Once again , a short chapter because I'm still here on vacation. However, I go back home this friday. I'll probably write some more on the plane. A lot more than I have written. Thank you all for your patiences. And I know some of you think that Dimitri will push Rose away, but I think that's not really where I want to go. Rose has gone through a lot of rejection with Janine and Viktor and Dimitri would just be plain heartless to do that.
Dimitri's lips are soft…Oh so soft.
Our lips are touching and it was beyond what I had expected. The feelings I had for him exploded within me, and it was like a shower of love.
The love I felt for my beautiful Russian.
I pulled back to admire his features. His soft deep chocolate brown eyes stared back at me with love in them.
His lips were just there waiting to be caress with mine.
And his beautiful brown hair was pulled back with a hair tie but strands have gotten free and were framing his face.
He was pure male beauty.
But he had more to offer than his gorgeous face.
His care, his love… All that was him had saved me from Viktor and from myself.
I needed the touch of his plump lips against mine, thus I leaned in, this time with force. I attacked his lips as if it was the oxygen that I hadn't received in a century and I was in my last moment of life.
My lips moved against his, and he returned my actions as excited as I was. I was getting lost, lost in what Dimitri was. My hands made their way from his cheeks to his beautiful brown hair. It was exactly as I had thought, soft as silk. While my fingers played with his hair, his hands were roaming my body. His touch left every spot on my body on fire.
I wanted more… So much more. But I knew Dimitri was never going to agree so I was content with what he was giving me.
Time passed and Dimitri and I were lost in each other. Touching each other in a way that was too private to describe.
We were finally able to let go of each other when someone knocked at the front door.
Dimitri slowly undid the hold he had on my hair and slowly let his hands fall at his side. I was less in control of myself and I couldn't let go of what Dimitri and I were doing, but I knew I had to.
"Roza" his voice was husky and it was more of just jumble sounds because we were still running away with our lips.
"I know" I let out in a defeated tone. This had been the best experience of my life. I had fooled myself into thinking that it was never going to end.
I dropped my head as I let go of my hold of Dimitri and unlock our lips. I needed to gather my thoughts together.
However, Dimitri pulled my head up with his hand and made me look straight into his eyes.
"I wish it didn't have to end Roza. But we have to go." I knew that but I also knew that this was the only time I was going to be able to share this experience with Dimitri. I didn't know how I was going to be able to keep my hands off of him. Now that I knew how it felt to hold him, I couldn't let go.
"Promise me you won't push me away. I need you" I whispered, the words barely audible to my own ears.
"Roza. I promise, there's no going back on this. You don't know how much I craved for this to happen. There's no way I can let you go now. You're mine". With that he got up, me on his arms, laid me on the bed, and went to open the door.