A/N: Hi there :) Thank you for reading. I planned to hurry with updates, but to be honest...I hate updating story without beta reader. My English is really bad. So I really don't feel like updating. I wish some beta reader could fall from the sky and say "Hi Erika, I would love to be your beta and help you with your story."
I don't know when the next chapter will be up, but I am planning to finish this story in a week or two.
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I took a shower and straightened my usually easy curly hair. Rose helped me with make-up since I usually put just mascara on. After I put my dress on I was surprised how nice I looked. Around 9 pm we went to the party.
It was at Patrick pub two streets from her flat. When we arrived it was already crowded. We saw Emmett waving us to move somehow to their table. We were trying to pass by when I've heard someone calling my name. I turned around and saw Jake. "O Jakee! I haven't thought that I will see you before we are back home. You should come to sit with us over there." And I waved back to Emmett. Rose didn't even stopped while I was speaking with Jake. She just rushed to meet Emmett. "Thanks Bella, but I am here with my old friends. I see them only when I visit my dad. Later I will find you to chat and dance. Ok?" he asked. "If you say so. But I hope you will really come. I love my Rose, but her boyfriend is overthere and I know she will be bonded to him all night and I will be there trying to get close with her friends." I said and realize how much I didn't like this situations. That is why I don't go out so much after James. I just don't like to be around couples. "Ah, poor thing." Jake was making fun of me and then hugged me so strong that I thought he will crush my bones. "OMG Jake I never said I have death wishes…" he laughed and let me go.
I went to our table. There were Mike and Jessica, Rose all over Emmett and Lauren trying to make Edward to dance. There was one place to seat next to Lauren so I used that one. I barely had time to say hi when I heard her irritating voice: "Beeela, who is that sweet guy over there few minutes ago? I thought you are here first time. How comes that you have friends here already?" Lauren asked all curious and smiling. Before I could tell them about Jake, Edward continued with serious voice " I guess Bella has her way to make friends even if she is here only one day. Tell me Bella, you are buying his "love" with beer or what?" He said and looked at me like I am biggest whore in the whole Universe. Even others didn't had any idea what is he talking about, that was enough for me. He must be thinking that I am worst kind. After all, he is right. It took only hours for me to let him fuck me. I just stood up and looked at his face "Thank you." Then I looked at the others " I think I will go back to Jake. See you later guys." And I went to find Jake. I almost cried.
How stupid I can be? I hated that he had such bad opinion about me. But I couldn't change anything now. I will be here two days more and then I will never see that idiot again. I just wished that I will not see him and let him spoil my time with Rose. I went to the bathroom and after few minutes Lauren come in.
"Bella, why are you crying. And why didn't you stayed with us? Rose is bothering Edward that he said something bad to you…but I've heard what he said and he was just teasing you about buying drinks to the boys. Oh, dear. Don't take that seriously…" I was looking at her. Of course she doesn't know what he thought by this "beer joke", but stupid girl, leave me alone. "It is ok, I planned anyway to spend this party mostly with Jake." I lied. "Sure, I know how it is when you are at the same party like someone who you want to be with. You know, don't let Edward scare you. He just likes to pretend that he is cool and stuff, but I know better. Actually, he is such a sweetie after…" Ok, since there was no chance that I will ever meet that Edward I just wanted her to stop. "Lauren, please, I am ok. I am not crying because of his stupid joke. I will go now. Say to Rose that I will find her in few hours. Ok? See you!" And with that I went out.
I tried to find Jake. He was nowhere to be seen. I decided to check outside. I went out and there were few groups of people. I decided to wait and calm down a little bit more. Then I smelled his scent and felt hand on my ass "Since I saw you entering this bar, I knew that in hours I will be undoing this zip of yours." Edward. How dare he? I just turned around and slap him with all I had. "You are fucking idiot Edward. Go fuck yourself!" and I tried to go inside. He took my arm. "Where are you going? Are you trying to find that little fucker you hugged inside? You will let him fuck you like I did? Or you already fucked him? I told you this pussy is mine. You shouldn't have done that." He was looking at me with so much lust and anger. There was something seriously wrong with me, but this behavior turned me on and at the same time I wanted to kill him.
