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III
Kansanto
Written by Dragenruler
The aurora of the dawn flared against the tightly lid window. Its quivering blaze gleamed across the tremendous office, the sun not shying away. The soft tenors the wind blew against the enormous window was easily heard, the howling was haunting and dismissing the thought of ever being incoherent.
It was summer, the torrid temperature formed fallacious waves of swelter, hypnagogic the sky. The whole blue welkin was cloudless today, no sign of the usual darkness that consumed Tokyo as of late. It was refreshing, being embraced by such an enticing day. He despised it instantly, pondering on how something so beautiful could not match his emotions.
It made him tired, offended and furious! He loathed them so much at that moment and he were extremely and maybe a little too close to wanted to hurt them. What they had done? They deserved to be hurt, it was disgusting and inhuman. He was resentful and baffled, how could someone accomplish such a thing with a smile?
He shunned them, but they stayed his parents and they have misled and deceived him. When this was finished, he could not utter a cell inside himself that wanted to be near them. He, the reason why they did this, would withdraw from everything that reminded him of them, it was unacceptable and yet, they saw nothing wrong with what they had done.
You could not condone what they had done, it wasn't justified! It seemed surrealistic, because it just did not seem possible for his parents to do… They were power hungry and money obsessed, it was true but that was how the Uchiha simply were, there were known for their unrelenting want and power.
The yearning usually stopped when family was concerned, but not with his family. It never stopped for anything, not even their son and it made him want to vomit and screech at them to go and never return, to hide and live in the most despicable way known to man. They have already done the vile dead and now the running had to begin.
If not from life than from him!
"Anata no ryōhō wa akudesu!" He almost roared at them, his voice only rising as he looked at the guilty. They were heinous and wicked, he was there child! Their baby, the youngest and everyone was supposed to adore him! He forgot, they only loved fucking power! "Did you truly believe you could hide this from me forever? You are sick!"
He glared, waiting. They both sat comfortably on his elegant settee, trying to play innocent. His father just stared, his gaze bitter and his mother refrained not glancing at him, hopefully feeling tormented about the malicious act she did.
"Do not speak to your parent in such a voice, Itachi! We raised you better! As for you him, you were never suppose the figure it out! There was no need for him to be in our family, was going to destroy our family!" His father stated casually, like it his brother did not matter and was absolutely nothing. It made him want to throw something.
"You're kidding? I hope so! I will speak how I want." His glare intensified, clutching tightly onto the elegant silk of his black pants. "He has a name; you named him it and yet refuse to call him upon it? Sasuke, say it with me! Did you truly believe that I would not figure your game? I'm known to be a genius! You know I always wondered why Sasuke always told me not to visit or meet with him, why because it was fucking you two. He is not the disgrace of this family, you are!"
He could not control his anger anymore, it was escaping. They did something that he could not understand, maybe because it was an exorbitant thing to do! He quickly rolled his hands into fists as his father grabbed onto his mother, cradling her gently as she still refused to gaze upon her son but her face was twisted in distress. "Stop it right now, behave! You're scaring your mother!"
"No, she should be ashamed! Sasuke was her son, her fucking child, your child!" He yelled, rapidly swallowing he did not want to choke on they dryness of his mouth. "I do not understand what type of parents would kick their son out of the house for nothing, I knew you hated him that is why I told him to call whenever something happened and I would take him away and you made certain that it would never happen, didn't you. You make me sick!"
He knew his parents would not reply, mostly because they did not want to speak to him. They have never seen him this mad before, he was always such a gentle and kind person but they misused him and he could not stand for it anymore. "I threw my life away to make you happy, but that was never enough because you just had to abandon Sasuke! Did you even fucking care? Did you supported him, talk to him or even visited him or gave him a place to live? Do you even know where he is?"
Fugaku scowled, his glare never faltered as he stared at his son. It was absurd, but that did not matter at that moment… He was not there when his brother needed him and it tormented him to know that he did not stop his parents. They had fooled him! "You want to know the answer, well no!" His father screamed at him, not caring anymore if someone heard their fight. "Yes, we kicked him out! He was trouble, we did not support him, we don't talk to him or even visit, we kicked him on the streets with nothing and no, we don't know where he is! I and your mother are proud of what we done, it saved our family!"
