A/N: Hi again. Yeah, I know. I don't want to use any excuses for my not-updating phase. Even if I tell you that I was traveling the world - you wouldn't believe me.
Anyways. My spelling and grammar sucks. This is the only story that I will ever publish without Beta reader. I swear.

Secrets about this chapter:
1."Game" from the party is true story - that thing I was playing with my girls in Finland. Italian guy was also there.
2. Mark, from this chapter, exists. He is Scottish, he looks f*ing eatable with his beard and I will always regret that I have never done some sinful things to his hot body. But he was forbidden. He was crew member on the ship when I traveled the world.

I will finish this story by the end of March. I have ideas for 2 new stories, but I NEED beta readers this time.

Thank you for reading. And I am sorry again because I stopped updating.

Chapter 4

BOV

As soon as I was back inside, I saw Jacob. He was standing next to the bar with his friends. Going there was better than going back to Rose and her friends. Jacob saw me; he smiled and hugged me when I reached him. „Hey you, do you want to drink something? ". I just nodded and smiled.

Around eleven more and more people arrived and everything become better. I had three or four margaritas and so much fun with Jacob's friends. I liked all of them. Seth and Paul were so funny with their little comments they added into every conversation.

Leah and Claire were two best friends. Leah had brown straight hair that reached her shoulders and biggest simile I ever saw. Claire had curly blond hair and blue eyes. Both of them were really easygoing and nice to me.

Suddenly they were talking about last party where they were having fun with their „special game". One of them got to choose somebody from the dance floor and the other one was supposed to go there and start to dance with that person without any chance of complaining.

Leah was talking about one Italian guy who was way too shorter than Claire and while she danced with him she told him that he is great dancer and that he should go to the pole and shows his skills. They said it is even hard to describe how funny it was, since he couldn't dance at all. Claire said that it was just some kind of jumping around her.

"I bet it was fun. I wish I was there." I added with smile.

I saw Leah's evil smile "Well, since you weren't here last time, we can play the game right now. It will be even better since there are three of us."

I didn't know what to think. Usually, I just wouldn't go to dance with some random guys, but right now part of me wanted to have more fun.

"Okay. But since I am the new one here – I am out of the first round. I need to see you girls first." I said and they just nodded with smile.

We took another drink for courage and it was Claire's turn to choose dancing partner to Leah. "C'mon Bella, maybe you are not dancing first round, but you can help me to choose a dancer."

Leah was still sitting at the bar chair and I moved meter away with Claire. We were looking at the dance floor. You could see pretty much everything there – from drunken boys and girls dancing like crazy persons to the couples dancing slowly without even paying attention to the music at all.

"What do you think about this tall blonde guy in green shirt dancing with that group of people next to the center?" Claire asked as I looked at blonde guy. He looked pretty nice, but, dear God, his dance moves were horrible and painful just to look at. I nodded and we moved back to the Leah.

Leah went to the group and in few minutes she was dancing there with a guy and she even find time to look at us and wink. We laughed since we saw how unadjusted they were.

When song finished, Leah came back. "Oh my God, he is so annoying. He asked me for a number and if I wanted to have dinner with him later this week. He didn't shut up during our dance at all." She took my drink and finished it while I was laughing with Claire.

Then Leah chose guy for Claire. She was kind of annoyed because of her first dance so she didn't even asked me anything about helping her choose this one.

Claire was back and she was melting. "Oh my God, this guy is so…I don't know where to start. Yes, he doesn't look cute as yours Leah, but I swear, when he looked into my eyes I just wanted to jump on him. But I didn't want to stare at him. Much." She finished.

They danced once more and then it was my turn. They showed at one tall, black haired guy. I was panicking for a second. Hell, I am not sure I can do it without making fool of myself.

"Hey, girl, you are going home in like, two days. So even if you fail no one will notice or remember as soon as you go home." And Leah was right.

I took a few steps and I was already on the dance floor. Guy was even taller than I thought. I started to slowly dance to the music and moved closer to him. At one moment he looked at me, keeping his eyes seconds too long on my too tight dress. Hell. Now he will move away from me and I will lose this stupid game. I put my smile back in a second and he smiled back moving closer to me.

