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I changed into a tight red blouse when I arrived home. It was one that I would never wear if I wasn't with Dimitri. Although it didn't show off any skin, it was tight so to my body that my breasts were more emphasized and the curves I was gaining were accentuated. I felt good looking at the mirror. I had switched my boots for my pair of Toms and I looked more feminine now.
A part of me knew that I was doing this to catch Dimitri's attention. Although, I knew he was not interested in a girl like me. He might be disgusted by what Viktor had done to me, what I let him do to me.
Suddenly I wanted to take the blouse off and put on a hoody to hide my hideous body.
I ran to my room and tripped in the process. I was getting ready to be hit in the face with the floor but that didn't happen. I ended up in Dimitri's arms.
"Rose, you should be more careful"
"I... I... I'm sorry" I wanted to cry, I'm not sure why, maybe it had something to do with that fact that I always appeared like a dumbass to Dimitri.
"Shh. Roza, it's okay, it's okay." He laced his fingers through my hair, murmuring sweet things in Russian.
"Are you ready to go watch a movie? I see that you changed. I really like this shirt by the way" he said as he touched the fabric on my hip.
Oh Dimitri, he always knew what to say. His comment made me glow and I no longer felt like the piece of shit I had felt like, I felt pretty now.
"Yes, I'm ready. I just need to brush my hair" I smiled up at him and he picked me up and released me once I was able to stand on my own.
"Okay you go do that while I catch a brief shower and change. Being a PE teacher has its ups and down" he smiled at me and left.
I don't know what made me do it. I know it was wrong. And I felt like I was violating his privacy but once I heard the shower running, I couldn't help but sneak a glance at him.
For the first time in my life I felt a sexual desire.
Dimitri was undressing.
He hadn't shut the door properly and I had just the perfect view of his back side.
He was made of perfect angles; his skin was a beautiful tanned color. Every muscle was firm and hard and when he moved, they would flex, making me hot in places I've never been before.
His back was extremely attracting.
He stood there; with only his boxers on, showing his delicious flesh that I felt a need to run my tongue through those muscles.
He grabbed on to the hem of his Calvin Klein briefs and my breath caught. I really shouldn't be seeing this.
Leave Rose, leave. Get up and walk away. Walk away.
I couldn't though. No I was in a trance. I was hypnotized by his beauty and by the emotions inflected in me while I admired his body.
He took his time leading his briefs to the floor and when he stood up, I got a view of the perfect ass he had.
Oh god. It was just so manly and nice; I wanted to run my hands around it. And those power thighs were firm and strong, at the same time showing off elegance.
He stepped into the shower. Leaving me behind, hot. My core felt a foreign feeling. A need to have some kind of pleasure. Not just any kind, some provided by that piece of art that stood a few feet away from me.
It took all I had but I got up and walked away and back into my room, gasping and out of breath.
I would never forget that beautiful image of Dimitri's naked back side.
X
We were going to the movie place, not too far from home, just in case of an emergency and we needed to come back.
Dimitri was wearing jeans that hung very low on his hips and a simple red t-shirt. I think he had done that on purpose but I couldn't deny that he looked very attractive in red. The shirt was tight on his body and his muscles were visible through it. He was no body builder, but he had the perfect amount of muscle. His arms to his side were long and strong, yet I knew that they could feel as soft as cotton.
His face was just so beautiful. I know there's something about men not being beautiful but handsome wasn't enough to describe Dimitri's face.
He had those big brown orbs, full of compassion and love. They stared right through you and made you shiver, in a good way. His cheekbones were high and subtle, not very out there, giving him that face structure of a god, with faces planes intersecting in the best way possible. That straight nose, and those plump lips, just added to his appeal.
He was the equation of perfection.
"Roza. Do I have something on my face?" Dimitri asked, while trying to look at himself in the car mirror and tried not take his eyes off the road.
"Ah no, sorry I was just staring at you. Is that creepy?" The words came out of my mouth before I had a chance of registering what I had said. Yea, great Rose. Great.
Dimitri let out a rich laugh "It's not creepy, I'm just not accustomed to being stared at that way" He put emphasis in the way and I wanted to laugh because every woman in their right mind would stare at Dimitri and think he was perfection.