"What family?" Itachi growled, grimacing at them. They were not his parents anymore, they could not be! Parents were supposed to be loving and caring, they were fucking nothing! He could not comprehend how anybody would do that to their fucking son! "No, you're the reason why it's broken! I will fucking destroy you for what you've done! Leave my office, now, I never want to you see you both again!"
He twisted his body around, swiftly. Itachi did not care anymore, they did not love Sasuke as they should've loved him, and it made him ill. He could not look at his parents anymore, seeing their faces only made him more furious and it brought feelings inside of him that weren't honourable. It killed him, truthfully, because they did not only damaged Sasuke but him as well and it was tedious.
Itachi knew he would never hear them leave, his father would sit there and wait for him to calm and try to talk, and it was futile. He would not react, they had an agreement that if Itachi did everything they wanted him to do; they would not bother Sasuke in anyway. They did even care enough to treasure their contract.
They would did not love Sasuke enough to search for him, but Itachi loved to vastly and unconditionally and he would search. Nothing was too much trouble when it was his brother, he only wanted Sasuke to be filled with blithe and to know that not everyone loathed him in this family. It was his mission; nothing would stop him from finding his brother.
That was why he already got a private detective to rummage around until he found Sasuke, and then do scout work. Itachi wanted to know everything about his brother's life before he tried to enter it.
A soft whine escaped from his plum mouth, he was going to get killed for doing this. He knew it! He was going to die a sluggish, agonizing and dreadful death. It was kind of worth it… He shook his head negligently, his lips tightly sealed together as he quickly glanced back towards them. Yes, he was going to die…
A small smirk played across his face, it was a mirthful night, and he had to admit it was enticing. Everything that was displayed in the night sky was shimmering and it made him want to giggle with amusement. They lived and moved on with life as if he was not doing anything, and he knew it would not take long for Sasuke to figure him out.
It truly did not matter with him, let them find him and let them kill him. The amount of yen he was going to receive for doing this was nothing compared to any job he got before, and he was going to deliver. He desperately needed the yen, his favourite book had gotten a few new sequels and without any argument, he had to get it!
He had actually started to reread some of his older collection…
His finger rapidly tapped against the button, snapping pictures too hastily for him to notice all the photos that were being taken. He glanced through the glass, gazing at their figures as they moved around rapidly. He slouched against his car seat, silently thanking that he had cosy and enjoyable seats. It would have made sitting in his car for hours unbearable!
Kakashi sighed softly, lowering his gaze. It was an absurd type of feeling, the awkwardness and weirdness every time he was forced to witness their erotic moment. At first he actually enjoyed the voyeurism, but now it got boring… He knew he could simply start the car and leave, but for every piece of information or pictures he got, he got more yen.
He had to admit, their fucking was not boring. Kakashi at first enjoyed their adventurous side during sex, but it got unpleasant to talk with them when he was not behind the camera. It was mostly because he could not stop the knowing smile around them, and they got quite annoyed with him. Not that he minded.
He really did not want to get punched by Sakura or handle Sasuke's wrath. If only they did not experiment with almost everything that was sex… It got interesting, and he hated the temptation but quickly glanced back towards the window and open drapes, their figures moved synchronously against one another, entwined and not even close to their bedroom…
Kakashi quickly placed the expensive camera down next to a folder, the paper filled the file to the brim, refusing that the folder could not be closed properly. He flicked his hands slightly, quickly clutching onto the folder. He knew everything that has been written in that file, the pictures and the notes… The information resembled curriculum vitae, but he was the best in the business and his work showed it.
He took a lot of pride in his work, and after he served in the war with the man he was spying on… He struggled, becoming a private detective was his only choice and he loved it. He learned a lot about people, sometimes too much. Kakashi sighed, slowly flipping the folder open. Everything was in order, like always. He quickly scanned through the words… Everything was like he remembered.
