Kitty POV.
Right now it was almost midnight and I was at Marleys house we were eating popcorn and watching grease. " I can't believe you got sandy" I say referring to when we did grease as the school play " Me neither" she response and turns her head towards me and we just start laughing. " So um you and Ryder huh" says Marley , after she said I got kinda sad " well ya know I'm not that sure right now I thought we were becoming close but you know with everything goings on its kind of hard be in love when your not even sure if the person hates you or not" I said that pretty fast but I assume marley heard me because of her sympathetic eyes she then turned her bod fully towards me when she saw that I was crying. " what do you mean if your not sure if he hates you or not Ryder loves you we all love you", " why I'm horrible I made you make yourself throw up and you love me that makes no sense nobody in that school has any reason to love me I hate me I suck " I then started bulging out my eyes and Marley put her hand on my shoulder and started to rub comforting circles around my back and then she says " Kitty Wilde does not suck Kitty Wilde is a girl that's scared she's hurt people to get herself even just a little bit happy Kitty Wilde is not perfect she for from it but she is loved by everyone that steps in that choir room and she always will be" " thanks Marley" I say wiping the tears from my face " but that's not true at least not with Ryder" I say she then looks confused and says " what? why wait wait huh explain". "Well early today at school when Ryder confronted my dad I ran out into the courtyard and we had a Pretty bad fight" That's all I could say cause I didn't want to relive it " okay well then call him or something but trust kitty he doesn't hate you" . " thanks Marley " I say then we start to full to sleep.
The next morning I decide to call Ryder
R: hello
K: hi um its kitty I'm so sorry about yesterday
R: oh hey Kitty yeah me too I shouldn't have done that I'm sorry
K: so you don't hate me
R: no of course not kitty I could never hate you your amazing I mean I love you
K: well that's good to kno wait what you love me
R: yeah I do not as a friend or a sister as well more
K: more you mean like a girlfriend
R: yeah I wanna ask you but I don't wanna say the G word
K: so then don't use it
R: okay then Kitty Wilde will you be my more?
K: yes Ryder ill be your more
R: really cool I love you
K: i love you more
I then hang up the phone with the goofiest smile stuck on my face " hey why are you so jolly " Marley says as she enters the room. "I'm Ryder's more " I say jumping up and down she looks at me with the most confused face ever " um I mean girlfriend " she then gets a goofy smile too " OMG are you serious" she then jumps onto her bed and starts jumping up and down and screaming " RYITTY I SAY RYITTY NOW YOU SAY RYITTY" , " um Marley this isn't a TV show there are no ship names" she then puts her hand on her hips and pretty much forgot everything i said and continued to say " RYITTY CAN YOU SAY RYITTY " she points to me " ryitty" I say then Marley pulls me up on her bed and we start jumping up and down and screaming " RYITTY" back and forth at the top of our lungs. we then both some how fall of the bed and were now laughing hysterically " I should really head home " I say well gaining control of myself " oh okay I guess ill see you tommorow" she says and I can tell she thinks I should stay but I'm not sure if I'm welcomed. I then go downstairs and as I'm about to open the door to leave Milly, Marley's mom stops me " were do think your going" she says to me " home " I quickly say back " not on my watch you are not going back to that man he hurts you the school is going to report abuse " that made me terrified I then started to hyperventilate " what there reporting abuse oh my god my dads gonna be so mad when he finds out he's gonna hurt me " Milly then puts her hands on my shoulders and says " He can't the police will get him and he will go to jail and he will never touch you again okay" that made me calm down a little bit but then another question popped into my mind " then were will I stay" she then looks at me with a smile and says " With us".