oh gosh you guys are too nice...10 reviews? I can't say I was even expecting one (also, more reviews than faves? that's a first...not that I'm complaining)
to specific people:
Gruvia0128: ah you're too nice 3 (I suck at arguments, so it's nice to know this one was good~)
Darkhope: ahaha they didn't actually do anything else except make out...Gray passed out before they could XD
Piru: uh...no torture here, sorry ^^; I don't know, Juvia's sort of shocked so she's kind of...passive...and emotional...yeah...
also, WARNING. I think you guessed from the rating, but yeah...there's a verrry non-explicit blowjob in here...if you're not okay with that then...I don't know, don't read it? yeah...(am I going too fast? *nervous*)
and here's chapter two! lots of general awkwardness in this one hehe
They stop at an old bench near a park, with chipped gray paint and some type of fungus growing in the cracks, an oppressive silence hanging between them.
Juvia tries to break it, tries being the operative word. She opens her mouth, closes it, and opens it again, no sound coming out. Kind of like a fish. A dead one.
"Uh, you alright?" Well, that wasn't awkward. Nope, not at all. Juvia nods, still silent.
"I'm sorry," he blurts out, not really knowing what for.
She still doesn't say a word, but tilts her head and furrows her eyebrows, clearly confused about his impulsive apology.
"I...shouldn't have—I was drunk, okay?" Suddenly, he's angry, probably at himself, and throws a fist into the old wood. "God, I didn't mean to—it's just so—" Gray makes some angry hand gestures, jerky and uncoordinated, and Juvia observes with a strange detachment.
"It's alright," she says, sounding like a machine, and quickly stands and walks away.
Gray doesn't try to stop her (mistake, mistake, mistake, his mind screams) and looks up at the sky, sunshine blinding him and heart twisting horribly.
An hour later, he gives up and follows her, knowing he'll get hell from Erza once she figures out he's broken into the girl's dorm. The sun's still shining harshly, like a smile that's too wide and doesn't quite reach the eyes.
(He decides he hates it and pulls his shirt off, because it's the middle of summer and damn everything if Gray Fullbuster was expected to keep all his clothes on in this kind of weather.)
The dorm is a nice place, spacious with a huge sign broadcasting 'FAIRY HILLS' on the front, a few trees dotting the landscape. It seems to have been repainted—seven years!—and remodeled, now a light mauve color.
Juvia's room isn't that difficult to find, one at the end of the second floor's hallway, so he sneaks in and places a shaking hand on the doorknob, breath caught in his chest.
Somehow, it dissolves into Gray being pressed against the wall—isn't that familiar—with Juvia on her knees and doing wonderful things to his cock.
Not even Juvia's sure how it had happened. Gray had shown up at her door, a nice surprise usually but not exactly then when she had wanted some time alone, and she had given him tea—Earl Gray, that was what it was called (it had his name in it, so of course it was amazing) and it wasn't spicy chili soup—and then they had tried to hold a conversation and failed and then...then Gray had kissed her and this.
Well.
"Juvia?" Gray looks so...delicious then, lips parted a little and eyes dark with desire, and Juvia wonders again what she'd done to deserve this, falling in love with an angel.
She pulls her mouth off him—Gray makes the tiniest whining noise—and tilts her head, the question clear in her eyes.
"Uh..." His arousal clouds his thought so it takes him a while to form a sentence. "Is something on your mind?"
Yes, yes there is, I need to know if you—"No, why would you think that?" Then she does things with her tongue that make Gray's toes curl, to shut him up because Juvia really does not want to think right now.
His legs shudder as he bucks his hips, scratching the back of Juvia's throat, and he just stops, head thrown back and bashing into the wall. Juvia splutters on the warm liquid that suddenly fills her throat. She could hear Gray's low moan, reverberating softly through the air, and forces herself to swallow.
It's absolutely disgusting, but Juvia deals with it anyway, because it's Gray and Gray is a god and what is Juvia even doing, trying to love someone like this, when she knows—
Juvia drinks three cups of apple juice and brushes her teeth thoroughly before the taste is out of her mouth. When she returns, Gray is sitting on her couch, looking quite out of place.
After coughing awkwardly, he musters up the courage to actually say something. "You didn't have to swallow..."
"I know."
"Um." Can't you cooperate this once? "And...you have a doll of me..." Nice going, Fullbuster. Perfect way to start a conversation.
"Yes." She nods.
"Ah." Well, this is going nowhere. He wants to say something else, but the words stick to his throat, and instead, he mumbles out, "I...should probably leave. It's the girl's dorm, and if Erza catches me..." He laughs, nervous (a fucking neon light in a moonless sky) and prepares to climb out the window.
"Wait." Before Gray can react, Juvia is above him, lips softly pressed against his through the open window. It lasts for barely five seconds, and it feels more like a dream than anything else.
"Do you...want something?" He tests the weight of a rickety pillar, relieved when it seems to hold.
Yes I love you I love you I love you love you love love love you so much and please tell me you love me back—"No...just wanted to say goodbye."
"Oh, goodbye then, Juvia."
She watches Gray slowly make his way down, eventually stuck and making a slide with his Ice Maker Magic. Even that one creation looks beautiful, plain but made of ice so sunshine makes it glow.
Gray glances up at the window, waving one last goodbye.
Juvia's heart threatens to beat out of her chest.
...uh...well, that was...awkward *hides* and very short...
(Juvia obviously has a few issues about being 'undeserving'...and Gray needs to stop being so tsundere...)
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