-Gamzee's point of view-
Where am I? It is so dark… fuck am I dead? It's so quiet except…
"No please Gamzee don't die…" You feel your heart pick up, but it's so weak it is painful.
Tavros? Can you hear me? Fucking mouth WORK!
"Gamzee this isn't fair…"
I know it's not my wicked bro… I am sorry
"You are all I have"
Tav… I-I'm listening… I only hear you…
"You're…YOU'RE ALL I HAVE GAMZEE!"
You're all I could ask for and so much more, please don't leave me… I am trapped here…
"Mom died… Dad died… I- I had to watch them go to Gamzee… Please, don't make me watch you too"
I won't Tavvy I swear I will never abandon you…
"I need you" your heart thumped painfully in your chest
I need you to man, I love you…
"I, I- I lo- Like you, bro…"
Oh holy shit can he hear you?
TAVROS! TAV CAN YOU HAER ME? HELP ME I CAN'T GET UP! MY EYES WONT OPEN I-
-BBBEEEEEeeeepppp-
Distant mumbling, silent shuffling, soft crying, and a quiet buzzing fill your empty mind… you don't even have the energy to think in fact you don't even have the energy to lie down. Maybe death would be a nice what's left for you here?
-Tavros-
You will not let yourself go. For once you will resolve to take the hardest route and stay strong, he may be a bull but he needs you and you would be nothing without him.
What is that noise? That buzzing is getting louder… its really loud now. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON I-
-CLEAR-
Your body jolts up and your heart starts again in the background you can hear a soft
-beep-
-BEEP-
-beep-
That was the best noise you have ever heard.
-CLEAR-
FUCK! That fucking hurt like a bitch!
-CLEAR-
STOP!
"STUGHHH"
"HE'S ALIVE!"
Ugh your head fucking hurt, your whole body hurt.
"Hello son, are you ok?"
Ok? I FUCKING DIED!
"Ugh I mmmhmmm"
"Ok good do you need anything?"
"I'm…tired"
The nurse looked at the doctor who was putting a new liquid in your IV bag. The doctor nodded and said,
"He should be fine I'm giving him a new medicine and he has this helper to call us if he needs help."
He pointed somewhere but you were already passed out.
You are jostled awake by something heavy next to you and a warm tingly feeling on your side. You open your eyes and glance over to find that Tavros had climbed in your bed and curled into you nuzzling into your arm, clearly he thought you were sleeping. Did he do this every night? The thought sent a warm feeling into your chest.
"Hey Tavvy…" He slowly raised his head and looked at you with big eyes full of tears. Oh shit he's been crying.
"Gamzee are you really…awake? Am I really awake this time? This is not just another dream?"
"Yeah bro, I am really here"
Suddenly you felt arms wrapped around you hugging tight- but still careful to not harm you.
"Oh my god I missed you!" fresh tears poured down his face as you pulled him into the hug more. You kissed the top of his head before you wiped away the tears. He smiled shyly up at you but it was a knowing smile… oh fuck no.
"Gamzee I uh…" he pointed down… at your bare chest.., oh no when they shocked you they must have open your shirt and because you fell asleep maybe they had other important matters then redressing a motherfucker… but shit if this messed this up for you…
"Shit brother I know I should have told you but I was all up and nervous and I didn't know what to do and I figured I'd tell you later but I mea-"
"Can uh, we not talk about it right now maybe?"
"Of course motherfucker"
"Can I curl back up maybe?"
"Definitely" he curls back into you and you both drift off into a soft warm sleep. The best sleep you have ever had.