Sasuke Keizo Uchiha
Sex: Male
Age: 27
Status: Healthy
Mental Status: Healthy, Happy
Marital Status: Married
Spouse: Sakura Uchiha (Haruno)
Spouse age: 24
Spouse Occupation: Resident Paediatric surgeon
Years of Marriage: Three years
Years together: Four years
Child: Hisashi Ichiro Uchiha
Age: 3
Child: Kiyoshi Jiro Uchiha
Age: Not yet born, (6 months pregnant) Due date: Eight of July
High school Education: Rakunan Senior High School
High School Graduation Age: 16
University Education: Tokyo Medical University
University Graduation Age: 24
Degree: Ph.D. in Surgery and Medicine
Previous Occupation: Soldier
Occupation: Attending Neurosurgeon
Status: Head of the Department of Neurological Surgery
Workplace: Konohagakura Gurēsu Hospital
Address: Japan, Kyoto, Konohagakura, Kenji Reiji Ave, 198
Kakashi grimaced as he flipped to another page; this one mostly contained information about Sakura and their children. It was absurd, knowing so much of them but it was his job… Uchiha Itachi wanted everything about his baby brother and he was going to achieve it, with or without Kakashi.
It was tiring, he had to follow Sasuke everywhere… He hated knowing so much about them, hell he knew too much about Naruto now! He sighed, slowly glancing at the paper, reading and analysing. He knew from meeting Uchiha Itachi that he was overprotective of Sasuke, needing to know everything that had happened to Sasuke… Everything that happened at the battlefield...
He needed to know his dislikes and likes, what his favourite foods and music where, but mostly if his brother was happy and healthy. Kakashi hastily flipped away from the pictures and notable advancements in the field of neurosurgery that Sasuke accomplished and his family, back towards his basic profile information.
Another sigh escaped from him, Uchiha Itachi was overprotective and would do anything to make his baby brother happy and safe. It made Kakashi wonder, such a person would not want someone spying on his brothers sex life, it would not be something that he would want… It would probably make him angry and that would mean that Kakashi would not get paid.
He quickly ignited the ignition, lifting the brake and pulled onto the road, not caring if the folder was open on his lap. Uchiha Itachi was a powerful man. He loved his brother too much, and it would make him angry to see a few photos and maybe Kakashi should remove one little thing in the folder…
Sex life: Notably and too healthy…
Secretly, it made her content… It was a secret that she would never spoke of in front of her family, knowing what they had done to him. Her face beamed; eyes soft and she prayed that her husband would not walk into their bedroom at that moment. This was something for her, and she knew that he would care if he saw her reading this.
She would forever be besides her husband, she never faltered when he needed her. It made her proud of herself, but then there was a situation in their family and truthfully it did make her and him ecstatic… They were going to have another baby; it did not matter about the gender to them, but to the elders it did matter and it slaughtered and smothered her.
Those years that she and her husband had feigned their hostility and bitterness, they were forced. She was monstrous and deserved what her eldest son screamed at them, because it was all true and they did do a repulsive deed and it killed her. He was her son and Fugaku was so proud to have another son!
A few tears curved around her cheeks, slowly dripping onto the papers she clutched onto. She would never tell or admit; she was too scared of them and their power. She guarded and tended to her baby; her husband and sons would never know or understand. It was a mother's job to nurse and watch over her family.
What she had done was dreadful and at times she could not utter herself to leave her bed. It was heart-breaking and she knew her husband felt the same, he would never acknowledge those emotions because Fugaku could never overlook what he had done. They were forced to pretend and it was torment for them, he was their baby… It was nothing compared what they felt when they were forced to abandon him.
She knew her baby would despise her, wish to be the son of another. Mikoto would never blame him, what they did to him was unspeakable and it figuratively shattered her heart. He was out of her protection, not like she protected him when he was under her care… She knew of a friend who would love him and be with him, they had a son his age.
Her friend agreed to tend to Mikoto's son, and she would send money to them for photos and news of her son… Mikoto was so proud and if Fugaku knew about Sasuke's accomplishments, he would not stop smirking. She hated not being able to grow with her son, to know him and be with him and that her friend was his mother.
She was his mother, and would always be his mother, but emotionally he must abhor them. Truthfully, she could not blame him. What they had done was unforgivable and careless, and it destroyed them thoroughly. A soft sigh escaped from her, quickly wiping away the tearstains on her cheeks.
They were unneeded, she missed him dearly. All Mikoto wanted was to see his grinning face again, trying hard to impress his clan and the disapproving and demanding elders. He always did wonders in his parents' eyes and it was intolerable not to show their happiness and pride, he could never be Itachi because he was himself, he was Sasuke.
Mikoto flipped the folder closed, tightly gripping onto the sealed papers. Her hand reached out, softly pressing a button underneath the solid wood of her vanity, a secret compartment clicked open. Mikoto pushed the folder inside, hoping that no one would see. She tapped the button again; the compartment closed silently, unseen.
