Sorry about short chapter - I kind of didnt know really what to write here.. since all my head was in different chapter , but I knew I had to write something from Magnus view - since I am sure this story so far can get someone lost a bit. So yea... well I am not really proud of this chapter ,but well there is nothing I can do :l

Thank you Teddybear27 for your lovely comment! I am really glad to hear someone think that my story is "one of the best" :) hope you will like other chapters also.

Also thank you Liz Sumeragi , you know for what ;]

Well till next time: Enjoy~

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It has been 18 years and 1 week 2hours and 35minutes.

This time made Magnus crawl walls almost and scream in pain and anger he felt all these years.

After he made deal with Seelie Queen – she had said to him that well... she will do what she can – with bringing Alec his blue eyed angel back, but she never said how or when or well when...

She had said to Magnus to wait – wait and with time he Alec will be back to him.

That was what Magnus was doing all these years.. waiting... just waiting... Even when it was so hard – he kept waiting. There was times when he just wanted to end everything and disappear.

He knew spell that would end him – all warlocks mostly all of them knew it.

Nobody else just them. It was to dangerous to write it down anywhere, but it always was there in his head. Couple words would take all this pain and anger away, but Magnus knew he had to wait no matter how long it might take. Simply because what if Alec appeared or was back when he was gone? What would Alec his Alec do? Those thoughts kept him alive, not living he knew part of his spirit went with Alec that terrible day, but he kept waiting.

Thoughts about his love made him face every single day. Even when it was so hard sometimes to wake up and get up – there was days where he would just stay in bed all day and think about Alec.

He hated those days most – it was days when spell was most tempting.

He had told about deal with Seelie Queen to others. At first none of them believed, because well Alec was … buried in coffin his body was there under ground. Below their feet , but in the end they believed him. Magnus knew because they all needed Alec , so they all believed what was so hard to still believe after 18 years.

All of them in a way were living in same nightmare, Magnus knew for sure he was.

Jace never let anyone even talk about him getting new parabatai. There was couple times when circle tried to make him take other shadow hunter to be his parabatai, but it always ended up with major fight and bloodbath in the end. So in the end he was left the way he wanted to be. Probably because well... after funeral – there was big fight with circle all of them had, Jace, Clary and Izzy was on borderline of getting their marks stripped, but probably because they were such a good shadow hunters circle was to scared to lose them. Even when those three didn't live in Institute any more nor talked with Maryse and Robert Lightwoods. Izzy had said that her parents were dead to her when her brother died and same went for Jace. Well as far as Magnus knew Jace just always wanted to kill them – since Magnus wanted to do same thing.

They all time to time helped Institute and still went on hunts, because probably it was only one thing that kept them going to insanity. Or hurting other ordinary people or each other even... All hatred and pain was still there with them even after 18 years. Lilith … time went so fast... It felt like it was just yesterday when he kissed Alec or even met him for first time.

Magnus as being High Warlock didn't really do anything as before. With helping other "mystic creatures" or shadowhunters – he only helped when it involved his new weird family in a way. Since from that day when Magnus told about his talk and deal with Seelie Queen all of them sort of stuck up for each other and helped each other. It was weird... for Magnus to feel this way – be connected with other people he never really liked before.

Today they were all meeting and Pandemonium and just probably talk about some random things none of them cared - it has been two weeks since they all talked, and Magnus heard there was some problems in Institute. That's why he was here sitting at Pandemonium and waiting for others.

While being deep in his own thoughts Magnus never saw door open and blue hooded boy walk in...