Disclaimed: Glee is not mine, or else every boys (and some girls) would all be chasing Kurt and not the other way around.
Summary: AU after Blaine sang "It's not right but it's okay". Chandler was a sweet guy whom always sends Kurt cute, flirty texts and he seems harmless. Well, things not always what it seem to be.
Pairing: Puck/Kurt, Chandler/Kurt (non-con), Blaine/Kurt (past), brotherly Finn/Kurt and some Quinn/ Mike.
Warning: dark themes, violence, kidnap, sexual assault, drug use, possessive!Chandler, Vulnerable!Hurt!Kurt. (there will be more, I promise I will warn you in the next chapters). Oh, I almost forget, there will be Blaine and Rachel-bashing. So if you don't like it, you can go back now.
A/N: I am so sorry guys, my laptop was broken and my mom and dad said they won't get me another one if I won't get at least an A- in math... again I am so, so sorry for not only that but also about the grammar and stuff, I am trying to find a beta for this story. And another thing, since I haven't found the beta yet, so this chapter will remain unbeta. If you don't like it, you can stop reading if you want, I don't mind, it's my fault anyway.. I'm rambling, why don't we just get back to the story :)
After they brought Kurt back home, Finn and Puck have decided to stay at the Hudmels resident since Burt and Carole were in DC and in case Kurt woke up and needed anything. They played Xbox in Finn's room. While playing, Finn's got a tons of calls and texts from Rachel (but he ignored it) and Puck's got some texts from Quinn, Mike, Sam and Mercedes asking about Kurt. Puck's smiled slightly, at least not all of his friend were douche bag.
4 and a half hours later, Finn dropped the control on his hand and held his stomach. "Dude, I am so hungry" Finn groaned, lied down on the floor on his back.
Puck chuckled, also dropped the control "You always hungry bro" Finn just seemly nodded.
"But I am so hungry I can't even play Xbox, that's mean something" Finn frowned. Then he grabbed his phone, dialed and turned to Puck. "What kind of pizza do you want?"
Puck shrugged. "I don't care, just ordered"
15 minutes later, the pizza was brought over and to Finn's room. Finn's eyes immediately lit up and he took one large bite. Puck laughed. Sometimes, no, Finn always acted like a child, but when things got serious, his best friend somehow turned into an adult and fixed everything perfectly. Finn was weird, but that was what makes him so special.
"So…"Finn started, broke the silence "…Do you really like..like my brother?" Finn didn't look at him while he spoke ,just took another bite of his pizza slice. Puck's blood ran cold, he has been dreading that somebody would ask that question since his and Hobbit argument. The mohawk didn't know how to answer that, he was afraid of his step-brother aka his best friend reaction. But just like he can read Puck's mind, Finn turned to look at the mohawk. "Don't worry dude, I'm not really mind if you do, unleast you want to hurt him…." He said slowly but dangerously.
"NO" Puck answered right away. Finn nodded, took his fifth slice of pizza.
"Good, then answer my question." Finn looked right into Puck's eyes. Puck mumbled a 'yeah', blushed. This is the first time he admitted it to someone.
The mohawk felt a patted on his shoulder. "It's okay dude, like I said, I don't mind" Puck turned to Finn and looked at him in awe. When did Finn, the jocks who freak the fuck out when the gay kid had a crush on him, turn into the best brother and best friend one could ever had? Maybe it was because of Kurt. He smiled, Kurt didn't just changed Finn, he also changed Puck, Quinn (that was a really funny story, he may got to that later) and Sebastian (Yup, Kurt told him about the apologize and the texts while he crying like a baby in Puck's arms) too. Kurt has that power, he can change the person he met,if he wants to, to a better person. That's one of the many things he lo…likes about the brunette."And besides, you would make a better boyfriend than that Hobbit anyway" Finn chuckled. Puck raised an eyebrow questionably. "Well, I saw the way you try to help Quinn when she was pregnant…" Finn looked down at the floor"…you do it better than I am, and I think you will do the same for Kurt"
"Thank you" Puck said."and I hope you won't say anything to Kurt, I want to say it mysel-"
"Say what to me?" Kurt appeared at the door at the door in a too big shirt that probably belongs to Finn and sweatpants. Puck turned his head so fast he thought he broke it.
"No…nothing" Puck stuttered, he heard Finn laugh next to him, but all he can see was Kurt's bare shoulder and milky pale skin where the shirt slipped off. The mohawk swallowed. Fuck, why did Kurt have to be so attractive?
"Uh huh"Kurt said in disbelieve, but didn't say anything else. Then he turned to Finn and sighed. "Finn, I thought I said to you that Carole left food in the refrigerator, pizza not good for your health." Finn's smiled guiltily.
"Sorry dude, I don't know how to cook, I think you remember the last time I did" Kurt put a fake horror express on his face.
"I never thought somebody could burn water." Puck laughed out loud, this never happened at his home. Mom always at work and Sara not so fond at him, she just joked with him when Kurt was around. He loved staying here, this was more homes to him than his actual home.
Kurt clapped his hands together. "I'm hungry, I think I am gonna cook myself something, anybody wants to join me?" Puck and Finn nodded at the same time.
Kurt's cooking was delicious, somehow it made him imagine of a really bright ( and kind of hot) future with Kurt as his husband and they eat dinner together every day, they would talk about their day and after that they could have sex… and okay, he had to stop himself there, wouldn't want to be hard while eating with the one he just had a fantasies with and that person's step-brother.
