Time for Tessa to take her part! Ugh.. I hope it was not biggest failure ever..

:S Well Enjoy


When Gideon stormed out of house with loud bang of door – I was a bit scared. Also worried.

I never understood why he was scared of shadow hunters, since he was one of them... Back then.

I remember that day when Seelie Queen so none politely barged into my apartment in middle of night – which caused me to transform into small girl since I was so scared, I remember I had dream about Will and Jem once again which probably caused me to panic when I woke up with someone else in my apartment. When I saw that it was Seelie Queen I wanted to strangle that bitch for sure – even when I am pretty sure she could kill me with her one hands small finger, but still... When I was ready to do my self destruction plan I noticed small bundle that she had in her hands.

I remember that I didn't think it was baby at first, but probably some weird creature or something since faeries liked to do shocking stuff. I knew that since I had felt it with my own skin once. Not a nice feeling to have flowers instead your hand for 1 week – I had to hide in apartment.

So yea … never annoy Seelie Queen. Or any faeries folk.

Then I noticed that this thing bundle in white sheets was moving and doing those small baby voices – that babies do. Babbling and stuff. I was ready to ask what the heck she was doing at my apartment in middle of freaking night with a freaking baby. It was simply plain to weird...

But she beat me to it and spoke before I could.

What she said made my cry inside and outside, even when I tried to hold tears as much as I could. She said about how Magnus my good friend and well I have known him for long – once we even travelled for a while together and he helped Will and Jem just lost his love a young shadow hunter Alexander Lightwood, how vampire killed that poor boy. I knew about them from other downworlders since well it is not often you hear a warlock let alone High Warlock dating a Nephilim, not that it really surprised me Magnus always had his own way with other creatures, but what surprised me was knowing how much really how how much he loved that shadowhunter and from what I heard same was for that boy.

I was happy for Magnus, because I knew he only pretended to be sarcastic and well happy with his parties and stuff – I knew real Magnus well not probably everything, but I knew he was lonely and not happy as he pretended to be, but when I found out about him and this Alexander I was really happy , to know that finally someone was there for Magnus and caring about him. Not because what he could do or what he was, but because who he was without all make up and sarcastic jokes.

What Seelie Queen said – before she even finished Tessa just knew she was going to do anything she can. To help Magnus get a boy he loved back.

Seelie had told her about how Magnus made deal with her and she accepted. She told Tessa that she did not tell Magnus how she was going to do it – or when. And she made her to promise that she would never tell Magnus what really she Seelie Queen did.

Tessa listened how Seelie Queen told her about how she got Alec's spirit back from dead world, and how he was reborn as warlock – she told Tessa about baby she was holding, she said how they found newborn that they knew was going to be warlock even without him opening eyes. She told how baby was on borderline of dying also – his spirit original spirit was already leaving babies body – and they took opportunity to put Alec's spirit there – Seelie Queen said if baby was not on borderline of dying and if his spirit was not away already she would have waited for next opportunity, but in the end it happened this way, but since it was hard thing to do since Alec was Nephilim and had angels blood even when it was only his spirit it still mattered so they had to make baby to be half faery also – since they could not remove Nephilim and angels spirit in Alec they had to make it accept Lilith`s spirit also – since Warlocks were children of Lilith. In the end nobody knew if baby was going to survive, but it did.

While having three different types of blood in his running his veins

She had said to Tessa that this new baby this newborn Alec was going to be mostly warlock, just it might take time with controlling his magic, but it would also be a little bit of faery – he was going to be able to walk along their kind and ask for her help whenever he needed.

Also while having Nephilim blood he was going to be able to get marked – runes would not hurt or burn him like ordinary warlock, but it might tired or so since almost all Nephilim blood in him was almost gone.

While she was talking Tessa never knew when she took small white bundle of Queen hands and was holding close to her chest like she wanted to protect it – she felt really protective towards this little creature. Tessa knew she was going to do everything she can to help. She knew what it felt to lose most important person in her life – and she did not want Magnus to feel it also.

After Seelie Queen finished talking it was almost morning and when she was ready to leave Tessa knew she was not going to give this baby back to her – and she did not need to think that way.

Seelie Queen asked her to raise and take care of this new Alec. But never tell him what she knew. Queen said that it was part of deal she did with who she never told to Tessa, but Alec had to find his past alone or with Magnus.

So from that day she was Aunt Tessa to Gideon – she named Alec – Gideon because she thought it might some day help him remember about who he really was and who he loved – because Queen told her his full name and his middle name was Gideon and well Tessa thought it would suit him, when he was not able to have his full true name.

She watched how he grew up and how different and at same time he was to Alec he was before.

What she loved most was his eyes one humans – one warlocks, probably he never noticed a slightly pointed ears – showing that he had faery folk blood in his veins also.

She gave him her last name knowing that he was never going to be Lightwood again.

In a way Tessa felt really connected to him – he was part of her family now. She liked his company and how in a long time she was able to have someone to talk with.

Tessa knew she was always going to protect Gideon or Alec in other words , and she knew she was going to do everything in her power to make Magnus and Alec be back together again...

Then last week she heard news how Institute needed help of warlock since it looked like Magnus was no longer really helping them and doing his job as High Warlock – which Tessa never could blame knowing what he was probably feeling she thought sending Gideon – Alec there would help him to remember his past life – but for some reason he was scared of shadow hunters...

With a sign Tessa stood up and left kitchen to get ready – she was going to have a chat with Gideon when he came back.