A soft sigh escaped from her thin lips when she heard her name being yelled, the soft footfalls of her husband echoed throughout as he yelled for her. Mikoto replaced her frown with another one of her soft smiles, waiting for her husband. She could pretend, like her husband that everything was there idea… That they actually did not love their youngest son, it must've killed Fugaku to tolerate such a façade because it slaughtered her…
It was an eerie night; the clouds surged against the artistic nightfall. The dark crimson and aurulent-colours embellished the sky into a gloomy perfection, gleaming with the light cerulean-colours of daylight. The day would soon fade further into the nightlight, with only the flickering stars and the spotted moon bearing as a witness.
The voices of the day soon became hushed, and then fell silent. It was eerily quiet as the day transformed into night, muting the common chatter that surrounded the day. It was soothing, not being able to hear the useless prattle of people and only the crashing and hushing sounds of the waves.
Everything was too blue, too enticing even during twilight. It was too alluring; it made him want to smile. It was something that he could never understand, how something of such beauty as well as everything amazing in his life would be shown to someone like him. He could not comprehend how surrealistic everything felt.
It was too hypnagogic, and if it was truly only a simple dream… He knew he would break, completely… Everything seemed too perfect, considering his past; he did not know perfect or happiness. He was peaceful and content, something that was absurd and did not exist in his world. It was an illogical emotion…
He despised it! It was something he loathed more than his family, being confused. He could not control everything around him when he was distracted by overthinking. It was mostly because he was overworked and tired, he could not remember the last vacation he took and his honeymoon did not count. It was too long ago, and it was what he deserved.
They both needed a break from work, it was demanding at the hospital for them both. If only they did not go to such a tranquil and bewitching resort. It was a crappy decision on his part, coming to Okinawa. He was being tortured and tormented by the memories such a beautiful place brought for him, memories that needed to be forgotten…
If only everything was easy to forget. They never wanted him to accompany them on their vacations, but Itachi always made them because no matter how much they hated him, he was still their son. He always hated going, they never cared and left him alone in the beach house or on the beach, probably praying that he would drown in the ocean or be pulled away by the waves.
There were times were he wished it would happen, but he was too much of a coward to try suicide, but mostly because he knew it would make them happy. It seemed normal at first and being despised and ignored by his family became all he knew, it was a routine. He could live with being nothing, and then he would show them that he was also a prodigy.
It was something they ripped away from him, abandoning him, sending him away to nowhere. He had cried many times before, they made him feel dejected and he cried to be loved by someone besides his older brother. All those tears and heartaches where nothing compared to what he felt when they rejected and deserted him. He was an outcast in their perfect family.
It was a fact that he only recently acknowledged, it was unbearable.
Sasuke sighed, those thoughts were unnecessary. What they did was too long ago to dwell on about; they could never hurt him again. Why ponder on thoughts that gave them power over him? It was futile, a small smirk played across his features. They were strangers now and he knew he never wanted them to be more than that.
His heart thrashed against his chest, wildly, when he heard her voice. It has been years since he first heard her voice and it still made him tremble, such a foreign feeling that wandered throughout his body. It was an unknown emotion, a forceful blend of passion, lust, incitement and weakness…
When they met, it was unbearable… He loathed how she made him feel and react, it was offensive towards him. All he ever knew was antagonism and resentment in his life; he cherished those emotions because it was the only thing he knew. It was his existentialistic cocoon, and she clutched tightly onto him, severing him from his unconscious asylum.
He had to admit, it was refreshing and she soothed him…
When he finally acknowledged his emotions, everything around him seemed perfect. At first, he refused to allow everything to be so absolute. It truly seemed like a phenomenon to him, that someone wanted him… Someone loved him.
It was an amazing revelation, and for the first time in his live he was happy. For once in his life he did not want to be alone, caring for his snakes, he only wanted to be with her and no one else. He was petrified, nothing had made him feel so exposed before and after a while he welcomed it, accepting her and his love.
A soft petite hand gently caressed his shoulder; a tender kiss was placed upon his barren shoulder blade. The warmth quickly made him forget about his previous endless thoughts. He knew who was behind him; there was only one person who would touch him so lovingly. A small grin broke through his frown at her soft voice. "Kega wanai ka?"
