Chapter 2: Chapter 2 Choices
Summary:
So it's getting closer to the wedding and Loras remembers when Margaery tells him he was to marry Sansa and he makes a huge choice
Notes:
So I'm going half off the book and half off the show
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Loras turned toward the door as it opened and Margaery, Willas, and Garlan Tyrell walked in. Loras smiled softly at them he dare not look them in the eyes so they wouldn't see the red puffyness the weakness in his eyes. The three siblings walked farther into the room Margaery sat on the bed as did Garlan. Wilas was the one to limp over to his brother placing a heavy hand on Loras' shoulder.
"Loras are you ok?" Margaery asked Loras turned to her "Do I look ok?" he snapped venom on his tounge he wasn't totally mad at his sister but it was her fault putting the very stupid idea in Sansa Starks head. "You don't have to be crass everyone is so excited for the wedding" she said. "Everyone but me" Loras mumbled under his breath. Loras hated the idea of marrying her she was just some love struck fool like all the other girls in Westeros that knew who Loras was he was use to it. At tourneys he gave roses to all the pretty girls that's all they were to him no feelings triggered he just did what was exspected of him. But at night Renly would get dozens and dozens of rose's Loras' way of making up for the tourneys. Loras always had girls swoon and flirt with him and he would be polite.
"Loras why do you let them flirt with you like that" Renly asked sitting on his bed jealousy in his tone. "Because it's what they do they think I'm attractive" he said sitting next to him wrapping his arms around Renly's waist laying his head on Renly's chest. "Mmmmm but you know I only have eyes for you my Stag" Loras said as Renly played with Loras' curls he kissed the skin that was showing. Loras kissed a trail down Renly's torso as he untied the strings of the Stag's shirt. "Mmmmm if you keep that up I might forget why I was mad at you" Renly muttered moaning softly as Loras' got to Renly's pants "That's the point" he muttered looking up at him as he smirked Renly chuckled and gasped as Loras undid the strings and opened Renly's pants.
Loras closed his eyes as tears fell down his cheeks and he choked back a sob he could no longer feel his skin against Renly's he could no longer smell the foresty lingering smell of Renly he could no longer hear his lovers voice saying his name. Willas turned his brother toward him and held him trying to calm him down as Garlan rubbed Loras' back. "It's alright Renly wouldn't have wanted you to carry on like this he would want you to be happy" Willas said "I can't help it...It's like a part of my heart is gone you've never lost a loved one he was there through so much" he said through stifled sobs. "This is partly your fault Margaery you put it in her head" Loras said turning to his sister as he narrowed his eyes anger seeping into his vains as a headache started acting up.
Margaery placed a gentle hand on Loras as he stared out the window "Loras I have a favor to ask of you" she said softly he didn't move he just kept staring and looking out the window. "I want you to marry Sansa Stark she's the key to the North and if we" Loras stopped listening after that his heart felt as if it were to break. He just nodded not listening to her but giving off the impression of it. "Good I'll go tell her" she said running off happily. Loras turned but she was gone.
The rose turned looking out the window as the kingsguard walked about the cortyard following 'King' Joffery about and that's when it hit him why didn't he think of it before he would join the Kingsguard. "Ser Moore died Loras you can join your loyal to King Joffery father wants you to join to protect Margaery that's why I came in here" Willas said Loras scoffed "Only because my sister is married to him" he said he hated the evil prick he didn't think he deserved to be king not like Renly deserved it more then anyone. "No I don't care if I'm safe! We need Sansa on our side" Margaery practically yelled standing and going over to Loras "You have to marry Sansa" she said in a failed atempt to convince him. "Well I say he does what he wants" Garlan piped up Loras moved closer to the window blocking out the sounds of his bickering siblings as his heart pounded and a smile which seemed so queer on his lips after not smiling for what seemed like years but was a few months. He made up his mind he was to avoid the wedding by joining the Kingsguard he would die a knight as was his fate which he didn't mind.
"Loras?" Willas asked bringing him out of his thoughts. "Hmmm?" he asked looking at his siblings the smile on his face shocked them after seeing their brother not smile for so long. "I'm going to go to Joffery and join the kingsguard nothing you can say will change my mind" he said "It's getting late let me rest" he said. Margaery sighed quite upset but they all hugged him and wished him luck. After the three left he laid on the bed on his stomache and drew the pillow to his body hugging it still smiling he felt so relived and happy it felt so good to have a huge weight lifted off his shoulders as he passed out. It felt as if he was surrounded by warth and light as he dreamt of a loving memory.
Loras hovered over Renly as they kissed their lips locked togeather fitting perfectly their tounges ran over one another as they kissed Loras took off the last of their clothes and pulled barely away from Renly's lips "What would you like me to do my lord" Loras asked his lips brushing over Renly's as he spoke. "Take me like you did when we first made love" Renly whispered Loras could feel Renly's pounding heart through his chest. "As you wish" he mumbled as he went back in for a kiss spreading Renly's legs open he stroked Renly's already hard cock getting precum on his hands Renly shook under Loras. Loras used his spit and the cum coating Renly's opening with in before slowly pushing two fingers into Renly. The Stag arched into it moaning softly gripping the sheets as Loras moved his fingers up stroking the prostate. Renly gasped as Loras swiped it again Loras' own erection throbbed wanting attention he stretched Renly a bit and pulled his two fingers out as he moved slowly entering Renly's tight ass Renly and Loras groaned in unision. Loras went balls deep into Renly pulling out slowly groaning with each movment his heart racing he kissed Renly deeply as he plunged into Renly again faster and deep this time. The Stag moaned into Loras' mouth their spit mixing as Renly practically drooled. Loras kept this pace as he thrusted the tension and nerves building up with each thrust hhe pulled away from Renly's lips to breath practically gulping air as he kept hitting Renly's bundle of nerves over and over he wrapped his hand around Renly's cock stroking it in time with the thrusting Loras sqweezed his eyes shut moaning Renly gasped tipping over the edge cum spilling out over Loras' hand Renly's moans was what sent Loras over the edge and his thrust became erotic and he thrusted faster as he groaned ridding out his orgasim. Once spent he collapsed against Renly still inside his lord both panting, tingling and hearts racing. Loras kissed Renly again "I love you" he muttered as sleep slowly took him Renly stroked the Rose's curlys softly as he to fell asleep.
Loras woke covered in sweat panting he sat up rubbing his face he didn't want to get up but he had to talk to a few people today his father and Sansa.
Notes:
had to put the sex in it's not a good story without it lol exspecially a Renly/Loras one XD