"Hi there. I'm Mark." He smiled back as we started to dance closer and closer.

" I'm Bella." I couldn't afford more staring at his cute face. He had green eyes and beard. I have never been fan of beards, but this guy was so cute. My back was turned to his chest and his hands were on my hips. We were slowly moving with the music and I felt his breath close to my ear.

"Let me buy you a drink after this dance." He asked and I recognized Scottish accent. I closed my eyes as I controlled myself from moaning. I really wanted to listen more of that hot accent. Song was over and I looked at him. I slowly touched his cheek moving my fingers over his beard.

"Thank you, but I need to go now." And with that I went back to Leah and Claire.

"What the hell was that?" Leah asked me trying to hide her smirk.

"What? I was just dancing over there" I played dumb. And I really wanted to talk to Mark more and some other things were also crossing my mind. " I need a drink."
"Well, I don't think that is a good idea." Jacob added. Suddenly boys were back after circling around the place.

"Nice, first you left me here with these crazy girls and now you think you can tell me that I shouldn't drink more?" I tried to make my angry face as I pushed his shoulder back, but I was failing miserable. Leah, Claire and boys were laughing as Rose approached us.

"Hi guys. Bells, do you want to go home? I think I will leave soon."

"Are you going back to your place or somewhere with Emmett?" I wanted to know her plan, so that I can make mine.

"To be honest, I would like nothing more than just go home and sleep. But we have kind of tradition, that whenever we go out, all of us together, we have "after party". I am sorry but I don't know how long they will stay. Anyways, you can go to sleep into my room since we will hang out in the living room. Ok?"

"Sure. But I don't think I will go with you. Do you mind if I come back later? I wanna spend some time more with this guys here. I promise I will have Jake to take me back home." I really didn't want to be in her place with Edward. I know we wouldn't be alone, but still. My plan was to go home as later as possible and then go to sleep right away.

"Sure honey. But please, don't walk back home alone. See you there." She kissed my cheek and she left.

Next few hours I spent dancing, drinking and joking with Jake, Paul, Seth, Leah and Claire.

At one point I saw Mark standing next to the bar. He was there talking to some other guy. I was torn between my desire to go there, touch him and taste his mouth. I was wondering how his beard will fell when we kiss.

I said to guys that I need to use restroom and left before Claire or Leah had time to follow me.

I walked next to the bar and Mark, I touched him as I walked by and tugged his hand on my way. Then I waited in front of the restroom. He was there right after me.

With my back to the wall I looked at him as he approached.

He was right in front of me and our bodies almost touched when he stopped.

"Changed your mind, babe?" he moved closer and his hands went through my hair, down to my arms and rested on my hips.

I moved forward and put my arms around his neck to kiss him. It was slow and sweet kiss and the friction of his beard was the only rough thing about the kiss. I stopped him to catch some breath and he started to kiss my neck

People were walking by, but I didn't care. I closed my eyes and enjoyed his kisses. He moved one of his hands slowly to my breast as I moaned and pulled him closer to me.

This slow thing was new for me. I felt kisses and hands all over me.

James wasn't this slow or tender. Then my mind was filled with the pictures from this morning and…" Edward…" All I could think about was Edward and the way I felt when he touched me.

And then everything stopped. His hands were back to my hips and I open my eyes to see confused and speechless Mark in front of me.

"Damn. Mark, I am sorry. I don't know what happen here…" I moved forward to pull him closer and kiss him. He moved one step back.

"Sorry Bella, but I think we should stop. No matter how much I like you, I have never been and I don't want to be somebody's second option. He moved back to me, kissed my cheek and left.

What the fuck? Is this even possible? I knew it was my fault, but I can't believe that he rejected me. I mean, it is not that we would get married or something. But we could have spent night together and that's it.

I went into the restroom. My face was flushed, my hair was kind of mess and I was angry.

Angry at myself because I was thinking about Edward while Mark was kissing me. Irony – Edward never even tried to kiss me. Angry at Mark because he refused me even thou I wanted to be with him tonight and enjoy my time here. Angry at Edward because that idiot was right…he knew how to touch me and make me feel good and he was right when he said that I will remember every touch and moment from Rose's place this morning.

