"No I'm listening to you I just cant deal with this life anymore, you keep her I'm done",

And with that she was out the door, never to be seen again, my dad was very heartbroken after mom left he never really talked about her.

He only smiled when it came to work and me but apart from that he was very lonely in days when I went of to school, it got worse when he started drinking and he woukd come home some night angry and drunk and he would be on the floor mumbling somethings, one night he said,

"...Um...She left because of me and not you my sweetie pie, she hurt me when she left and I never forgave her for leaving you here without her...",

He trailed off about some other stuff I didnt really care for, he felt asleep quite faster than he usually routine, I was some how impressed but I was so sad, she didnt think of me as her child but as his child and I hated her for that she never considered how I would feel in this situation where she left me here without a mother, I felt something wet on my cheek and I touched my cheek I was crying, I never wanted to cry over that bitch...but she was my mother, I still loved her even after she left ten years ago, I still hope where ever she is that she is ok and I use to wonder when I was little if she still thinks of me like how my dad and I think about her.

I love my daddy so much he has been through a lot with me, my teenager years, looking back now I felt bad for him but he stayed with me and he still stuck by me.

My daddy...Carlos Pena Jr. one of the most extraordinary men I have ever known and love.

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