I Will Be Chasing This Starlight

by dontmindmeimjustafangirl

Phan AU: This used to be called You Bring Me Hope but I changed it because I cant name things. Anyway, this fic contains potential triggers such as self-harm, suicide and amnesia. Also badly written smut in chapter 5 plz don't read. Unless you like that sort of thing. Maybe lil bit of KickTheStickz at the end ;)

5. Chapter 5

Dan woke up the next morning tangled in the arms of his beautiful boyfriend, sleeping peacefully. His face was comforted by the soft linen pillow. But still blue and swollen. Dan smoothed his hair and checked the time on his phone. It was 10:45. Way too late for school now, he put his phone back on the table and snuggled back up to Phil, looking at his perfect features. They may be bruised but they are still perfect.

"What's the time?" Phil mumbled quietly.

"Quarter to eleven. Don't worry. If we just don't answer the phone we'll be able to skip school"

"What about your mum?" Phil opened his sleepy eyes to look into Dan's across the pillow. Dan took Phil's hand and played with his fingers gently as the sun gently hazed through the window.

"My mum is away for a week and left me £200 for food and stuff." Dan said softly. "Which leaves time for us to spend together as much as we want" Dan said gleaming into Phil's eyes. He climbed up on top of Phil and sat, knees either side of him and took his other hand. They locked their fingers together and kissed, feeling the warm sun peer through the window onto their faces. Dan arched his back slightly, moaning into Phil's mouth as their tongues danced. Dan broke away slowly smiling with his eyes. He looked at Phil, his adorable expression of his need of contact.

Dan leaned down and kissed him again. Gently rolling his hips. He lifted his shirt off and helped Phil's gently around the sensitive areas of his face. He leaned down to kiss down his neck before Phil flipped him over gently and started sucking on Dan's neck. He found the sensitive part and started to suck on it gently leaving a trail down to his chest. Dan moaned softly.

They both proceeded to take their trousers off and they were left in their boxers. Phil rolled his hips again hearing Dan moan louder. He liked the sound that Dan made. He then trailed his hand down to Dan's boxers. He reached in slowly and took his member in his hand and gently stroked along its length. Dan moaned even louder. His moans grew needy, Phil quickened his pace and Dan bucked his hips into Phil's hand.

"Phil.. I-" His moans were interrupted by Phil's lips and a harder grip against his member. Dan dug his nails into Phil's back as he was reaching his climax. His cries filled the room as he came over himself and Phil's hand. Phil brought his hand back up and pulled himself in closer to Dan, licking along his jawline. "Jesus Phil." Dan panted. "Where did you learn that?"

"Myself mainly" Phil said simply. Dan burst out laughing. That laugh Phil adored. Phil lay down on the bed beside him. "Not nearly as good as when I'm doing it to you though"

"Tell me about it" Dan breathed.