We Want Her Dead
Chapter 4
Claires POV
This is horrible. The pain is unbearable. I cant even move. I can only sit up slightly. Ive asked them for more drugs to ease the pain but they said I was too young. Im 17 for god sakes! Its not like Im 11!
I was alone, in this horrible room. The TV was on but the room still felt silent. Doctors kept coming in and out of the room to take my blood and do tests. I was used to it now though. I barely had any sleep because they kept on waking me up. I just wanted to go home.
I was flicking through the channels when Eve came through the door. She didnt look very goth today. Only a slight bit of eyeliner, still the usual amount of mascara, not very pale foundation and dark red lipstick. She was wearing a red pleated skirt with black fish nets and a black tanktop with a pink skull on it.
'Hey Claire Bear you're awake!' She said as she came over to my bed and took the seat next to it. I just smiled and rested my head back on the bed.
'Getting fed up huh?' I turned to Eve who had a sorry expression on her face. I hated myself for this. Making them feel sorry for me. If it werent for me they wouldnt be in this hospital, they wouldnt have all this worry.
'Im so sorry Eve' I said as tears began to run down my face.
Eve gasped and took hold of my hand.
'You have nothing to be sorry for, CB!' Eve said rubbing my hand.
'I do,' I said through sobs, 'Im giving you all this worry and guilt. If I wasnt here you would be having at home laughing and joking with Michael and Shane, not here feeling sorry for me.' I felt harsh saying it but I had to get it out. I couldnt hold the tears in much longer.
'Claire Bear if you werent here we would be dead! We love you Claire. I love you, Michael loves you and Shane definatly loves you!' I smiled at the thought of Shane. I missed him so much. Missed cuddling up on the sofa with him watching movies. Missed his kisses. Missed him.
Just then Shane and Michael walked through the door but stopped in their tracks when they saw me in tears and Eve almost crying while holding my hand.
'Eve what did you do?' Shane asked. I thought he wasnt being serious at first but he actually was. I wiped at my eyes and gave him a smile.
'Im fine, just had a chat' I smiled. Michael kissed my head and sat next to Eve. Shane sat on the other side of my bed and held my hand.
'We just talked to the doctor.' Michael started, 'You can come home tonight, but we have to start helping you walk.' I looked at Eve and Shane who were smiling.
'Oh god, really? Thats great!' I exclaimed. I couldnt believe after 2 months of being in hospital I was aloud to go home and start rebuilding my life. The next few weeks are going to be hard as hell but I didnt care. I had an amazing bestfriend, gorgeous boyfriend and a kind and loving basically big brother type friend to help me through it. I loved them so much!
