ariana pov
i pull out of the kiss and i just look at liz and i say"why did you kiss me"and she say"sorry aria i didnt mean to kiss you i like you will you be my girlfriend"and that wen i stop breathing omg what am i going to do i cant just go out with her but it been my dream going out with what should i do and she say"aria if you dont want to go out with me its fine"i didnt even listen to what she just said but i just walk out the door i start to cry but right now i really need some fresh air so i can think and i walk out of the set door and into Hollywood and that wen my brother Frankie came run towards me hugging me and he say"aria what wrong"and i say"nothing and if i did have something on my mind i wouldn't want to tell because it nothing to do with you"and he say"aria im your big brother you can tell me anything you know that aria"and i say"im gay"but he just hug me and he say"aria why are you crying it not that bad because everyone is different"and i say"what if it get out everyone is going to hate me"and he say"dont care about those haters"and i say"i know frankie just dont care about those haters"and he say"then what wrong"and i say"i like liz and she asked me to be her girlfriend and i dont know what to do"and he say"be her girlfriend then"and i walk back to set and i go to my dressing room but she wasn't there and then i walk to liz dressing room open the door but she wasn't there and i found a note and it said sorry aria i didnt mean to hurt you im go back to my hometown new york see you soon i hope and i break down crying i hate my life even more than i did before and the girl i love has gone.