stand and leave my room. I can hear telly down stairs – probably news. I wonder why Tessa even bothers with all this mundane stuff. It is not like it affects us in any way.

But she is Tessa and Lilith forbid you should never try to change Tessa.

I can see my aunt in kitchen she is on phone talking with someone. For a moment I stop and just look at her – I wonder why did she stuck up with me. I was not really nice back then – when I was growing up. And I don't think she is anyway related to my. We are like totally different. She is petite figure – light longish brown hair and hazel eyes, also sun kissed skin. Where I am pale skin no matter how much time I spend outside. I just get sun burned. Which sucks.

We both share only one thing – well half share she has no marks of being warlock.

But I know Aunt Tessa is well old – like old old. Never mind that she looks like she is 19 or 21? I know that she is old, because I can see it in her eyes sometimes – when she looks into distance. You just know she is remembering something.

I wonder if I will be same when I grow old. Sometimes it scares me – because I know I should never fall in love Lilith forbid with mundane or someone not immortal, because it would only bring pain and sadness in the end. Even when it would bring happiness at first. Also weirdly I never really loved anyone as far as I know. Yea... I am 18 years old male , I should wonder about sex and stuff but I am virgin. I just feel like there is someone I should wait. It is weird... this feeling like someone also is waiting for me out there somewhere. It is just always with me. This longing of someone I don't even know... well probably I just gonna move forwards and see what future will bring me – maybe I will find that person.

Or maybe not, but when I think I feel this sudden pain in my chest and I feel like I don't know it is hard to breath. So I try never think of it or try not.

Aunt Tessa puts phone down and looks up at me while smiling – I smile back.

I am really happy that Tessa took care of me – she is like really sister and well best friend and well aunt to me. I wonder well I don't even want to wonder where I would have ended up if Tessa didn't take care of me.

I walk over to her and peck a kiss on her cheek – she knows I am gay and everything and she never said anything bad about it. She stood up for me when I got bullied at school about it when people found out, and I was to little to protect myself. Also well I never used magic I knew risk – mundanes should never find out about us. Even when I used glamor all time, because I just think contacts are pain in ass to use. So people would never notice my eyes. Well eye.

- So did you have nice rest, Gideon?

I look up to see her face and realize she was asking me question. Crap. I always zoom out.

Also yea my name is a bit weird Gideon Gray since she took me as baby she also well let me use her last name – since I have no details about me like I said. Tessa said she named me Gideon because she thought it would suit me – also that it reminded her of someone she knew. Well name. It is not like I don't like it – so I don't mind.

At least it is not something like Sebastian or something for some reason that name makes me shudder. Weird stuff once again.

- I did Tessa. Well if you can call 5 hours of sleep a good sleep …

I never called Tessa – Aunt Tessa when she told me not to.

-Gideon, you cant sleep your life away. You know?

-Yea suure... I am immortal Tessa, what possibly I would sleep away? I rolled my eyes sometimes it is just so hard to understand Tessa.

She just smiled and gave my – my favourite black coffee. God , smell alone made my mouth watery. I am caffeine addicted also. I am so damn happy I am not mundane with my addictions I would probably die of some health problem or something.

-So, Tessa, what is that work I should take first time as warlock was..?

She looked like she was going a) throw up b) throw up..? Wow... I just asked what I was going to do today – if there was something I should do. What was wrong with that..?

-Tessa..?

It seemed like she found her voice again or something because I saw her face start to relax.

Weird... Now I am curious to know what my first job as warlock will be. Should I run for..-

-Gideon, today you are going to help shadow hunters of New York, there was some trouble in Institute so they asked if I knew someone who could take easy job and help them... Since I know you are excited to use your power and stuff I thought you would be perfect. For this task...

I should TOTALLY run for hills. Helping.. SHADOW HUNTERS? Was she out of her frigging mind?! As far as I know it is best to avoid all of them. All I heard from downworlders bars and stuff is that shadow hunters are bunch of people that think they can do whatever they want and kill whoever they want. And. I. Had. To. Help. THEM?

-What.. THE fuck?! Tessa.. You are joking me? Right..? I … I CANT help them! Haven't you heard what they do..?! They kill our kind! Te-

-Gideon Gray! You will get your ass ready later today and you will do what I said! Is that Clear?

- It is fucking not! I am not helping those creatures!

I knew I was being over dramatic, but I was always scared of shadow hunters for some unknown reason. It was not like I ever talked with at least one of them. But just hearing that name – tittle whatever I felt suddenly scared really shitless scared. It was not like Tessa did not know it. Why did she made this choice? Me helping them? I mean … LILITH! When this day from good day turned out to be worst DAY IN MY FUCKING LIFE?

I grabbed my jacket that was thrown on couch and stormed out of house. I just needed some time to think about what Tessa said. I knew I should go back and apologize, but I couldn't make myself to do it. And I knew I needed to calm down because I could feel magic bubbling inside of me – when I looked down I saw blue sparks dancing around my fingers. I put my jackets hood on my head hiding my eyes since I didn't glamor myself and was to scared to do it. Then I hid my hands in jeans pockets and kept walking down street of New York. Even at 09:20 in morning streets were already busy with people running all about – hurrying to their so "important" tasks.

Knowing I could not go somewhere where mundanes would notice sparks leaking out of my pockets or Lilith forbid see my eyes I choose one place I knew nobody would care about what I was. Pandemonium was my favorite place – since downworlders were staff there and mostly because it was entertaining to look how stupid children of moon and werewolf were at each others throats all the time. Oh well also because there nobody would care about young warlock that was obviously struggling to keep his magic under control.

I kept walking down streets until I was facing entrance door. While taking deep breath I opened door.

Got a hint here in this chapter.. what might have happened :D ? well if it is still so unclear next chapter might explain a little bit about what happened ;)! And yay Tessa is here!: ) who thought Tessa could be Aunt:D?haha

Till next tine:)

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