I fixed my make up and I went out to find Jacob and others. Mark was nowhere to be seen. Not that I wanted to see him now. I would be so embarrassed. I was done with the party.

I went back to the group and told them that I wanna go home. I hugged and kissed Leah and Claire and boys hugged me so strong that I couldn't breathe.

In few minutes I was standing in front of Rose's flat.

"Jake, thank you so much for this. I really enjoyed every moment with you guys." I moved to my toes so that I can kiss his cheek.

He hugged me " It was fun. I never thought that I will see you that fast. Let me know when you are back to B, I want to hear how the rest of Manchester adventure was."

Jake left and I was standing in front of Rose's door. I could hear laughter and some music.

I prayed to God that he was not inside. Jessica was smiling when she open the door.

EPV

When Bella went into the club, I was standing out for a bit. I knew she would be there at our table when I go back. I wanted to give us time to calm down so we can behave like normal people when we are close to each other.

I was an idiot. I don't know what my deal with her was. But as soon is around I get this kind of inspiration to tease and provoke her - and that is really stupid. It will not lead me anywhere. If I wanted to be with her again I should have been nice…and treat her better.

I decided to try harder to put myself in order. I went back to our table. Em and Rose were all over each other. But it was like that all the time, so we got used to it. In the beginning it was kind of awkward, but now we just ignore them. Jess was talking to Lauren.

"Hey girls, where is Mike? Where is Bella?" I asked them as I looked around.

"Mike's brother got wasted so he went out to take care of him. He will be back. And we don't know where Bella is. I think Rose said that she is at the bar." Jess explained and Lauren nodded pulling my hand so that I can sit next to her. At this point I didn't care. I was bored. I didn't have any plans to fuck around with Lauren because I wanted to be with Bella, but I guess she choose that Jake guy to be with tonight. I was pissed, but I really couldn't blame her. I was pain in the ass and she doesn't have to be near me at all.

When I finished my beer I decided I want to drink more so I went to the bar. Part of me was fucking happy when I saw Bella with two girls. They were talking and Bella laughed. Her head fell back and she looked so happy and beautiful that I couldn't do anything but stop, stare and smile.

I pulled myself together. I didn't want people to notice me staring and acting weird so I went to the other side of the bar and took another drink. I was back to Lauren and Jess as they talked about their plans for tomorrow.

This night was such a fail. But at least other people had fun. I wanted nothing more than to have Bella wrapped around me in the way that Rose was all over Emm. But that wasn't possible. First of all, Rose would have killed me if she only knew what I have done to her cousin.

I knew Bella was here for only three or four days so I just wanted to have her once again before she goes. To feel and touch that soft skin, smell her long brown hair and have her legs wrapped around my waist as I fill her with my hard cock. I closed my eyes for a second and I remembered every moment when she was mine.

I opened my eyes and looked around again. I tried to think about something other than how much I want to fuck her again.
And then I saw something. Bella. On the dance floor. With Mark. They were so close, she was literally touching him with all of her body as he kept his hands on her hips and they moved slowly with the beat. And I was staring. At the end of the song she turned around and touched his face. I wanted to hear so badly what the hell she told him.

She stayed all night away from our table and our group. I guess it was time for me to accept that I will not have her again and the only thing I will be able to do for next few days will be jerking off on the memory I had or fucking other girls and think about her.

Our afterparty was at Rose's. Her place was the closest to the Patrik's. I wasn't surprised when Bella decided to stay longer, she was having a great time, I reminded myself.
I went with Rose, Emm, Jess and Lauren. When I entered her apartment I was pushing away images of Bella standing over the couch when she was barley awake, of her little ass and those amazing legs walking pass the kitchen….it was just too much.

We were all over the living room. Jess told us that Mike will be here soon.

"Jess, please, can you ask Mike to go inside of the Patrik's , since he is going that way, and check on Bella. After all, she is here for the first time. Maybe she will come back with him."

