Hello Everyone! Finally got around to writing ch.2! er, it's technically the third chapter, but I'm not counting the Prologue! So it's ch.2…. whatever, I hope you guys like it! Ch.3 will come out soon hopefully! No yaoi in here, but next chapter…. Oh and I will try not to make you guys wait too long for the next chapter, but I have other stuff to do soooo….. yea…. And I'm not making that up to be lazy! I promise! I have to write a big English paper and I have to study for a History test and I'm writing two other stories….. bleh….. But I promise I won't make you guys wait for it long! Please Rate and Review (It makes me feel so good about myself when you do!). Love you guys, so here's the chapter, finally!
Jack sat at the edge the river of paint that flowed through the warren, staring deeply into it. He absent mindedly placed his feet into it, as he was used to doing whenever he sat near a river, momentarily forgetting that it stained everything it touched. However, he quickly realized where he was and jumped back, but not before his feet were a shade of purple. 'Crap' He thought, looking at his once pale feet. 'It's ok, I can just freeze it off…. Wait, Bunny took my staff… Stupid rabbit'. He turned back towards where he had seen Bunny last, because he really didn't want his legs to forever be purple and, as much as he hated to admit, Bunny would know how to get it off. He really didn't want to talk to him right now, especially since their fight yesterday. He had been planning to make Bunny worry about him, Just to see if he even cared. He had even slept somewhere in the warren he was sure Bunny wouldn't find him. He was right and Bunny hadn't found him, Jack had never seen him anywhere near him, but had he even looked for Jack? Did he even care? 'Of course he doesn't,' thought Jack as he neared the entrance to the Warren, 'why would he?' Then he heard a foreign voice in his head, one that he had been hearing for the last few days. 'No one cares about you. That's why you were alone, that's why you will always be alone. You're not a guardian, the others wouldn't try to save you if something happened. Bunny didn't even look for you, it's obvious that he hates you.' The voice continued like this for another five minutes, and all the while Jack felt his heart grow heavier. Then the voice changed directions… 'It's like you don't exist. No, it's worse than that. Everyone hates you, you should hate yourself. You do don't you? Even you hate yourself.' Jack placed his hands over his ears, trying to block out the voice, but it seemed to grow louder the more he had tried to block it out. Now it was booming in his ears, silencing every reassuring thought in Jack's head. He hadn't even noticed he was crying.
'You should just end it. No one wants you, no one cares. Do it. That's the only thing you can do. You're useless and pathetic. Kill yourself.' The voice shouted. Jack was on his knees now, tears running down his face. He had tried to argue with it, but it gave him no chance and he was beginning to agree with it… 'Kill yourself. Kill yourself. Kill yourself.' It just repeated the words over and over again in his head. The voice was deafening, and Jack was thinking about suicide just to make it stop. Jack couldn't remember where he was or why, all he knew was how useless he was. He didn't deserve anything. 'I didn't deserve love. Or to be believed in. Or to have friends. Or to...' Just then he felt strong furry arms on his shoulders, and the voice stopped. He looked up and saw Bunny's concerned face looking down at him.
"Jack? Are you alright?" Bunny said "Why are you crying?" Jack tried to respond, but h couldn't. Words formed in his head, a thousand different taunts and jeers that he would have said to Bunny without a second thought, but he couldn't say any of them. The only sound he made was a pathetic whimper, before he started crying again. Bunny immediately scooped him up off the ground and turned back to his home with Jack in his arms. Jack fought him at first, but when he realized that he wasn't going to be put down, he turned and cried into Bunny's chest. The pooka's fur was soft and warm, and Jack really didn't want Bunny to put him down. Jack tried to fight the urge to fall asleep, but it was too strong ad Jack soon fell asleep in his arms, not concerned at all with where Bunny was taking him.
Bunny walked towards his home, but stopped when he heard the sobbing stop. He looked down and saw that Jack was asleep. Jack had literally fallen asleep in is arms. Bunny would have laughed if it didn't make him sad. He wouldn't admit it to anyone, but Bunny really liked Jack. Liked him more than a friend, but Bunny didn't want to ruin friendship by doing something stupid. He was content with Jack just wanting to be friends, but when he had seen Jack breakdown a few minutes ago, he had to stop himself from jumping up and wrapping the boy in his arms. At least this way, he could say that he was just trying to move him. 'stupid kid…. Goin' around, scaring people like that…' Thought Bunny as he stared at Jack. He would ask Jack why he was crying later, but for now, jack needed his sleep. They neared Bunny's home finally, and when they arrived Bunny lightly set Jack down on his bed. Bunny gave the sleeping boy one last look, and was about to leave, but he stopped. Jacks sleeve was slightly pushed up, and Bunny saw something strange. He quietly walked towards him and pushed the boys sleeve up. Bunny gasped. A series of scars lined the boys arm. Bunny stared at them for what seemed like forever before he turned and quickly left the room. This was worse than he thought, and the others needed to know. Before he left, he ordered a pair of the giant stone eggs to guard the house while he was gone. Then, with a few taps of his foot, he was gone.
Sorry this one was so short, but I thought you guys needed an update! Wrote this in about an hour lol, so sorry about any mistakes. I'll try to have the next part up before the 15th. Please rate and review! Bye! (oh and when I said that this story wouldn't contain yaoi in the Prologue, I meant that the Prologue wouldn't have any yaoi, not the whole story. Just thought I'd clear that up…)
