I keep going in and out of dreaming last night. Every time I was dreaming I had the same dream. Andrew screaming for his life as I saw him slowly losing sanity, and I also woke up with him slowly saying my name over and over. "Josh, Josh, Josh how come you never saw the signs of me dying on the inside?" I think I barely got two hours of sleep last night. I finally got up on the sound of my alarm clock. I looked out my window as I got up and looked out into the field that had a few trees. I could see the wind blowing the tree branches. A thought occurred in my head, why don't I skip school today and enjoy the spring breeze. Well because I told my inside there are things in this world that you can't explain and one of them is outside in my fucking yard .I finally looked away from the window because I realized I was talking to myself. I took a shower, threw some clothes on, grabbed the journal, and walked out to the bus stop.

The beginning of the day was boring. It was until I got to lunch I saw Kyle sitting at a lone table in the corner. He arched his head up and looked at me. As I sat down I gave the journal to Kyle sliding it across the table a little relief came to my face when I knew I wouldn't see the thing again for a few days.

The rest of the school day was same old same old. In class just talking about things I already learned so many years ago but just going into depth with them. I remember walking around school as a zombie not concentrated on my surroundings, for I was lost in my thoughts. Could this thing really have gotten himself into Andrew's house? What if he finds a way into my house? My mom has started to think something is wrong with me but I haven't the courage to tell her, not yet anyway. Most of this I believe is in my head.

I finally saw Kyle at the end of the day.

"Hey Josh" Kyle said as I walked over to him. "So here is the journal I really didn't have anything wrong or experienced anything so here you go I got to hurry and head home by."

"Wait Ky-" but he was gone before I could call to him. I just stood there because I was confused on why he walked away from me so fast. I brushed it off as Kyle maybe have some important things to do.

October 15 2009

So I can no longer write this journal anymore. Just writing this thing has caused me to believe I am seeing more and more of him. I believe if I shut everything out of my life that has to deal with him he will go away. So this is my last journal entry. I can no longer take anymore of this I see him anywhere I go school, home, work, my dreams, even in my own damn room. As I sit at my desk writing this I am afraid he is staring at the back of my head with his white face that shows no expression. If he wants to kill me than I welcome Death with open arms. I also am starting to also believe that he is causing me to drift further and further away from my friends and family. Josh and Kyle no longer believe that I am truly myself I have become a loner. I believe they think I am walking into shadows of my life that I can no longer control. I finally believe I can hide all of my past and move into my future.

I kept reading that paragraph over and over again. How could Andrew think that about me and Kyle. For everything we have been through I still can't believe he thought he couldn't turn to us for support. But I do believe that maybe he did think we wouldn't help him with his little "invisible man" . I didn't even know the bus got to my stop for I was day dreaming looking out the window. I really think I saw him again because as I passed by this old abandoned house and standing outside was him standing there looking at me with his dead eyes.

I finally awoke when the bus driver yelled my name. I looked around to see that I fell asleep in the bus with everyone looking at me. I walked home when I got home I just felt like all the energy in my body was drained. I went to my room to see him standing in my far left corner. I just stood there shocked to my core that he was in my house. I dropped my bag looking at his dead face. And for a moment I saw tentacles coming from his back. I finally backed away from my room and started making a run for the stairs when one of his tentacles caught me off guard and tripped me. The next thing I knew I was in the woods of my yard following him deep into the unknown.

Sorry I know this took forever that I wrote it. School and Work has taken so much time but I told myself I would finish this story for you guys.