Music was great, we were drinking beer and playing videogames in pairs sitting next to the couch in the living room. I was playing with Rose against Emm and Jess. Lauren hated that game anyway. She was reading new Cosmo and since she was half-drunk, she was reading some stupid things from it out loud. It was pretty funny at the moments.

Mike was here soon, without Bella.

"Shit. I don't want to start any gossip things, you guys know that I hate it, but Bella was there. Kind of...I mean…She was making out with Mark in front of a restroom."
I wanted to kick Mark right now and be in his shoes. Lucky son of a bitch. He kissed her and touched her while I was playing freaking video games. Kill me now. I took more beers. I knew that was it. No chance for me at all.

We were playing, laughing, drinking, and I was drinking even more knowing that any moment she will be here.

We heard the doorbell. Jess jumped to open it. And there she was. Her hair wasn't straight anymore, she forced her smile as she looked over all of us.
"Here is our little Nemo" Jess hugged her "she is back."
"Hey Bells, you wanna join us. We are doing some great job here." Rose ended enthusiastically since we were winning and she couldn't stop with teasing Emm about it.

"Thanks, but no. I think I will go to sleep. Emm you are not losing only in the game, but also, tonight I am sleeping with your girl." She winked and smiled. "Goodnight guys." She waved and walked away. Her ass looked amazing in that skin-tight dress. Hell. She looked amazing all together. I was done. I started to lose in the game.

"Fuck Edward! If you didn't drink alone, like, half of the all drinks I had here, you would be able to focus!" Rose was mad. I was so drank at that point that I couldn't even see anything.

"Sorry Rosie, next time I will behave. I think I will go home now." I tried to get up.

"Like hell you are going! Emm, tell this looser that he can't go anywhere like this. He will stay here." Rose finished as she took my keys and hide them from me.

"Rosieee, don't be a bitch. I can't stay here. Please."

"I don't fucking care. I prefer having you angry on me over having you dead. This is the end of discussion. Emm you take this keys and go with Lauren. Then I notice somehow that Jess and Mike weren't there anymore. Fuck. I never noticed them leaving. Maybe Rosie was right. I couldn't wait to crush down on this couch.

When my head hit the pillow I smelt something so…sweet? "Fucking summer fruit…"
"What?" I heard Rose giggling. "God, boy, you are so wasted. Good night."

It was dark around me. Everything was so uncomfortable. I tried to sleep on my stomach….no. I turned to sleep on the side...no. I will never drink again. Fuck that shit.

I don't know how many minutes or hours passed. Suddenly I felt something warm and soft around me. It was everywhere. Summer fruit, sweet smell, soft skin…Bella. I opened my eyes and there she was. That was best dream ever. She was touching my arms, my face, she went down slowly touching me and then she was rubbing my half-hard dick over my pants.

"Bella…"
"Shut up Edward." She unbuttoned my pants and moved her hand inside my pants and boxers. She was on her knees next to couch. She licked my ear.

"I need you to fuck me Edward."

God. She was real. That wasn't just a dream.

BPV

Since Rose came back to the bedroom and told me about Edward staying here, I couldn't sleep anymore.

He was on the couch. Probably half-naked. It was back again. This crazy desire to feel him again, to touch him, to let him do to me whatever he wants.

Rose was sleeping now. I still couldn't I was thinking about what I would like to do to him…about how many times he can fuck me until sun comes up. It was 3 a.m. I wanted him so badly.

"Rose?" She said nothing. Great. By her breathing I knew she was sleeping.

I went out of the bed, I didn't even took my slippers or anything. My hair was messy, I had only some old t-shirt on me and my small panties. But I hoped that soon I will be naked and cumming all over Edward's hard dick.

It was almost completely dark, only street lights illuminating the room. He was there. Without his shirt. Only in his pants. I bit my lip. I couldn't wait. I kneeled down next to the couch and started to touch him. I was hoping that he will wake up as soon as I do that, but he didn't.
"Mmmm…" I wanted him to open his eyes because It felt like we were losing our time here.

When I touched his cock he opened his eyes.
"Bella…" I don't care what he wanted to say. I needed him.

"Shut up Edward." I touched his cock. I couldn't wait to have it in my mouth, in my pussy, cumming over my tits.

"I need you to fuck me Edward."