They ate dinner and chatted, but none of them talked about what happened in the glee club and Kurt felt grateful for that, he didn't want to deal with it, at least not now.
It was late when they finished their food and Puck d1edcided to go home but Kurt make him stay.
"What about my sister? I can't leave her alone, she's 12" Kurt rolled his eyes. Seriously, he has been babysitting Sara for over 6 month now, did Puck think he didn't know that?
"Do you ever listen to whatever your sister says? This morning, when I drove you two to school she said that she will have a sleepover with one of her friend, she went there right after she done at school." Kurt nodded his head at the direction to Finn's room upstairs. "You can sleep with Finn, it's late, extra pillow and blanket is as the usual places" Puck had sleepover long enough to know where they were.
Puck hesitated for a minute then spoke. "Can I, uhm, can I sleep with you?" Puck asked in a small voice. "Not that kind of sleep" Puck answered when Kurt turned around and looked at him with wide-eyes."I just… it's been a while since the last time I talked to you properly, and I just, want to say something really important to you" Puck tried his best to stop the blush on his face. Kurt was the only one who can make him blush like this.
Kurt looked down thoughtful for a bit. "Okay then, but you have to bring your own stuffs to my room, I'm not a maid, I won't do it for you." Kurt laughed playfully while Puck just stood frozen there with the image of Kurt wearing a French maid. The mohawk then turned around, ran as fast as he can so that nobody can saw his erection. He groaned when he reach the dammit, it was really hard to keep his dick in his pants when Kurt kept on encourage his imagination.
Sighing, he made his bed on the floor next to Kurt's. Tonight, he was going to do something very important, he was going to admit to Kurt. And he completely freaking nervous.
He wait for Kurt to get in the room, carried a glass of warm milk with him. When Kurt saw Puck lying on the floor, he raised an eyebrow. "You know you can sleep in the same bed with me, right? It's not like this is the first time."
'Not with the erection I having right now' "Yeah, it's just that….uhm…." Think of an excuse, Puck! "….you just have a fight with hobbit, I don't think it would be a good idea" Kurt's eyes immediately filled with sadness. Puck felt panic. Great job, mohawk.
Kurt walked slowly to his bed and flopped down. Puck was at his side right away and pulled him into a hug.
"I'm so sorry dude, I didn't mean to mention it." Kurt nodded slowly and buried his nose in Puck's neck. Puck's breath hitched. He can felt his dick was raising, but he ignored it. This was not the time to worry about it, Kurt was upset.
"It's okay, I know I have to talk about it to someone, It'd be better if it was you, I don't want to talk with Mercy, or Finn, or anyone else about this" Kurt sniffed.
Puck felt so guilty that he had mention it, he made Kurt sad, so he tried to hug Kurt tighter instead of saying that he was sorry.
But that didn't make Kurt felt better, if anything, he just felt worse. "I mean, I know why Blaine was angry, I know that this was wrong, but…but I don't understand why he had to do that. He humiliated me Puck, in front of the glee club, and all the people I call friends was standing up for him." Kurt was full-on crying now, he covered his face with his hands.
Puck circled his hand on Kurt's back and mumbled 'it's okay' in Kurt's ear. He can felt Kurt lean into the touch and his felt butterflies in his stomach, and also guilt.
"And the worse thing is, after all the thing Blaine did with me, I still care for him Puck" Kurt sobbed. "I still freaking care for him, and I absolutely hate it."
Puck tensed, but forced himself to relax immediately so Kurt can't suspect anything. He decided that this was not the time to admit his feeling . He had to wait for another Puck pulled back from the hug and looked straight into Kurt's eyes. "Okay, how about we're going to sleep now, then tomorrow I will let you take me to shopping and play dress up on me? Will it make you feel better?"
Kurt sniffed, but smiled a little. "I guess." Then the brunette wiped his tears. "There is this gorgeous Marc Jacob shirt that I think would look great on you, and we have to replaced all of your baggy jeans and buy some tight jeans to show off your perfect butt."
Puck smirked "You think my butt look perfect eh Princess?" Kurt flushed and used a pillow to hit on Puck's head.
"Shut up" Kurt said but Puck smirked grow wider.
"Oh my… but you didn't protest, it's mean that you DO look at my butt." Puck wrapped his arms around his stomach and started laughing.
"I said shut up" Kurt tackled him on the bed, but Puck was faster and turned them around so that Kurt was bottom. Their face was an inch away from each other, their breath was fast.
And right in that moment, the door swing open, and Finn walk in. "Hey Puck, you forgot your phone in my… OH MY God GUYS!" Finn yelled, his eyes wided
Kurt pushed Puck so hard that he fell on the floor with a thud.
Finn not even blink, turned and looked into Kurt's eyes. "Okay, Kurt, keep the door open and…" He looked at Puck this time "…no funny business." Then he tossed Puck his phone and walked away.
"I think… we should go to bed." Kurt said not even look at the mohawk. Puck nodded and they settled into the bed.
They turned off the lights, ang cuddled with each other. Puck's nose was in Kurt's hair, and Kurt's was in Puck's neck. They whispered a good night and close their eyes.
They didn't see a shadow outside Kurt's window, didn't hear it growled and a whispered "…Kurt's mine"
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