Sasuke twisted his body, rapidly, finally facing his angelic wife. She was too pure for someone as tainted and corrupted as him. He never understood why she wanted him; it would probably always be a mystery to him. Sasuke nodded sluggishly, his hair drooping over his forehead. "Hai. I'm fine. No need to worry."
Her smile never faltered, as she took her hand away from his shoulder. "Sasuke-kun, are you certain?" He knew she made her eyes bigger, forcing him to gaze into two enticing emerald-coloured eyes; they looked more like glass orbs. "I just finished feeding Kiyoshi, and you did put Hisashi into his bed. They're both asleep if you need some time."
A sift sigh escaped from her plum lips, a deep frown replaced her smile. Sakura would always look enchanting to him, smiling or frowning. She usually kept her hair short, but since the birth of Hisashi, she let it grow. Sakura never liked long hair, Sasuke smirked, but with it as such a length… It was fun to grab on during sex.
His gaze travelled, openly, down her body. He truly did not mind her being skinny or fat, beauty never lasted long but the swelling of her pregnancy was gone, completely. Her face was a little fuller, but that mostly happened during her pregnancy with Hisashi. She was perfect, and nothing about her physical appearance could change that.
Another sigh escaped from his mouth, they were on vacation and yet, they got no rest whatsoever. They have been going everywhere with Hisashi and Kiyoshi, taking pictures and memories his children would never remember, but they would. Sasuke wanted to give his children everything and show them everything, something his parents never did for him.
It was tiring, but he would never get tired of how much he would do for his children, both of them. He vowed to himself that his children would never experience the emotional and mental torment he lived with his whole life. No child of his would grow with such evil emotions; he made certain that they would remember how much their father loved them.
They would always be loved…
"You have been distant lately… You know you can talk to me, Sasuke-kun." Her voice was too bewitching to belong to the girl that annoyed him in high school, but back then they were both two different people. "Are you worried? Is that it? You've been like this since Kiyoshi has been born." She sighed again, "I am your wife, and we're on vacation to relax… Why won't you?"
Sasuke knew what she was speaking of, and he has been neglecting them… It was not on purpose, everything was just… going on in his head and he could not keep it straight. It was agonizing, but this was his family and he had no excuses. "I'm trying… It's the memories of my parents, they're haunting me…"
Her frown seemed to deepen as she shook her head violently, hastily grabbing onto his hands pushing him towards her. "No! Stop it!" She whispered harshly, slowly tugging him closer. "Sasuke-kun, we have talked about it before! We are together now, we have children and you know nothing will ever change your past. It happened, and I am so sorry it did, but it is over… You will never see them again, and I promise you will never treat your sons like your parents did. I won't let it happen!"
Sasuke could not breathe or move, he did not want to. It disrupted his thinking process and his blood flow, it was rejuvenating… He had missed this; he could not believe how long they haven't touched each other. She had such a tempting and heavenly taste, but that was all they have been doing since Kiyoshi was born.
He understood in the beginning, childbirth was a traumatic progress for any woman to go through. The delicate vaginal tissues are inevitably strained, bruised and torn and could take weeks to heal properly… Then childbirth involves hormone changes as well as emotional stress. She had to get stitches with both their children, with Kiyoshi she only needed to get twenty stitches; it was a lot less than with Hisashi.
The risks of infections were high, especially if it involved oral sex… It could introduce infections into the vagina and womb, as a doctor he knew he could kill her. If he accidently blew air into her vagina, the air could easily get into the blood vessels of the newly-delivered womb, and it could cause her a fatal illness known as 'air embolism'. She was scared, and refused any type of sexual act after giving birth. After Hisashi, he knew that six months after Kiyoshi's arrival that having sex could hurt her, but that was three months ago.
Sasuke knew the only reason she pushed away from him was because she did not feel sexy, not that it mattered much to him. She was beautiful; her stretch marks truly did not bother him as much as her.
It surprised him, her igniting the blaze that existed in his stomach. She was always modest and shy when it came to sex, she was as red as a tomato their first time. He loved it, and he loved those strange and rare moments when she tried to take the lead in this, but when her soft lips caressed against his… He actually wanted her to overpower him.
