Chapter 8 (Thank you KizzyFur and FlyingKitty32 for the reviews, means a lot. Just to let you know some of the wrestlers will be referred to by their real names).
As I woke up Paige came into the room, "Hey, how are you feeling." she sat down on the bed, "Empty, I feel empty, and hungover" I sat up. "Well, you did down a bottle of Captain Morgan, by yourself." Paige sat closer to me. "Well, that explains the hangover." I joked pushing the rest of the covers off of me. I I brought my knees into my chest and put my face into them. "Why do I feel like I did the wrong thing, I walked out on him, I left him, I should have fought to keep us. Every couple goes through hard times, its normal, but you don't leave, you stay and you fix things." I began to walk back and forth in front of the bed.
"Randi Parker," Paige stood up and grabbed my face, "You stayed, you tried for months, you put yourself through hell for months, HE didn't try and fix anything, HE made things worse, you tried, HEdidn't, so don't you feel like you failed." I was starting to cry and she pulled me in for a hug. "I just feel like a failure, Paige, I know he didn't do anything to better us, but you don't know what it is like to love a guy, who seems to only hate you." we sat on the bed. "You're right, I don't know, I've been lucky with Roman, we have our problems, but we fix them like you said, but it should be fixed from both sides, not just one. If you we're to forgive him with him still doing with he has done to you, you are going to make a big mistake."
I knew she was right, I just didn't want to believe it. I know I walked out on him, and I broke up with him, but I can't forget him. That dream had to mean something. "Hey honey, I hate to stop our talk, but we have to get to the airport, we have to get back to work." Paige said. "Do you want me to swing by your place to get some of your stuff just in case Dean is there." she asked. "No, I need to do it, I don't know why but I do." I got up and went to get dressed and realized I had no clothes. "Roman washed the clothes in your duffel bag, its by the bathroom door, do you want us to drive you over or what." She asked. "No you guys go, I want to do it by myself." I went into the bathroom. I threw on some clothes.
I went downstairs. "I'll probably see you at the airport, and thank you you for being so great." I gave them hugs as I went to my apartment. I wondered if my dream was somehow true. After ten minutes I pulled into the parking lot. Dean's truck was still their. I guess he didn't leave yet, or maybe he hasn't been home yet. I walked into the door and was kind of shocked. Everything was fine, and the wasn't any holes in the wall. It was just a dream. I thought to myself. I walked down the hallway. I had gotten an odd feeling in my stomach, almost like something bad was about to happen. I pushed in the door and I couldn't believe what I saw.
I had walked in on Dean having sex with another girl, not only that but I had recognized her, it was Emma, one of my best friends. I was in shock, I couldn't react. Emma covered her body up with the blanket I bought a couple weeks earlier. I saw Emma's lips moving, but I couldn't hear anything. I moved my head and saw my bags were right by the door. I grabbed them and walked out. I shut the front door behind me and I fell against the door and began to cry. I couldn't believe what I just saw.
I felt the door open, I shot up and turned around. It was Dean. I looked at him, he was still shirtless. "Randi, I don't know what to say, I...I..." he was never at a loss for words. "Well, I only have one thing to say, fuck you." I thew my suitcase into my car and drove off. I couldn't procees what I saw the entire two hour drive to the airport, I parked the car and just sat in it for a little bit. Not even one day, and he is already screwing some one else, who happens to be one of my best friends. Why, why would Emma do this to me, she saw what I went through. I couldn't believe it, I decided to just go into the airport. I put my head phones on before I got out of my car. The last thing I was in the mood for was screaming fans.
I walked into the airport, their was still a couple hours until my flight. I checked my luggage and went through security as fast as I could, the last thing I wanted to do is run into Dean or Emma or any other superstar for that matter, I figured they had to leave as soon as I did. I saw all the superstars flying out from Tampa at a sushi bar. I wasn't in the mood to talk with anybody, so I found some where else to eat. I wasn't even hungry, but I knew I had to eat something.
