Chapter 11: " The Truth About My Past. "

" Suzuki. Finally, You've opened the lock in your heart, Tell me why. Tell me the reason why you've lived your life like this. "

I sat on a nearby couch. Ten years ago. My live was practically normal, At the age of 5 I've learned how to sing, Also, I learned how to play the piano and the violin.

Like what you've said. I was a prodigy, Yes it was true. My mother and I used to sing together. Even though I was born with very poor health and a a weak body. I never got sick as long as my beloved parents were there.

But, Months passed by and I no longer see my mother out the months I noticed how I will get sick every other day. My father thought she had an affair with another man and soon, My father too got into an affair. One day, My mother returned after weeks of not being together. My father and mother got into a fight.

They kept shouting in front of me. Not even noticing what I was feeling. I paused first, Remembering the past is very painful for me. I was crying,After a moment or so. I continued.

The following days and nights, They still continued to fight in front of me. Then one night, Their fight got out of hand.

My father was already hurting my mother. My father, He beated up my mother in front of my very own eyes. My mother wanted to leave with me but My father threathened her that if she takes me with her. He will ask somebody to kill the both of us.

And so my mother left. And I was left with my father, My father remarried. The womans name was Kikyou. Every time my father is gone. She'll hurt me or ask me to do things that a child my age should not do. And soon, I got sick.

When I was in middle school, I get sick in between classes. So Instead of continuing school. I was forced to stay in the hospital, My parents. They would only visit if they're gonna pay my expenses. And so, Through out my life I was alone. I forced myself to forget everything.

At that time It was like I lost my whole life.

Years passed by. Years without anyone to talk to, Without anyone to be with. I spent my whole life being alone in the hospital, It was painful. For me, I lost everything there is.

You know what headmaster.

" What is it... "

I can see from his face that he was trying to with-hold his tears. You know what's the most painful thing for me. I paused, " The most painful thing for me is losing the purpose to live. " At that time I didn't know why I'm still alive. Heck, I didn't want to live. I wasn't able to control my tears. I didn't know what to believe in.

I continued telling my past. One day, My parents visited me. It was rare for them to visit me, After days..weeks..months..years, They come into my room to tell me that I'm such a worthless child, They even ask me why I was even born. Then after all the painful words they tell me that the're taking me out of the hospital to enroll me to your school.

Saotome san. You know, Being in your school literally changed my life. I was able to bring back the things that I've lost. Thanks to you. Even though my speech was short I can feel that Saotome san understood why I was like this. I receive a hug from him.

" I understand. Melody, You are strong. And I admire you for that.I can't imagine what I would have felt if I was in your situation. "

I just kept silent, Tears flowing. Sigh. I'm sorry it took so long for me to open up, I needed time. " Saotome san. Do you know where my mother is? "

" I'm sorry but for now I don't know. But don't worry, I'm asking somebody to investigate her. "

Arigatou, I hug him tighter. After a while I let go. Well Then, I'll take my leave. Ja-Ne Saotome san.

" Alright, Goodbye. Melody. "

I was walking outside, Maybe I should go shopping? Oh of course. I should, Once I reach the gate I started to walk, There was a nearby mall so I decided to walk.

I reach the mall in no time. In the mall there I see Shinomiya san. I callout to him. " Shinomiya san! " He looks at my direction and waves his hand.

" Oh, Suzuki san. " Natsuki walks towards my direction. " Suzuki san. What are you doing out here in the mall? "

Oh you know, Just checking some stuff. (Actually I'm gonna buy gadgets) So what about you?

" I'm checking out some stores which have products of Piyo chan. Do you want to go together? "

Sure. So now we were walking together, After checking out some Piyo stores, We rest in a restaurant called " KaWaii Kisu. " Shinomiya san orders us both some sundae's.

Once the order arrives. I noticed that he wasn't eating. " Is there something wrong with the food? Shinomiya san. "

" Oh, There's nothing wrong. I'm just thinking how cute the dessert is that I don't wanna eat , call me Natsuki. "

Oh I understand. I stared at it, Your right. It's a shame to eat such a cute dessert, You should call me Melody. And so we laugh together. I noticed that he was staring at me. " Is there something in my face? "

No there's none. I just thought that. " You and Nanami are so alike. You both smile, You both are kind. And both of you are radiant. "

I blushed by his compliment. Thankyou, I smile at the thought of being radiant. Just then I hear one of my songs being played or rather the video of my debut. This catched both ofour attention.

" Is that you, Melody chan? " I look at the big screen, There in Bold letters my screen name was written. ' Yu-Me ' . I answer his question. " Yup, That's me... "

I saw a lot of people watching in the big screen, After the video was done I overhear their comments.

