*May be the most depressing thing I have ever wrote. One of my favorite songs, please review, this chapter means a lot to me...*
Monica sat at her desk. Her Dad was at work. So was her Mom. She was alone. She picked up the home phone and typed in the number from her diary. It rang a couple of times before she heard his voice.
"Monica?" He said. She couldn't even talk. "Monica, are you okay? Mon!"
"I'm fine. Can I talk to you?"
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
"Monica, that's not a good idea." He said.
"Please." She begged him.
"I'll see you around." He put the phone down.
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Chandler sighed and put his head on his desk. He stared at the phone.
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
Chandler dialled the phone to call Monica and spoke to her for several minuets. They talked until she fell asleep. He stayed on the line, making sure she was just asleep. He stayed up all night, making sure she was okay.
But I stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life...
The next day Chandler walked into Maths to an empty seat. Panic washed over him. She was never, ever late. He sat through Maths, doing no work. He called her as soon as he could.
"Mon? Where are you? Are you okay?!" He asked.
"I'm fine."
"I have to make sure for myself. I'll come over-"
"No! Stay at school. I'm fine Chandler." She paused. "I'm fine." Then she hung up.
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Chandler couldn't stop thinking about Monica. What if she had hurt herself again? So much she couldn't move? He closed his eyes and did something he had never ever done in his life. He prayed. He prayed that she would be okay.
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
After school he ran to hers. He had to make sure she was okay.
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
He got to hers, and opened the door. He knew her parents were at work. He walked straight in and up the stairs. He walked into her room. She was in bed. She wasn't asleep, but she hadn't slept in a while. He walked over and pulled her blankets off, taking her arm. It had a bandage on. He held her arm softly.
"Do I want to look under here?" He asked softly. She shook her head and he dropped her arm. "Why Monica? Why are you doing this?!" She didn't answer. He sat on the end of her bed and held her hand as she lay down.
"You're fucking killing me Monica." He said, and she looked sad. He held her hand tightly and stayed with her until she fell asleep. He watched her sleep for a while and then fell asleep on her bed, holding her hand.
But I stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life...