Sasuke shoved her tighter towards him, needing to feel her curves again after too long. It left like paradise to be this close to her again. It was what made him… him again. Sasuke sighed against her lips, quickly pushing her back into their suite leaving the glass door open… They were surrounded by the enticing music of the sea, finally becoming one again…
At least there was one good thing about being abandoned… If his parents never hated him, he would not have had Sakura or their children, and he would not trade them for the world.
It was something he could not comprehend, and he was the one that took too long. He knew everything, and it made him feel horrible, because he had no right to spy on him. It had to be done, he needed to know everything and if his brother already hated him… What would it matter spying on him?
It was futile, getting to know his brother behind his back made his heart shatter again. He needed, yearned it, and all he could ever do was love and protect his younger brother and it destroyed him, knowing he disappointed his brother.
He refused to live with such emotions, believing and knowing that Sasuke despised him… He loathed himself more; he could not shelter the one thing that never left his thoughts. Itachi still could not comprehend why he did not investigate his brothers' whereabouts when he received the falsified letters.
He trusted his brother, and he only wished he figured his parents' façade before it escalated towards this. Itachi knew he would be chased away from his brothers' property and it was truly what he deserved, he failed in the most important job… He did not protect Sasuke from the world; he did not protect Sasuke at all!
This was his castigation, knowing that his brother loathed everything about his family. Itachi had to be honest, if their parents did that to him instead of Sasuke… He would also hold a grudge. What his parents did was nothing against what he did, he broke his promise and it must've seemed to Sasuke as if Itachi also abandoned him.
It was the older siblings' goal in life to foster and tend to the younger sibling, and he failed. It was absurd; he could not believe that his parents could ever do such a thing. He knew of their hatred and he tried to shield Sasuke from it, but they would not let him and then their parents made certain he could never shelter Sasuke again.
It sickened him, and broke him completely…
Itachi was proud, more than he should have been. Sasuke proved he could become someone, someone that had to be noticed or else it became silly not to know him. His brother was everything Itachi was not, and he was free… He had everything, his baby brother had everything and was happy and did not need to see his older brother again.
He would only disturb Sasuke's family… His nephews, they resembled him and Sasuke too much that it could not hide his smile. Itachi wanted to know them, to spoil them rotten and be their favourite uncle, he was their only uncle but that did not matter. He wanted to know them like he wanted to know his brother again.
Itachi wanted them to know how penitent he was. He wanted them to know that he had no idea what their parents had done, and when he found out, he did everything in his power to know where his brother was. It was something they needed to know and understand that he would change everything if he had the chance.
Itachi sighed; a gentle frown graced his features as he glanced at the beautiful wooden door. Behind that door was his brother, happy and would not want to see his brother again. Itachi could not express how sorry and sorrowful he was. Truthfully, his brother would never understand and Itachi could not blame him.
It was time; he needed to do this…
He lifted his hand hastily, needing to do this fast and already knowing what was going to happen. Itachi knocked harshly against the enticing wood, because the time could not go faster. He had already wasted too much time trying to figure out how to approach his brother.
The noise echoed throughout the house, fighting against the loud sounds of footfalls. It was getting closer and suddenly Itachi wanted to bolt, not wanting to face the one person he cared about the most. Sasuke hated him; there was nothing Itachi could do to chance that… He could try…
Before Itachi could run, the door swung open. It did not give him enough time, a year of spying on his brother was not enough… He needed more time. This was too soon; he still needed to figure out a plan on how to apologize to Sasuke. Itachi should have waited longer, seeing Sasuke now would break him.
He could not move his gaze; he could not move his body. His brain was disconnected from his body, he wanted to move desperately. Itachi could not command anything in his body anymore; those two similar eyes were staring at him, glaring. His heart broke, and his soul was being viciously tormented.
He looked emotionless and like his perfect little brother, the only new object was the glasses that framed his face. Sasuke was absolute; he still looked like his baby brother. His glare never faltered, his frown deepening and Itachi could see that he was going to slam the door in his face. That could not happen, not now, not when he finally saw his bother in person and not photo's.
"What the fuck do y-…" Itachi would not let him finish his sentence, it hurt too much and he was so sorry. He needed to apologize, urgently. It was agonizing… He could not let Sasuke finish, mostly because he could not control his body. It was one of the hardest things he had ever done, and he could not comprehend when he moved.
