Chapter 9 (Thank you KizzyFur and FlyingKitty32 for you reviews, I'm happy you like the story, and thank you for the suggestions, and sorry for the confusion of the names, I figured if you are really mad at someone you wouldn't call them by their ring name, you'd call them by their real name.)

"I'm sorry..." I got out before Dean interrupted me. "You have no reason to be sorry, I am sorry." I stepped back from him "Let me finish please, I'm sorry... isn't good enough this time." I felt the tears just fall down my cheeks. "You broke me, you destroyed me, and I can't put my heart through that again. I deserve more Jon, I deserve a relationship in which I'm not accused of shit that I'm not doing." I just saw him break. "I love you Jon, I will always love you, but right now, its a no, I have to be positive you won't hurt me again. If I go back to you now, knowing you haven't changed, I'm just going to set myself up for even more hurt." I honestly could not believe I was doing this. I kissed him one last time, "I'm sorry, I really hope you understand." I began to walk away he pulled me back by the arm and kissed me when he was finished he said "I do, but I'm going to prove I deserve you, I will change, I'm going to win yo back, I don't care how much time it takes." he looked in my eyes. "I will be with you." he kissed me again and walked out if the door.

I sat on the folding chair and looked around. I saw Paige had come in to the room I was in. n"How are you feeling sweetie." she asked. "I feel like I have had my heart taken out of my chest, stomped on, thrown around and chopped up and put back in my chest." she gave me a look like I was crazy. "To descriptive for ya." I asked. "A bit, do you now what your going to do for a place to live." she changed topics sort of. "Nope." I answered. "Well you can stay with me and Roman until you can find a place." Paige said as she came over and gave me a hug. I heard my phone go off. Hey, I figured I'd text you, if you want to take the apartment, I'll find somewhere else to crash. Dean sent me a text. Your name is on the lease, its your apartment, just let me get my stuff out. I answered. You sure, I don't mind staying with someone, its okay. "Who you texting" Paige asked as she brushed her hair in the mirror. "Dean, he wanted to know if I wanted to keep the apartment. I said no." I answered. "Why." she said confused. "Its his name on the lease, and too many memories for me." I texted him back, I'm sure, I'll be by Wednesday to pick up my stuff, do mind not being their it will just be easier please. I would hurt to see him, especially signaling the official end of our relationship. Yeah, sure.

I got ready for my match, all the stress this week, I needed to do what I loved. AJ came in and said that creative wanted to see us. We walked over and were met by HHH. "So we want to continue your feud for a few moths, paying off in a WrestleMania moment for you Parker, its pretty close to were your from. You guys are going to start of in a starter match, but AJ, you going to cheat and win by the skin of your teeth." we nodded as he told us how much time we had for our match, and some ideas for the finish.

I walked to catering to get something to snack on. I got nudged in line by a familiar elbow. "Hey stranger," I looked to see CM Punk. "Hey Punk." I gave him a hug. He had been so nice to me since I started with WWE, we became great friends. "So I heard you haven't had a good few days." he said picking up some veggies to make one of his veggie smoothies. "Yeah, they've been more like train wrecks." I put some veggies on a plate with low fat ranch, I loved being a wrestler, but the healthy food stuff sucked. "I'm sorry to hear about you and Dean, I always thought you two would be great together." he smiled at me. "Yeah me too, but you can only take cheating accusations for so long before you break." I started to chew on a carrot. "Ugh why do we have to crappy food." I said throwing the rest of the carrot stick on my plate. "Because we have to be healthy." Punk said being his sarcastic self. "I know, but why can't carrot sticks taste like pizza or a doughnut. Do you know how long its been since I've had a doughnut." I began to salivate on the idea of a jelly filled doughnut. "Because this isn't Utopia, and healthy food tastes like crap." he understood I wanted to get of the Dean topic. "Oh, could you imagine a perfect world, where you can eat bacon 24/7 and not gain a pound, oh bacon." I got myself really hungry. I dazed out for a little bit. "Sorry, you don't understand my love for bacon." I joked. "Oh trust me, I do, I have bacon tattooed on my arm." I swear he was lying. "No way, you're lying. Show me. He tool his sweatshirt off and showed my the bacon tattoo, right next to the egg tattoo. "That is cool, but I thought you were a vegetarian?" I remember him saying he hated eating on the road. "I haven't been a vegetarian for that long, about a year. Before that all the bacon in the world." he put his sweatshirt back on. He heard his name being called by one of the writers. "Hey, if you just want to talk, come find me, I hear I'm a great listener." he joked walking away. I thought that was really nice of him.

I felt someone give me a hug from behind. "Its either Kaitlyn or Natalya, show yourself." I joked. "Hey lady." my favorite two toned hair friend sat in front of me. "Hey Kate." I smiled. Things were really starting to get to me. "How you feeling sweets." she sat down next to me. "Like a failure, I assume you have heard everything by now." I looked at her. "Yeah, he really cheated on you." she questioned. "Technically no, we had just broke up, but not even one day, Kate, one day. He couldn't wait one day." I began to tear up, I was an emotional wreck. "Awe, sweetie, I didn't mean to make you upset." she put my head on her chest to comfort me. "Its not your fault, you didn't do anything wrong. My life seriously could not get any worse right now." I slammed my hands and my head into the table. "I really just want to beat the crap out of someone right now." I mumbled. "Well I'm sure you'll get some frustrations out in your match with A.J., I heard you guys are getting 15 minutes." I perked up. "Yeah,but I don't want to hurt A.J., the mood I'm in right now, I might break her, and shes too sweet to do that too." I got up and got a water. "And on top of everything I have to find a new place to live. And get my stuff out by Wednesday." I sat back down taking a sip of my water. "Dean is making you leave your apartment." Kaitlyn seemed shocked. I nodded no, as I swallowed the sip of water I took. "It's Dean apartment, I never put my name on the lease, he said I could stay their, but I can't sleep in that bedroom anymore. Not after what he was doing to Emma in their." I took another sip of my water. "I seriously can not believe Emma, of all people, did that to you. But if you need some one to stay with, I'm looking for a roommate, A.J. Just moved in with Trent, I have a big bedroom with you name on if you want." Kaitlyn offered. "Really Kate, are you sure. I don't want you to feel obligated to take me in" I swung my body to face her.

