The Inevitable

A/N: Sorry for the delay in writing this story, kind of got distracted by RL. I'm back now so let's get some reviews going ppl going to try and post at least once a week, but reviews DO help me write faster ;-) Going to be some definite lemony goodness here 18+ ONLY!

: Alice and Edward somewhere out in the woods:

While Alice and Edward are out hunting together, something they do often only because they consider themselves more siblings than the rest because of their gifts, Alice asks Edward if he noticed how Bella smelled differently than the other humans and he replies with a shrug and "I don't know" he is more interested in catching the best deer out there. After coming into contact with her at the office Alice noticed her scent and she tells Edward how her smell and her attitude remind of her someone she knows but she can't quiet put her finger on it. "I don't really care who she reminds you of Ali I just can't wait to have her all to myself. Her untainted body and blood is enough to make me want to ravage her, but I won't she's too weak she could never handle making love to someone like us!" he replies in disgust. They continue on with their hunt while Alice continues to try and remember who Bella reminds her of.

: Meanwhile back at Bella's house:

Sitting here on this cold counter top with this perfect cowboy standing between my legs it makes my life seem not all that bad like I could make it through anything. I part my lips, letting his tongue explore my mouth and kiss him back hungrily. I run my hands over his body, exploring the hard planes and feel his strength as he moves against me and it thrills me knowing that I have this kind of effect on him. It is beyond anything that I have experienced although I have much to learn and hopefully my cowboy is willing to teach me.

I'm shocked and amazed by how much I want him. I feel like I would do anything to have him touch me everywhere."God, Bella," he hisses against my lips, as I bring both hands to fumble with the buttons on his shirt. "Is this okay?" He laughs in disbelief at my question. "So help me, Bella. If you don't touch me I'm gonna burst in my pants!" I giggle and unbutton his shirt but I don't remove it and slowly trail my fingertips up his abs to his hard chest then drag my nails slowly back down to the edge of his pants and place the tips of my fingers in his pants and pull him towards me and I trail my hands down the slope of his back to clutch at his hips.

I can feel his hot breath huffing against the skin of my shoulder and the coolness of his breath against my overheated skin sends shivers up my spine. He trails soft wet kisses up the side of my neck to the line of my jaw until finally he gently presses his soft lips on mine, his soft tongue seeking my own. He taste of the sweetest honey and I can't help the moans that escape me, but I've given up trying to stop them and just give into what I'm feeling and I let my emotions flow through us. I grab his soft blonde hair and aggressively pull him into my kisses that are now desperate for him.

I shamelessly start grinding my very wet center into his erection, although I'm a virgin I know the logistics of what to do when you're aroused. I hear a growl and then I'm being lifted, I wrap my legs around his waist and feel his hands roughly roam down my ass gripping almost painfully, but a welcomed ache that only arouses me even more, a small rumble erupts from me and suddenly we're upstairs on my bed. With Jasper on top of me I gaze up at him and I feel our souls connecting, the intense look in his eyes; I could see all the desire and want that I'm feeling reflected back at me. Suddenly we are in our own world, everything falls away and only Jasper and I exist.

We are nothing but a mix of roaming hands touching every part of each other's bodies; I feel like I am at my breaking point it's all too much I need more from him. I grab his shirt and rip it in two; flipping him over I'm now on his lap with my very turned on cowboy staring bewildered right into my eyes with his almost black eyes that seem to be staring right into my soul. Grabbing his hands I slowly drag them up my thighs to my waist and up to my breast, staring into his eyes I smirk and reply "do it" and suddenly my shirt is ripped off he grins "Don't worry I'll get you another" I start to wonder why that suddenly sounds familiar, but I'm brought back by the throbbing bulge grinding into my sweet spot, throwing my head back I moan.

Leaning down I place soft kisses along his neck and shoulder; I bury my face into the crook of his shoulder and press my teeth into his skin leaving a slight mark. I start slowly licking a trail all the way down his chest to the edge of his jeans and roughly palm his cock; I grin evilly at him and start unbuttoning his pants. His strong hands are at my waist caressing my lower back, his fingers dipping ever so slightly in my jeans.

