Callies POV
I can not believe what I just heard from the mouth of my wife, I can not allow Sofia lost her mama too, she already lost her daddy. I can not see Arizona at this time, I want to scream but then I regret what I could get to say,so i do not. I do not want to lose her, she is the love of my life but it all seems so unreal and all I want is to leave this room.
She tries to speak, but I do not want to hear nothing now. So I grabbed Sofia and out as quickly as I can to not cross paths with any colleague on the way. Outside it rains a lot, luckily we live a block from horpital, or i live a block, do not know ...
At the department, i lean to Sofia in her bed to sleep comfortable. I go to my room but I feel uncomfortable in my own home! There are so many memories of a time better. I take the desicion of pack Arizonas things in a suitcase and start to pack her clothes, perfumes, all that I have in view. Seeing so many memories, so many pictures on the walls, many gifts I pick a box and I put it all out there. When I finish I put that box in the closet. At the finish packing things visible from my wife, or my ex, I listen she into the apartment. There will last almost an hour since I left her in the hospital crying.
I leave the room with the suitcase and leave it in the living room, I'm going to my room and shut the door. She hits to get through and realizes that locked shut myself, she asked to speak but I have no desire. Everything is so difficult ... I know I slept with Mark, but she was over me at the airport to go to the damn Africa!
"Calliope, Please talk to me"
"Do not Calliope me, leave me alone. Go to Marks, to a hotel or wherever but get out of here" I tell her very firmer, while the tears fall down.
A few minutes later I hear that she goes.
I grab my phone and put on some music, I need to unburden and music is the best therapy for me. Before I used to talk to Mark, but he is gone.
i hear loud thunder, which wakes Sofia. Surely this scared so I go to her room to calm her. Upon entering her room I see the tears on her pretty face
"Shhh honey, it was just thunder, everything is fine now"
That desperate cry there was no way to calm, as if she knew that her mama had just left. Obviously I will not prohibit Arizona to see our daughter, their Connection is wonderfull .. It's so beautiful to see them together.
Seeing that i can not take her calm, we go to the living room and I see that the keys of Marks are not there. I realized that Arizona was over there so take a deep breath and crossed the aisle with Sofia in my arms. Arizona could only calm her, and I can not let Sofia suffer.
The door opens without my knock, I imagine that Arizona heard the cries of Sofia. Our eyes meet and I see those beautiful blue eyes that are colored from time to mourn, but is not the time to talk about us
"she is really scared, and nothing seems to work," I say referring to Sofia
"Hey big girl, what scared you?" She says taking Sofia in her arms .. She hugs her and gives kisses on her cheek and I limit myself to see that scene.
She enter the department and leans back on the couch putting Sofia in her chest and pats her back, as if something magical Sofia begins to calm down until she was sound asleep with her hand on Arizonas cheek.
"She is asleep, you take her to her bed or should I?" I says
"Uhmm, you can stay with her tonight. She'll be more relaxed with her mama"
"Okay, can we talk?"
"Arizona i only came because our daughter needed you. when I want to talk to you, you will know but now is not the time. I need to process many things. I want to give her the most possible normal days, so by tomorrow morning please come home to breakfast together, we will go to the hospital and leave her in the day care. With the passing of the hours we'll see how we manage. But for now you're staying here "
"Ok, I know I messed up so I respect your decisions. I love you Callie"
"See you tomorrow" I said heading towards the door. As I closed the door I said "And i love you too"