Sorry its late, busy week. Here you go
Today I should have stayed in bed. It was one if those days that started awful. I slept all of 2 hours waking with a start to make sure everyone was okay. And then would go back to sleep wondering why Killian would do that to me. He wanted me to feel all alone, and that brought up all my memories from before I got my legs and even before Jefferson. During my time in Atlantis. I felt so alone and out of place. All my sisters loved me but I still couldn't stay. My father just kept pushing me to do things I didn't want to but he loved me with all his heart. It just got to much when I started looking like my mom so much. He couldn't handle it and neither could I. My mom died in a shipping accident when I was little. She was showing me the surface because she loved it just as much as I did. I should have been the one who died not her. Hearing the door open takes me out of my downward spiral. Looking up I see Belle and Rumple coming into wake me up.
"Hello dearie, how are you this morning? We have to talk a little but if your up to it." How bad do I look? Rumple's usually gets right to the point but he's being cautious. Sitting up in my spot I look from Belle to Rumple.
"I'm fine, what is it? Is something wrong?"
"Ariel, honey. You know we wanted to find Rumple's son, right? Well we might have found away to do so. But we need to use Emma and Henry, as well you and I have to stay here. It's only for a few days and everything will be fine, but are you okay if Rumple's gone for a little while?"
"Um. Why wouldn't I be? You'd be here and Rumple will be right back. You should go find your son, you never know you could have grandchildren. Your family will be whole again. That's all I want for you. You deserve happiness and your child will bring it." During my last sentence Rumple walks over to me and gives me a tight hug. One that doesn't feel like "I'll be right back" but "this is farewell". It's over way to soon.
" Dearie, you are aware that you cannot go to a place with a lot of people or do things that get you riled up. We can't let your magic go everywhere and when I'm not here to dull it or take blame for it, it's more dangerous. Ugh maybe I shouldn't go I don't want you to get hurt."
"I'll be fine I've gotten more control over everything don't worry. You'll be back soon. Go find your son. Love you Rumps."
"Love you too, my little fish." After that he pulls me into one more tight hug and places a small ring in my hand. Oh my ring! It stops my powers from going haywire and channels it. I came over with it but it broke a few days ago, I guess Rumple got it fixed.
"Thank you"
"Just a precaution, you don't need to wear it if you don't want to. "
And with that Rumple was walking out the door waving his phone at us motioning we can call him anytime. Then he's gone and Belles walking over to me.
"Girls night? Go out for some fun then come back and watch a movie? And tomorrow we can even go shopping!"
"Belle you have work tomorrow and so do I haha but a dinner and movie does sound good. Let me go get changed and get ready. Be back in a little."
"Okay so I guess we'll be going out in a half hour. Go, go. Ill be waiting here."
Getting ready as fast as I can, I think about my life. I've been very privileged. Being a princess wasn't the life for me, I thought that a pirate would be better but nope in the end it wasn't, and then being with Rumple and Belle. I always thought this was my place, I've finally found my home. And thats true they are my home but maybe I'm not theirs. I've been Rumples replacement child after he thought there was no chance at finding his son, but know he's going to get him back. I should leave them so they can be together. They deserve to be a family and together forever know and I don't want to ruin that. Making my mind up I've decided to stay one last night and then it's time for me to leave. Their family will be whole and I'd be intruding, it's best for everyone for me to go.