When I reach his underwear I slide my tongue tantalizingly along the top edge, back and forth, tickling the line of hair below his happy trail with each pass until he moans and clenches his fingers in my hair. I lift my head and meet his very frustrated gaze, grinning seductively. Very slowly, almost painfully, I remove his underwear, lifting them very carefully over his swollen cock. He shifts so I can slide his briefs down his legs and remove them. Then I push his legs apart, an uneasy and excited feeling suddenly hits and I know I'm making him feel suddenly very exposed but unbelievably aroused, I can tell by the look of surprise and the pre-cum that's suddenly gushing out, sliding lower I move in between his opened legs.

The breath that he's been holding is released in a gasp as I lick a straight line from his balls to the head of his dick. I repeat the action and his he fists the blankets as he grabs at my hair. I don't mind his rough grip in my hair, but I'm afraid that he'll pull more than intended by the look on his face. I keep licking at his cock at the same rough speed being sure to put enough pressure, until he cries out and pushes his hips up, desperate for more. I then slip my hand around him and grip the base of his dick, and start with a few pumps at a time and then finally lower my mouth onto the head of his cock.

My lips and tongue work the head of his shaft, swirling and dipping in to his slit and teasing the sensitive underside. I slowly drag my free hand up his thigh and use my fingers to massage his balls and press at the skin behind his sack until I feel his balls tighten and the head of his cock suddenly swell I guess accidently walking in on Renee watching all those porn flicks actually paid off.

"I'm close…" he whispers hoarsely out, feeling the need to warn me.

I start sucking harder, taking him deeper and swallowing as his cock starts to pulsate against my tongue. A warm fluid erupts from him that's as sweet as his soft kisses and I'm suddenly having flashes of a life I've never known; a war that's seems to be from ages ago, a life of torment and suffering and a name…Maria. I'm suddenly standing in a mirror, but this time it's not me…its Jasper…shocked and confused I gently pull off and stroke him, softly licking the last of the drops from the head of his cock as he comes back down to earth.

I take my time, discovering the texture of his cock with my fingers and enjoying the musky scent of him before I use my mouth to gently place a soft kiss. He's patient, propped up on his elbows watching me as I find out how to make him come back down to me…and make him all mine.

The sounds that he made as I licked around the head of his dick were enough to make me come undone and those sounds are what my fantasies are going to be made of now. I'm ruined for all men just by his moans. Smiling up at him I reply "You ok there Cowboy?"

Grinning he suddenly flips me over "Oh I'm fine, but you won't be in a minute my bell" and suddenly my jeans are gone and slowly he slip my panties off and spreads my legs open for him, leaning down he takes a deep breath inhaling my scent and I hear him mumble "exquisite" my core is dripping wet imaging all that he could do to me and all that I want him to do, looking up he smirks "Oh don't worry darling, I'm all for give and take and right now it's my turn to take."

Dipping his head between my legs he places soft kisses on my inner thighs while softly dragging his cool tongue along my thighs, moaning I shake my head side to side I whisper his name. "Don't worry darling, I aim to please" and softly he spreads my lips and places soft wet kisses on my clit, moaning a shutter racks my body its better than I could have imagined…my imagination never felt this good "Oh Jasper…" I run my fingers through his golden hair and it feels silky smooth between my fingers.

He grabs me by my waist and lifts my hips up to him and I have a perfect view of him as he gently flicks his cool tongue on my clit and starts sucking on it the noises he was making were enough to make me cum he grins evilly at me "Not yet darling" achingly slow he drags is tongue down to my opening and starts pumping in and out moaning like it's a five star meal "Oh god, Jasper your driving me insane! Your tongue feels amazing…" smirking I can feel his cockiness "You ain't seen nothing yet darling"

As he's fucking me with his tongue he drags it up to my clit placing kisses and sucking…I didn't even know that could feel so great suddenly I feel an intrusion in my center and look down in time to see him gently insert his fingers into me "Jasper…I've never…" "It's ok darling I know, trust me I won't breach any barriers" he replies in a jokingly way trying to make the awkward moment pass and he's back on my clit suckling and gently licking as his fingers work their way in and out.

