"Dad..DAD OUCH WHAT ARE YOU DOING" Phil struggled trying to break free from his father's grip.
"Get in the car, and shut up." He spat bitterly into Phil's heartbroken expression.
"Y-you lied to me" Phil was going to cry "You said you changed.. You.. You said that you loved me as a son.. you.." A small, warm tear rolled down Phil's face.
"The first thing you need to know about people, is that they never change." The rain tarted to pour heavily, soaking both of them..
"Then why bother pretending to be a true father, why buy me and Dan those tickets if all along you were just going to let me down again." Phil's hair began to get soggy, and it drooped in the rain.
"Don't you get it? You were just gonna play happy families with that queer of yours and not bother with me anymore. And I was just softening you up, I needed you away so I could make arrangements. Now get in the car before I force you in." He stormed back to the door going to collect the next few bags.
"You know," Phil started nervously "Mum saw it. She saw this monster in you. She didn't want to say because she was scared of what would come of you. I'm not the one to blame." Phil approached his father confidently, locking eyes. "You are." Phil growled "She saw what you were really like, that's why she feared death. She didn't fear what was to come of her then she died, she was afraid of what would come of you. You, are the monster, and I'm ashamed to call you my father."
"You.. dare." His father clenched his fists tightly. He breathed in and calmed himself. "Get in the fucking car." Phil did so slowly, slightly trembling after that experience.
His dad threw the final suitcases into the boot and sat in the driver's seat.
"I was going to be noce you know, I was going to let you be with that stupid queer of yours. But since that remark," He handed him Phil's phone which he had taken from him. "You are going to call him up, and leave him. And you are to never contact him again."
"NO!" Phil protested but his father gripped his arm tightly and shoed his phone in his hands. Phil began to cry. He couldn't do it. He couldn't leave Dan. But he knew what would happen if he didn't. Dan would get hurt. His father would hurt him and insult him. He pressed the call button on his phone and put it on loudspeaker.
"Hey Phil, what's up?" Dan said heart shatteringly cheerfully.
"I…" Phil trembled and cried quietly. He could feel his father's gaze pierce through him.
"Phil whats wrong? Are you hurt? Is it your Dad again? Phil please tell me!"
Phil cleared his throat and looked at his Dad seeing the pushing gaze forcing him.
"No Dan. Dad's fine, I'm fine. Its just. I…" Phil hesitated "I can't do this anymore.
"Phil what do you me-"
"Its over, Dan. I'm sorry."
"Phil what Is this we have just got back from the most amazing trip ever why?" Dan's vice was trembling and crying.
"I know Dan, it was amazing. But im not good for you. I'll get you hurt. I'm leaving tomorrow and you wont see me again." Phil was crying again
"Phil please what is this all about" Dan cried
"I'm sorry Dan…" Phil moved his thumb to the end call button slowly.
"Phil I love you ple-" beep
Author's Note:
I actually cried while writing this. I'll update with chapter 13 (five years later) and you'll see what happens when you read it ehehe
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=Anna