I sat down at a table with my food. I couldn't stop thinking about what had happened. It was playing in my brain like a movie. I kept thinking about how my best friend could do this to me. It hit me that Emma's boyfriend was in the dark. Well actually, her fiancee now. I finished my food, and went to the restaurant where everybody else was, but nobody was there. I didn't know if I should go find him or not. Then I heard my plane was boarding. I figured I'd be able to tell him when we got to RAW. Corey was a great guy, he deserved to know what his girlfriend was doing to him.
I was surprised when I got on my flight, I didn't see any other superstar on there. I was kind of happy. I put my headphones on again. I wanted to fall asleep, I haven't had much of it the past few days. I manged to get some, but the man next to me who's hand kept "accidentally" slipping on my thigh every half hour didn't help. We landed in Colorado Springs, and after I left the plane, I ran into Emma.
"I am so sorry Randi, we never meet for you to see what you saw." she took my arm. "First, don't touch me, second, I really don't care that you are screwing Jon, but I know Corey will." I walked off. I'm sure she was following me, but I put my head phones back on and I couldn't hear a thing. I got my luggage fairly quickly, and went straight to the rental car service in the airport. "Do you want any specific kind of car miss." the worker asked. "Anything with a trunk, I hate putting luggage in the back seat." I answered. "Is a Nissan Rouge good enough." he asked. "That's fine." I got the keys and was walked out to the car. "Safe travels miss." he said "thank you". I was happy to finally be alone. I set up the GPS and then put some music on.
The hour and a half ride from the airport to the hotel was fairly quick. I realized it was about 6 in the morning. I wasn't tired, so I decided to save some money, and not get a hotel. I went to go eat something and find a gym. I got to the gym, I went straight to the kickboxing area. It was the one thing that got my stress out really well, I just hoped it would work this time. After an hour of just beating the crap out of one of the dummies, an employee came up and asked if I was okay.
"I'm great, amazing, just peachy." I answered in between kicks. "Do you want to spar with someone." he asked. "Not a good idea, I don't want to get in trouble." I answered. "In trouble, how will you get in trouble." he wondered. "If I spar with someone with the mood I'm in now, I will severely hurt and or kill someone. That's the trouble I don't want to get in." I answered. I scared him off, he went back to the front desk.
After a few hours of just reliving stress I took a shower and headed to the arena. I checked my phone and saw it was almost eleven o'clock, I decided to go to the arena. I got their about eleven thirty, I walked into the arena, I found where our locker room was going to be. I was the first one their so I got to choose where I wanted to keep my stuff. Their was a small room just behind the showers, I put my stuff in their. It had a separate entrance. I still had a lot of energy, working out didn't knock much off. I threw on some other work out clothes and took my head phones and just ran around the arena.
After what seemed like 40 laps I ran into the locker room. I heard Paige and Emma walking up the hall talking. I heard Paige calling my name, but I just ran inside and went to where my stuff was. I heard the door shut and Paige talking. "Randi, where are you, did you make it here fine." she finally found me. "Yeah, great." I answered. I looked up and saw Emma standing next to her. I just looked down, I wasn't in the mood to get into a fight. "Aren't you going to say hi to Emma" she asked. "In a mood, not saying hi to anyone, I'm going to finish my run." I put my head phones back on and ran out the door.
After another little while I saw Dean with the rest of The Shield members come in. Corey was with them. I walked up to Corey. "Can I talk to you alone please, I really need to tell you something." Corey nodded his head and walked with me to another side of the hallway. Dean looked over at us, but he didn't stop me.
"I don't know how you are going to talk this, but you need to know." I started. "You sound like someone died, No one died did they." he asked. "No, okay I saw something this morning." I couldn't figure out how to say it. "Just say Parker, I'll be fine." I was nervous but I did it. "I walked in on Emma and Dean having sex this morning." I told him. "What, no Emma was with you and Paige this morning, after what happened between you and Dean." Corey was starting to pace back and forth. "no, I was at Paige's for the past couple days, me and Dean broke up, but I wasn't with Emma. Corey I really hate to be the one telling you, Corey where are you going." I tried to grab his arm. But her started running, right to the Divas locker room.
"Is is true Tenille, are you screwing Jon." He stormed into the locker room. "What are you talking about Matt" Emma was confused. "Just tell me the truth Tenille, are you screwing Jon." she didn't answer. And Corey got mad. "Just tell me, god dammit Tenille, just tell me." he screamed. "Yes, Matt, I'm sorry, Matt can we just go talk alone." Matt stormed off. He was heading in the direction of the guys locker room. I followed, neither Emma or Dean is worth Corey losing his job. Corey busted into the guys locker room and b-lined straight for Dean.
"You fucking asshole, you can't just screw your own girlfriend, you have to screw mine." he decked Dean. "Corey, stop, its not worth it." I said trying to pull him back, but he slipped through my grip. "What the hell is wrong with you Jon, just because you are so fucking miserable, doesn't mean you have to make other people miserable too." he screamed still punching it him. Roman, Seth and a couple other guys pulled him back. I don't know why but I help get Dean off the ground. Me and Justin Gabriel walked him to the trainers.
"What happened to him." I heard one of the doctors say as we walked in. "You'll hear soon enough, can you see if he is alright." I asked. Corey got in a few good punches. "Yeah, just wait one moment, I still have to get some stitches and stuff out of the truck. Can you do me a favor an hold this over that cut on his eyebrow." he asked, and before I knew he grabbed mt hand and put hit on the gauze to try and stop the bleeding. "I guess" I sarcastically said as he walked out the door.
"I'm sorry Randi." Dean said. I looked down to him, I saw his eyes, their was so much pain in them. "You have nothing to be sorry about, we aren't together, the only person you should be saying this to is Corey, hes the one getting hurt in this situation." I lied, I knew we weren't together, but we weren't even broken up for a day, it was killing me inside. "I know you're lying." he said, I had looked away "No I'm not, and you shouldn't be the one questioning moral judgments right now." I gave him a quick look. "You look away, when you're lying, you look in the same direction every time." he said. "No I don't" I said looking up yet again.
"Fine, maybe I am, but its not the time to talk about it, you're bleeding, its just wrong to kick a man while he's down." I looked at him. "I deserve it, I hurt you, I don't remember it, but I hurt you, I honestly don't remember even going home with Emma." he said. "What do you mean going home." I asked. "After we broke up, I went to the bar and just had a couple of drinks." he answered. "A couple?" I said knowing he could never have just a couple. "I swear Randi, I only had a couple, she showed up at like 8, I got their about 4 and you know it takes a couple hours to drink a beer, I like..." "You like to taste the beer, not drink the beer, I remember." I rolled my eyes.
The doctor came back in, I didn't want to leave but I did. I just wasn't in the mood for excuses. I was walking down the hall when someone turned me from behind. "Where the hell do you get off telling Corey that I slept with Dean, that is none of your business." Emma said, she was pissed off. "When you screw someone in my bed, my apartment that gives me the permission to tell him, plus the fact that unlike you, I don't lie to people." I started to walk away when she did it again. This time she slapped me across the face. "Next time you air my business out for everybody, I will hurt you." she started to walk away. I grabbed her by her hair, and pushed her against a scaffold, "You are so lucky I'm not in the mood to get fired, cause I really want to kill you right now." she pushed me away. "Why do you care Randi, he isn't your boyfriend anymore, who he sleeps with is none of your business." she yelled. "It is when one of my supposed best friends can't even wait s full day to hop in MY bed with MY boyfriend." I screamed. People started to come around us, including Dean who had heard what I just said.
I just walked away. I went into my door to the locker room. I was so mad, I started throwing things around, before I just sat in the chair and started crying. I heard the door open and thought it was Paige. "I am not in the mood to talk Paige, please just go." I felt my arm being pulled up and saw it was Dean. Before I could say anything he kissed me. I just melted with it. I knew he hurt me, but I loved him. He broke the kiss and held my head in his hands. "I know I hurt you, I know what I'm going to ask I don't deserve. I don't deserve you, but I love you, I can not be without you. I know I don't deserve it but can I please just have one more chance to prove to you that I love you."