"Listen to me, you sick bastard! First of all – I am not fucking him. Second – what right do you have to tell me who I can fuck with or not. You are fucking that stupid Lauren! So why do you care who fucks me? And third – . ! Maybe I was stupid enough to let you close to me, but I am not some cheap whore that you can humiliate because of that stupid mistake I made. So, fucking shut up and go to hell!" He was just staring at me when I went inside.
EPV
I couldn't wait for that stupid party. I knew Bella will be there so I hoped to spend some time with her. And fuck her again. When I arrived at the party somehow before 9pm there was only Lauren. Hell, I told her thousand times that we can only be friends. I made mistake and fucked her few times so she is bothering me all the time now. I didn't have idea how I can keep her from Bella tonight. She sat right next to me and order a drink. Then Mike and Jessica arrived. Jessica asked Lauren about shopping and I spoke with Mike when Emmett arrived and I've heard girls speaking something about some superhot dress that Rose bought to Bella for this party.
I could barely concentrate to conversation with Mike and Emm with pictures of Bella in my head. But nothing I imagined was even close to the perfection she was. She was chatting with Rose, her hair was straight and she had that fuckinsupertight white dress with zip on front side. She was vision. She was beautiful. She was mine. They saw as and started to move toward us. Then she stopped and turn around. She spoke with some guy. He was taller than her with dark hair and skin. She smiled, he smiled. I wanted to crush something. Who the hell was he? She has been here for 24 hours. She is here first time in her life. What is she doing with him? I couldn't move my eyes from them. He hugged her. And kept her in that hug..if you ask me..it seems like hours. Ok, maybe I am jealous and maybe I like her and maybe I want to be the one to make her smile that way. Fuck. I like her. A lot.
After few minutes she reached our table. Without that idiot. Thanks God. She said hi with her sweet voice and sat next to Lauren. When Lauren asked her about that guy, I couldn't resist and I said something like joke to others. But what I really wanted to know is – did she really liked him? She let him touch her?
"Thank you." Was all she said and went away. Shit. I've hurt her. "Edward, you idiot! I don't know what happened here right now, but I can tell that you fucked up something. She is 18! She visited me to have fun and clear her mind about her future. We should be nice to her and not make her upset or cry." I can tell Rose was angry. Thanks God she didn't had idea what I have done to her barely legal cousin. "Cry? She wasn't crying Rose. I just tried to make some joke." I lied. I never noticed that Lauren went somewhere. Not that I care. "Yes, Edward. I know her. She is so sensitive and she has problems when it comes to meeting new people. I bet she is crying somewhere now." Ok. Maybe I have overreacted. I went to find her. "I need another drink." That was all I told them. She wasn't inside. I went out. There she was. She was standing alone few meters from entrance in the dark. Her perfume. God, help me…I put my hand slowly on her ass.
"Since I saw you entering this bar, I knew that in hours I will be undoing this zip of yours." As soon as I finished sentence she turned around and slap me. "You are fucking idiot Edward. Go fuck yourself!" she tried to go inside. I took her hand. "Where are you going? Are you trying to find that little fucker you hugged inside? You will let him fuck you like I did? Or you already fucked him? I told you this pussy is mine. You shouldn't have done that." I can tell she was angry. And that was hot. Really hot. I wanted to tell her that I am sorry and begged her to give me another chance, but I never found the words.
"Listen to me, you sick bastard! First of all – I am not fucking him. Second – what right do you have to tell me who I can fuck with or not. You are fucking that stupid Lauren! So why do you care who fucks me? And third – . ! Maybe I was stupid enough to let you fuck me, but I am not some cheap whore that you can humiliate because of that stupid mistake I made. So, fucking shut up and go to hell!" I let her go inside. I will give her time to calm down. I needed the same.