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Chapter 4: The Way He Feels About...Us
Well, it is pretty confusing. I mean he acts like he is falling in love with me one minute and then acts like we are just friends the next.
But the way he looks at me, or acts around me gives me hope. Hope that one day we will share our feelings with each other. I mean I do, care for him. I care for him a lot. Maybe I even care so much that I...love him. No I cannot say that, I can't even think that. Well, maybe I can a little bit.
No. That is impossible. We cannot go against Gibbs. Well, I know for a fact Tony won't. He thinks of Gibbs as a father. And so do I. After my actual father died, he is the only one I have left.
Although. Since we did resign, we are not under Gibbs rules anymore. So, technically, we would not be going against Gibbs. But Tony would not see it that way. He still believes that Gibbs will come back, and don't get me wrong I do too!
I just wish that he will take a leap of faith on me. Honestly, I do not know how long I will be able to keep this up, the flirting but doing nothing about it.
He means the world to me, and I would doing anything for him. Seriously, I would probably take a bullet for him if I had to. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. When I came to NCIS, he was the one who first noticed me:
*Flashback*
"I'll call ya back!" Tony said while slamming down the end button on the phone machine. "Hi, I was just..."
"Having phone sex?" I asked outgoingly.
"Ha, phone sex? No. It was just charades."
*End of Flashback*
I cannot believe how outgoing I was with him. It was like I had already known him for my whole life.
Tony is like the peanut butter to my jelly as one would say. Without him i would be lost.
Honestly, I think I am in love with him.
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