" Wow, She's so flawless. Did you see her expression, It was so natural. "

" She's so pretty, Her voice is enchanting. "

" I went to her concert(debut) and she was amazing. I heard that she was just 15. "

Alright, Those were flattering comments. I look at Natsuki. He was smiling brightly.

" Your voice is so melodious. It's so pretty. " I blush at his comment," Thanks Natsuki. "

So we finished our dessert and we proceeded towards the petshop. I remembered Mellow, She just disappeared and she never came back. I was sad. Who wouldn't be?

I looked at the puppies in the petshop, Kawaii! But the puppy in the corner attaracted my attention. You see they were in a pen and the other puppy was at the corner. It had beautiful golden fur and mesmerizing blue eyes. I asked the sales lady.

" Excuse me, Can I take a look at that puppy. I pointed the puppy in the corner. "

" Alright mis- wait aren't you! "

Shh. I asked the woman to be quiet. She nodded and proceeded to get the puppy. The woman gave me the puppy and stared at me.

" I'm a big fan of yours, Miss Yu-Me. Can I take a picture with you? "

Sure. But before that how much is the puppy? I looked at her longingly and before she answered me she spoke to the manager and she came back.

" The manager told me that you can have a special discount. "

Eh! Arigatou Gozaimas. I looked at the puppy in my hands, He was snuggling towards me. But moving on, I payed for the puppy and other stuff. And before I left The petshop we took a picture together. I looked for Natsuki, I saw him sitting on a nearby bench.

" Natsuki look at my new puppy. I approached him and he petted my new pet. "

" Kawaii! What are you gonna name him? "

Hmm..., I'll name him Piyo chan. Since I know you love Piyo chan and since he has golden fur, I'll name him Piyo chan. I see how happy Natsuki was. Here you should carry him, We have to go back to our dorm.

" Alright! "

And so me and Natsuki walk towards our dorm, Once we arrive in our dorm. At the entrance we see Sho. I blush the moment we have eye contact.

" Natsuki, You bought a dog? "

" No, Sho chan. it's Melody chans puppy, Piyo chan! "

" Oh I see, Do you need any help Melody? "

I looked at the boxes I was carrying. Yeah I need some help. Bu then Natsuki interrupts our conversation.

" I'm gonna miss the piyo show. Here you go Melody chan! " And so we watch him run towards his room. "

I carry Piyo chan in my arms. And so we reach me and Nanami chans room. Sho sets the boxes on the floor.

" Where's Nanami? Do you know where she is, Melody? " I looked around. " Hmm, I don't know. "

Ok.., Do you still need my help?

" I look at him then I gaze towards the boxes. Yeah. I guess... "

So We unpacked the boxes ' together. ' Piyo chan was running around, Well that's odd. He was so quiet awhile ago.

Then I saw Piyo chan nibbling on something. Piyo! That's bad. But before I was able to stand up I slip on some random piece of paper and fall. Curse my clumsiness. I open my eyes to see that Sho was hugging me. More like he catched me( Don't daydream )

" Seriously, Melody. I'm always here to catch you. This is the 3rd time. Hahahaha, Your just like Nanami. Always tripping on things. "

Sorry, I stand up and catch the little naughty puppy, Hey you. Why are you so naughty? Then I rub his belly. Which really makes his legs twitch. Hahahahaha, Awkward.

" Hey Melody, Have you ever been in a relationship? "

Eh!? I face him. Um, No I've never been in a relationship. I mean I've stayed in the hospital for 10 whole years so I've nver had contact with a boy my age.

" What? You've lived your life in the hospital for 10 years!? Are you serious? "

I faced my puppy, " Well, Yeah. that's what I'm trying to tell you awhile ago. Since now that the headmaster has known my past I think you should know too. My past should only be known by the people living in this dorm and only them. Since it's very personal.

" Do you have any other painful experiences? I mean living in the hospital for 10 years is just... "

Terrible, I took my time to explain to him my past. After some minutes or so, I finish my speech.

" That's...Painful, Indeed. I can't comprehend what it must feel... "

Don't worry, I've changed. All thanks to Saotome Academy. So right now, My goal is to find my mother. I know she's alive.

" Don't worry, I know you'll find her sooner or later. " I see his encouraging smile. Sigh, If only he knew. If only he knew that maybe this feelings will never just stay put. It might evolve into...' Love ' I looked at him once again. Sho. "

" Well then I'll take my leave, Goodbye Melody. Goodluck with your goal! " I watch as he left. Sho, I just hope you notice it soon.

I wonder what happened to my pet Mellow. Sigh, I looked at Piyo. He was already sleeping. I should sleep now. but I think I can no longer hold this feelings that I'm feeling. I think it's time for him to know.

To Be Continued...