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"Hello Edward." I said as I walked into his room.

"What is it that you want Rosalie?" My adoptive brother questioned.

"I- I don't know what I'm doing Edward. Maybe I shouldn't have been selfish and let her leave with her parents. I am leaving for a while, if she asks when I'll be back, just tell her soon, I can't be away from her that long." I said on the verge of tears, the idea of bring away from my mate hurt me.

"Maybe you shouldn't come back." Edward said as my eyes widened

"You selfish bastard!" I snarled

"Look Rosalie, that's not what I meant. Don't you want your mate to be happy?- I nodded my head-"She will be happy with me, I promise. She will be in less danger with, I have more control that you. I will keep her safe. All you have to do is go away for a while, eventually she will get comfortable around the others and that pathetic mutt of hers will no longer be in her life." I snarled at the memory replaying in my head at what he did to her.

I looked at Edward and saw that his eyes were now pitch black and looked ready to kill. "HE WHAT!" Edward screamed

"And you let him get away with this?" Edward questioned through clenched teeth.

"Edward the treaty-"

"Doesn't apply to this. He was going to force himself on her!" Edward went out the door in a flash, I quickly followed him into my room and saw that he was cradling her head as she was fast asleep.

I just stood there and watched from the door frame. Maybe Edward was right, he was better for her than I was. I'm too broken to be loved, I'm going to make her life harder. I have to go. For her.

I quickly made my way towards her and looked at Edward as he nodded in understanding.

Pulling her sleeping form into my arms I whispered. "I'm not good for you Bella. What ever happens isn't your fault. I love you so much." I kissed her forehead. Just as I was about to pull away, a warm hand came on the back of my neck and pulled me closer to her face until our lips tentivley against one another.

I crashed our lips together in a desperate kiss as my hand came up tangled into her hair, her tongue ran across my bottom lip and I gasped as her warm tongue played with mine. after a few minutes I released her lips from mine and rested my forehead against hers.

"I'll wait for you forever." She whispered