"I'm positive, plus I know you're a neat freak, and I'm a slob." she laughed. "Thank you Kate, you're awesome." I gave her a hug. "I'll help you move Wednesday okay" she offered, "Plus, I have a truck, it won't be a hassle for you to move." she said taking a sip from my water. "Thanks again, I got to go get ready for my match, you going to the hotel bar tonight." I asked she nodded her head yes. I left and went into the locker room, through my door, I didn't feel like talking to everybody. Paige had moved herself into my part of the locker room. I put workout clothes on so me and AJ could go and rehearse our match.

I stopped at hair and makeup, because I wanted to get my hair out of the way. "You are puffy, what's wrong" Julie said. "I've had a rough few days, a lot of crying, can you make me look pretty." I asked, I just have been feeling really down on myself lately. "Oh, trust me, you could be beaten with the ugly stick and you'd still be beautiful." she gave me a hug from behind. "Anything special sweets." she began to brush my hair. "Ugh, anything with braids, I'm in a braid mood." The rest of y work day went smooth. Me and AJ had a great match. The crowd was on fire, and behind us 100%. I went to the locker room got dressed and headed to the hotel bar. I was waiting to talk more to Kaitlyn. I saw Corey their, he had about five beer bottles in front of him, it was safe to say his five year sobriety was broken.

"Hey Corey, do I need to ask about your mood right now." I sat next to him. "Yeah, you seem awful chipper for such a horrible week." he looked at me as he sipped his beer. "It's sad to say, but I have been expecting this from Dean for a while now." I said as I told the bartender what I wanted, I sipped my beer as he said "That is sad, but I wasn't expecting this from Emma, not in a million years. We were so happy." he looked at his phone. "Emma again, got a question for you Parker, how many times do you have to ignore someones call for them to finally get the hint that you don't want to talk to them." he stuttered. "She wants to apologize, I get it."I said taking another sip of my beer. "I don't want an apology, I want this day to never have happened." he just sighed, he was so upset. "I don't think these beers are going to help you any." I said nodding my head towards the line of empty's. It was about 12, I saw Kaitlyn pop her head in but she went upstairs with her boyfriend.

"I'll help you upstairs, I know you probably can't walk right." I joked putting his arm around my neck. We walked to the elevator. He fell on me, I presumed from the amount of alcohol in his system. I found the key to his hotel room in his back pocket. When they got into the room, she leaned him against the wall to shut the door. Before she knew it he had leaned against her and started kissing her. "Corey stop, no, Corey get off of me." I said while he tried to kiss my neck. I shoved him away. He grabbed my arm, and pulled me towards the bed. "Dean and Emma screwed us over, why not get some revenge," he was able to pull me into his arms. "Corey stop, just stop, or I'm going to start screaming." I said trying to avoid his kisses.

He threw me on the bed and took his pants off. I tried to put my legs up, but he threw them apart. I began to cry. "Please Corey, just let me go, please." I said as he held me down with his h=leg, and he began to unbutton my jeans. "HELP, SOMEONE HELP." I manged to get out before he covered my mouth with his hands. I bit them as I felt him going inside of me. His legs were prying mine open. "Ouch you bitch." he said as he slapped me. Before he could do anything again I began screaming. "Help, please someone help me." I continued to scream. I was crying when Corey slapped me again. "This is going to happen one way or another, now you can enjoy it or you can put up a fight, if I was you I'd go with the first one." he held my arms down and looked at me in the eyes. He looked so cold, he wasn't the friend I've had known for a year.

I screamed again, I knew their were wrestlers on the floor we were on, I just hope at least one of them would hear me. He continued to violently thrust. He had covered up my mouth so I couldn't scream anymore. I began to cry even more. I was happy when I heard someone banging on the door. I recognized the voice. "Is everyone okay in their." I heard him say. "We're fine, just having some fun with my girl." Corey said, he had taken his hand of the mouth, I don't think he realized. "NO help me please, hel..." I got out before he covered my mouth again. I heard the mystery gut try banging on the door. I heard another person joining. I figured Corey would stop, but he didn't, he continued raping me, faster and harder. It started to hurt. I heard the door break in. I couldn't see who was their because Corey's body blocked me. I felt them remove Corey from on top of me, and I just curled up in a ball and started to cry even more. I felt someone's hands touch me. I flinched and turned to see who it was. It was Dean. "Om my god, Randi, are you okay." he asked looking at my face. Corey had hit me a few more times, I felt blood on my face. I couldn't say anything, I couldn't do anything but cry. I grabbed his arm and pulled him to me. I just wanted them man I loved to hold me. And he did. I looked and saw Sheamus come out of the bathroom. "Corey is locked in the bathroom, who is the girl. I peaked my head from behind Dean's arm. "Parker, are you okay, holy shit. I'm going to call the cops." he got on the hotel phone. "Hello, yes there was a rape in room 330 in the Best Western next to the Pepsi Center." I heard him say. Kaitlyn came is, she heard his voice carry through the hall. I looked up and saw most of the roster outside the door. "Randi, oh my, are you okay." she said as she got on the bed next to me. I couldn't say anything. "Parky, the cops and an ambulance is on the way." Shea had told me. I still couldn't say anything, I was in shock. I dug my face deeper into Dean's body.