I can feel that familiar feeling welling up in my center and slowly radiating out to my limbs and a warmness that spreads all over. I feel that string in my center, that string connecting my center to my mind and it's agonizingly tight and becoming tighter I don't know how much longer I can hold out until he whispers "Let it go, Darling. Give me everything…" with that my world came down and I was everything and nothing, here and nowhere the tight string exploded into a bright light of euphoria a stolen piece of heaven brought down to me by my Jasper…my angel…suddenly I see his face in what seems like a dream, but I know it's not because it's the night in the alley the night Renee gave me up…but why would he be in Las Vegas then here and not say anything to me…Something was not adding up. What was he up to? What's his game? So many questions and no answers…at least not now…right now he needed to leave until I could figure everything out.

Jumping up out of bed naked from the waist down I practically yell "It was you, you were there in the alley…" he doesn't reply he just sits there almost in shock "You need to leave…I need to leave…You need to leave now" my thoughts are all fumbled considering the fact that maybe his whole family was trying to play the new girl or see who could bang the new girl…what kind of sick twisted family is this…

"Bella, please calm down what are you talking about?" he asks slowly approaching me, but I'm furious at all the things running in my head that when he approaches and touches me a loud growl escapes and I push him across the room without touching him. I'm shocked, but I'm more pissed off I grab his pants and throw them at him "LEAVE NOW!" I growl still lying on the floor he grabs his pants and starts putting them on "Bella, please listen. Let me explain" I stop moving and menacingly turn with bared teeth "Explain WHAT! How you and your family played me? How you were going to pretend you never met me? How you would have fucked me and let me believe we never met before?" "Please darling, it's not like that" and he places his hand on my shoulder "Don't touch me…ever!" I place my hand on his chest and I push him into the wall across the room causing a dent in the shape of his body.

I can feel the shock and surprise coming off of him in waves just slamming into me "STOP THAT! Stop throwing those emotions at me its pissing me off more!" I scream stunned he steps forward "I'm sorry Bella, I'll go now. I hope you'll let me explain soon" and with that he's gone and I'm standing there alone and half naked and all I feel from him is remorse which makes me feel even worse than I already do. I throw on some pajamas and lay down in my bed and slowly cry myself to sleep because I really liked him a lot!

(Bella's dream)

I'm walking down a long dirt road when suddenly a snake appears, but this snake can talk "Hey little girl you lookin' for your daddy?" "No jus headin home" "Aww come on sweet thang, let me be your daddy" suddenly he lunges at me and has me by the throat. I'm struggling to scream when out of nowhere I see a cowboy with honey blonde hair and eyes to match and he wrangles that snake up. He jumps from his horse and heads towards me, but I can't see his face because the sun is right in my eyes "Hey Little Darlin, you a'right?" he looks like an angel only it's not…its Jasper? The dream feels like déjà vu only it's not I've heard these exact words spoken to me before…suddenly I'm back in Las Vegas in the alleyway of one of the many strip clubs Renee worked for and a dark shadow approaches and is about to attack when out of nowhere he's suddenly gone and Jasper is whispering into my ear…"Bella…" is faintly whispered…"Bella!"…hmm how weird it's getting louder…"BELLA!"…

(End dream)

I'm jostled awake only to see a frantic Charlie leaning over me "Hey Bells you ok? I heard you crying and was trying to wake you. You ok kiddo?" "Yea dad just a bad dream about nothing…typical girl stuff snakes attacking angels rescuing damsels in distress and whatnot" I giggle shaking his head he replies "Girls…so sensitive" he smirks "I brought some pizza home I wasn't sure you'd be up for cooking and since I suck at it…pizza it is." I chuckles and heads downstairs. I decide I need to talk to Jasper and find out what's going on, but not just yet. I'll let him sweat it out I giggle and head downstairs for some snackage.

A/N: So guys let me know what you think about this chapter and where you'd like to see it go and reviews and love make me type FASTER so come on show some love! Sorry for any mistakes…still don't have a beta…