"I am sorry!" He murmured, clutching tightly onto Sasuke refusing to let him go. "I am so fucking sorry…!" Itachi's grip tightened, pushing his brother closer towards him. He never wanted to let go, he refused to abandon Sasuke again. He could not stand to leave him again. "I had no idea what they had done, I am so sorry!"
Itachi could feel the wetness in his eyes, but he did not care. He could care less if Sasuke could feel him cry and hear his weeping, he could touch his brother again. Those tears showed everything and he prayed that Sasuke would understand. His brother needed to comprehend everything, he prayed that Sasuke would.
"I am sorry, I did not know… I am sorry!"
Sasuke Uchiha
I know you must resent me and your mother; you have every right to do so… I understand why you feel as you do, and I know you would never believe anything that I tell you. You are my son, you will always be my son and I know you wish we were not.
You must be tormented with the past and memories, because you remember parents that did not want you or did not love you… I apologize, because the truth does things and it truthfully destroys me to know that you would never know the truth behind why me and your mother acted the way we did.
I want to say; I love you, your mother loves you and everything we have ever done to make you unhappy torments us. I am proud and I will always be proud of you, you do not have to believe me but I want you to know the truth.
Your mother and I wanted you badly; it did not bother us if you were a girl or boy as long as you were healthy. I was proud to have another son, another boy to love and give the world too. We love you and wanted you and wanted to show that love, but the elders wanted you gone… They were afraid that you would ruin the success that Itachi would bestow upon the family.
We would've loved you if you lived on the streets.
I wish I could give you all the answers you wanted when you were younger… Everything that we did was a façade and we wanted to show our love, but the elders refused… It destroyed me thoroughly to know that you would not receive the love we wanted to give you.
We were forced, the elders did not want you and by acting the way we did… I was protecting you from them, we loved you too much to see them hurt you or worse, kill you. We would rather have you hate us than have you hurt and be gone from this world forever. If only our clan was not above the law.
I wanted to scream and cry whenever I saw your sad and disappointed face, your mother broke when you and Itachi was not around. It hurt, knowing we were the reason why you hated living and why you sometimes wished you weren't on earth.
We thought by acting like that, like the elders wanted and they hoped you would run away, we could keep you safe but then the elders got smarter and they needed you dead. They did not stop and you do not know about any threats on your life, me and your mother tried to keep you away from them.
They wanted you dead and we could not stop them anymore, we only had one option and we left you… We abandoned you, gave you away and acted like that was what we wanted. Itachi never knew of anything, and we did everything in our power to keep him out of the loop.
We wanted you, we loved you… We tried to protect you, and we only caused you more pain. I only want to let you know that even when we sent you away, I tended to you even after you were away… I looked after you. Your mother and brother never knew, and I pray that they will never know of anything.
You are loved by your parents and nothing will ever change that.
We love you!
Fugaku
P.S I do not expect to retrieve any type of message from you… I only wanted you to know that you are loved.
Anata no ryōhō wa akudesu! – Both of you are evil!
Keizo – Blessed Keep
Gurēsu – Grace
Hisashi - Always
Ichiro – First born son
Kiyoshi – Quiet
Jiro – Second son
Kega wanai ka – Are you alright?
Hai – Yes
A/N: I know, what a crappy one-shot that has too little SasuSaku. This will only be a one-shot!
Needed to get this idea and chapter out of my head and mind, so yeah… I am sorry if there are any mistakes! It is the first story I wrote on my NEW laptop, since the keyboard layout is different that my old one… I need to get used to it!
I know… not much SasuSaku in this one, but I really needed to update, and I love Itachi and this was more about Sasuke and his family… I was going to write a lot more in this and at one point there was going to be a lemon… but I really did not have the time or energy. The next one will be a lemon, I promise!
:)
I must admit, this was a huge bitch to write… hahaha, spend days, and started right before my birthday on the 14th December while I was on vacation. I burned blisters and after that, refused to go to the beach again.
I loathe fics that go with Sakura giving birth and then three days later she and Sasuke have sex or Sakura does not have to get stitches in her vagina, which most woman get when giving birth with their first or second child… Sadly, I know this is fanfiction, but that is sooo untrue it makes me laugh at times.
This chapter made me feel a lot, mostly because my fingers are numb from writing this!
I aim for 10 reviews before I update, since the next chapter is going to be a second part to one of the first stories!
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