"Liar" I laughed and slightly punched his arm, he gave a fake moan of pain. Which only made my mind get more in the gutter. I don't know what was wrong with me today but I just wanted Dimitri and all he had to offer. But that was delusional of me, I know Dimitri would never be interested; maybe that was the whole appeal?
We finally arrived at the place and it was a small plaza with a small Mall surrounding the sides of the cinema, as it lay in the middle.
"Okay Roza what do you want to watch. Let's see Iron Man 3, The Great Gatsby, The Hangover 3, Fast and Furious 6" He kept reading the titles to me but they all seemed to be a sequel to past movies and I really had seen none of them so I told him that I wanted to see The Great Gatsby. He smiled at me.
"I've wanted to see this movie; I just didn't want to push you into seeing it. It's based on a classical."
He bought the tickets to it and we went to get some popcorn and a slushy.
The movie was spectacular, with so much symbolism and great special effects that I couldn't help but fall in love with it.
But that wasn't the only reason why I loved this night. It might sound cliché and completely ridiculous but whenever Dimitri's and my hand touched as we picked up the popcorn, there was an electric pull, something I'd only read in books.
Once the popcorn was gone, his hand lay in the chair arm and I put mine next to him. Unintentionally, he started rubbing circles around it, and it felt like such an exotic movement, leaving feelings things that I have never experienced before.
All too soon the movie was over and we were getting up, my hand in his.
"Gatsby plays Cobb in Inception right?" I knew of Leonardo DiCaprio, even if I hadn't seen many of films, I mean who didn't?
"Yea he does. Isn't Inception great? I love that film. The concept of the manipulation of the mind is beyond anything. The way Mr. Nolan executed this film..." Dimitri kept on talking about Inception as we walked out of the theater and as we got into the car. He was so excited and I was clinging to every single one of his words, afraid of even breathing and interrupting him.
I've never seen him talk excitedly about something, but I loved it. I loved seeing this side of him.
"I mean it's just so crazy if you think about it—" He stopped and looked at me. "I've been rambling, haven't I?"
"No you weren't, you were passionately talking about a matter, a very interesting matter at that." I smiled at him.
"Do you want to go get something to eat? Mason and Eddie won't be home until 9, and it's only 6."
"I would love to."
We ended up going to eat at this small Mexican place around the corner. I ordered some enchiladas and Dimitri had something called a torta.
"Have you thought about what college you want to apply to next year?"
"Not really, first I have to figure out what I want to do and then I'll look into it. Oh don't give me that look, I promise I'll spend this summer doing more research." That seemed to satisfied him and he went back to eat.
The enchiladas were good, a bit spicy, but I liked them. All too soon they were gone. I realized at that moment that I was a big eater, I ate a lot. How the hell did I survive in those portions Janine gave me?
"Hey what happen to that sparring match we were going to have today? Weren't you getting your panties in a hunch because you said I needed my milk?" Somehow the last part of my question managed to sound very dirty, somehow.
Dimitri's face indicated so too. He had gone from a ghost smile to a shocked look.
"Um, yea well I thought you would enjoy a break. You don't have to practice every day you know?"
"I know" I smile at him. Smiling, it almost felt natural nowadays, with him always bringing it out of me.
"Let's go home Roza. Maybe we can play a game or watch another movie if you like?" He arched his eyebrow. Bastard, knew how much I envied him.
"I think a game would be good, I've watch too many movies today. I feel that if I watch another I won't be able to retain all the information in."
X.
"What do you mean you've never played UNO! Are you serious?" Dimitri's face looked like he was about to go into shock, it was too funny to look at. So I busted out laughing.
"Oh my god, oh my god! I can't not believe this!" He said something in Russian as he open the closet in the hallway. "We have to play UNO now!"
He shuffled the cards as we got comfortable around the coffee table in the living room.
He taught me how to play UNO, and that's how we spend our time, laughing and throwing cards at each other until Mason and Eddie arrived home.
I made them take a shower and get ready for bed, after having cereal of course.
"Goodnight Eddie, I love you" I said as I tucked him in.
"I love you too Rose." He smiled into my arm, and gave me a kiss on my hand. "I hope one day Janine can come live with us".
I didn't know what to say, but I went with what I felt.
"I hope so too baby."
What do you guys think? Am I moving too fast? Should I slow my roll? So I will be updating within a short time. Let me know what you think should happen from this point on? (: