Oh Senpai

by DamaraxKankri

Damara has just changed schools and is going to her 2nd year of highschool at this new school. What happens when she runs into a 3rd year student and falls for him? Will her love be returned or not? Rated M for future smut, Rufioh x Damara, DamKri, SolAra, LaTuna, Meulin x Kurloz and maybe more couples

3. No one understands

~Oh Senpai~
~Chapter 3: No one understands~
~Pairings: KurKri, DamKri, Rufioh x Damara, Latuna, KurLin~

"Why don't they understand? It's not my fault" those were just some of many questions that were going through the young mime's head. He had a big problem, not a common problem that would make anyone hate themselves but not this boy… Well, he doesn't hate himself too much. His problem is that he was a mute. He was unable to speak. He could never really speak, never for the 17 years, that he had lived till now, did he said a single word. He wasn't deaf. He heard all the things people said when they thought he didn't understand what they were saying, but he knew what they were saying and that was killing him from the inside. He communicated through sign language and tried to ignore all the things people said about him. That was the reason he didn't socialize much with others.

Well, he didn't socialize until high school. There he met a guy named Kankri who really liked to talk a lot. He could go on forever, but Kurloz didn't mind it. It made him feel like he had a friend who was there to talk with him. Anything the talkative male would ask him, he answered by sign language which, thankfully, the male understood. That really made the young mime happy seeing as he never had such a friend and not even his family tried understanding him. His father and younger brother were kind of different. His father loved to watch people suffer. He loved seeing them in pain and even killed a few people but that was never found out. His younger brother, on the other hand, was mostly high on stuff so he was crazy, but in a good way… Sort of ... Nobody knows.

Kurloz was always happy to go to school where he had Kankri, who was ready to talk about anything and everything especially things that triggered him, and Mituna, who he met later and they became best bros. Mituna was a great guy who's one and only wish was to know how to ride a skateboard. He tried it a few times alone but never succeeded and yet he never lost hope he would succeed in it one day.

On one day in sophomore year, Kurloz, who had a crush on Kankri at that time, was ready to tell Kankri about his feelings. But then, Kankri approached him and said something that broke Kurloz's heart. "Kurl9z, I decided t9 g9 celi6ate. Please d9n't ask why, just accept it the way it is." Kankri said and received a nod from Kurloz and "It's okay" in sign language. Kurloz never forgot that day. It was the day his first crush, and the first person who understood him like a friend, broke his heart since he knew quite well what celibate is.

Kurloz looked at the calendar in his phone. It was exactly one year since that event. He face palmed before putting the phone in his pocket and looking to his side at Mituna who was occupied looking out of the window and sighing. Kurloz knew that look. Mituna was probably watching that girl from sophomore year skating around the schoolyard again. He glanced out just to make sure before turning Mituna to himself and signing. "Why don't you just ask her to teach you?" he asked looking at him as Mituna thought a bit. " You think I should?" he asked and received a nod from his friend. That was enough to make him sure he should do it. Once the bell rang both of them headed down to the yard. Mituna approached the girl with the skateboard. "You've got some radical moves. C-Can you teach them to me?" he asked with a smile as she glanced at him and gave a light nod. "1t would b3 my pl34sur3. N4m3's L4tul4" she said holding her hand out for a shake as she held her skateboard in her other hand. He took it and shook it smiling more. "I am Mituna. Thank you very much" he said smiling as she took a pen and wrote her number on a piece of paper. "C4ll m3 wh3n you 4r3 r34dy to g3t your r4d on" she said smiling as she handed it to him and he took it smiling wide. He was so happy now. Her friends called her as she said goodbye to the male and headed over to them. Mituna turned around and headed to Kurloz who was talking, well, listening to Kankri. Kurloz wanted to confess his feelings so badly but he was slowly losing hope. He was too concentrated on such thoughts that he didn't notice Mituna tugging on his sleeve. Once he got back down to Earth, he looked to Mituna only to see him grinning like an idiot. "Kurly~ I might have a sort of a date with her! But I need you to come with me, I would like to have you there to see my new radical moves. I will tell her that she can bring a friend as well, if that is okay with you" he said and Kurloz nodded. How could he not agree to go on a sort of double date just to see Mituna happy. He'd do anything for his best friend.

The rest of the day pretty much went by like any other day. When it ended, Kurloz headed out home, Mituna told him he would see with Latula to have their sort of date thing some other day. On his way home, Kurloz saw Damara and Rufioh holding hands and doing all that couple stuff in the school yard and jus shook his head. Why did everyone need to be so happy? He noticed a girl sitting down and drawing something while looking at the couple. He wondered if she was lonely or something so he approached her and sat down next to her glancing at what she was drawing and saw a sketch of the couple with hearts around them as he patted her shoulder and showed her a sign for "It's good". She looked at him and smiled a bit before looking left and right. "BUT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING. PLEASE DON'T TELL ANYONE, BUT I THINK SHE WOULD LOOK BETTER WITH KANKRI AND NOT RUFIOH" she whispered smiling a bit as Kurloz felt a stab in his heart before showing her no and taking the pen and paper writing "Kankri is in celibacy" on it as she looked and nodded a bit. "GUESS THAT WOULD BE A PROBLEM" she said before shrugging and getting back to drawing sketches of other couples she thought would look great together. Seeing as she wasn't lonely just liked being alone, Kurloz got up and waved her bye before heading home again. There were many weird people in this school, but what could he say? He is pretty weird himself as well.

The next day in school he was approached by Mituna, who asked him if he was free after school. He gave a nod as the male smiled wide and hugged him before sitting down at his seat and waiting for the class to begin. Kurloz sat down as well as he stared at the blackboard not really feeling like listening to the teacher's blabbing. He let his eyes go over to Kankri. That body, that hair… How he just wanted to have him all for him. He wanted to hold the male close, kiss him, touch him and love him all out. Why did he have to go into celibacy? Who was the reason for his celibacy? Was it some girl who turned him down? He wanted to know and yet he didn't want to just ask out like that. He sighed softly as he looked at the blackboard to see what the teacher was writing. He knew all of that anyway and he was going to get an A on the test anyway. Kankri and his celibacy spun in his brain for quite some time that day.

Once the day was over he went with Mituna to meet up with Latula and her friend and Kurloz saw it was the girl from earlier and he waved at her as she smiled and waved back. It was weird that they met but he could survive this date. She held her notebook from before with her as well. They headed out to a place Latula saw as best to start teaching Mituna to ride the skateboard. While she was trying to teach the male, Kurloz and the other girl sat down under a tree. "I AM MEULIN AND YOU?" she asked as she looked at him before he took the pen and notebook from her and wrote down "Kurloz" as she smiled nodding. "NICE TO M33T YOU KURLOZ" she said holding her hand out which he shook lightly. They watched the two with the skateboard as Mituna was having a hard time staying on it as Latula chuckled and showed him how to do it properly. Meulin leaned against Kurloz a bit as she opened her notebook drawing the two as she thought a bit and drew a heart in between the two and smiled seeing as it could work out. Mituna smiled as he got a hang of standing on the skateboard without falling down. Then he started to move on it, having a bit of a hard time but succeeding in it for a bit. Latula stood and watched him smiling. Meulin and Kurloz watched him as well but Kurloz had a bad feeling about this. He felt like something bad was going to happen. He knew his friend way to well to know this wasn't going to go as planned. And just as he felt, Mituna decided to try doing some rad moves. He went for the rail and as he wasn't yet sure on the skateboard, as he went up it, he slipped as he fell down, crashing his skull onto the rail and rolling down the rail. With the impact of his head against the rail, he let out a loud scream which made Meulin's sensitive ears start bleeding as she groaned in pain. Kurloz got worried about the girl and his friend as he looked at Latula who was already dialing 911 and calling for help. Kurloz tried helping Meulin up before getting her to Latula and then going to check on Mituna. He frowned as he helped him up and got him to Latula as well as he looked at her before signing her "When does the ambulance come?" she tilted her head before saying. "Th3 4mbul4nc3 should b3 h3r3 soon. Th3y s41d to k33p th3m c4lm 4nd 1n pl4c3" she said as he nodded and they waited.

Once the ambulance came, they took Mituna and Meulin in as Kurloz and Latula went with them just to make sure they are okay. They got to the nearest hospital fast and they sent Mituna to the surgery as they sent Meulin to the hearing doctor to check if everything was okay with her hearing. Kurloz and Latula were asked to wait in front of the hearing department since they knew Mituna would take much longer than Meulin.

They waited for around half an hour before Meulin came out with the doctor with a frown. "She is deaf, I am sorry… Her ears were sensitive and the scream hurt like hell to her and now she is deaf" he explained as easy as possible as Latula thanked him and hugged Meulin before having her sit down. "How w1ll sh3 3v3r und3rst4nd us now?" she asked as Kurloz looked at her before looking at Meulin and signing her "If you understand what I am saying answer through sign language" and to his luck she answered the same way he asked her to. He took Meulin's notebook and pen he took from the ground and wrote to Latula. "She understands sign language. I can teach her more but she'd do good" it read as Latula smiled a bit. "Th4nk god" she said with a sigh before thinking. "W3 b3tt3r go ch3ck on M1tun4… 1t's mostly my f4ult th1s h4pp3n3d." She said and Kurloz shook his head before writing to her. "He himself wanted this. He always wanted to skate and now that he got the chance he is very thankful to you even though he sure didn't wish this would have happened" it read as he helped Meulin up before signing her that they were going to check if Mituna's surgery was over and she nodded holding his hand to feel a bit safer as all three of them walked to there.

They were told to go home and to come back in the morning but Latula said she had to stay to apologize to Mituna properly. After a bit Kurloz agreed and promised to take Meulin home. The two of them headed out as she was still holding his hand. After a bit she stopped and he looked back at her as she signed him "Thank you. I am sorry for the trouble" he smiled as he signed back. "No problem. I broke your fantasies yesterday. This is sort of my way of saying 'I'm sorry'" he said as he took her hand and lead her home as she blushed slightly. She felt weird with him like this. He was much nicer than she thought at first. When they got to her house she frowned a bit. Spending this time with him made her happy as she looked at him and signed "thank you" at what he smiled ore. "It's okay. With you I forget about my broken heart a bit" he said before kissing her cheek and then waving and heading home. She blushed more before getting inside and writing on a piece of paper. "I am deaf. Long story." And handed it to her mother and sister who got worried but she just smiled at them before heading to her room. There she drew a rough sketch of Kurloz and drew a lot of hearts around him. This one day got her to fall in love with such a nice guy. But what she didn't know is that he still loved someone else. Someone who he loved even though he knew he wasn't going to have him.

Tomorrow in school he greeted Meulin first seeing as she was the first who he ran into and asked her when she'd like for him to help her with the sign language and she answered "whenever you feel like" also through sign language. He nodded before pecking her cheek and heading off to class where he noticed Mituna wasn't there and he frowned. He should have let him get on the skateboard but yet the smile on Mituna's face made him unable to stop him. He decided to visit him after school. Before class, Kankri came to call him over to the library which he accepted as he hasn't been there in a long time. Once they got there he sat at one table before seeing Kankri looking over at a group of sophomores sitting at one table. There were three girls there and a guy. He looked at the guy a bit, recognizing some of his features. He looked a bit like that one guy he saw his own father arguing with. He just shrugged it as he tried to see who his friend's look is on. It was on that guy and the girl closest to him that was snuggling with the male. Was he in love with one of them or was he jealous of them? Or was he just angry that people weren't listening to what he said about no cuddling in the library again? He never knew. He just sat there reading a book as he was more just holding it and checking out the male's body. It was so tensed that he just wanted to touch him, to massage his body, kiss him deeply, rip his clothes off and pin the male to a bed and make out with him before thrusting his dick into the male's ass and fucking him until the male moaned out in ecstasy and came from all that. Shit! He was drooling again and even got a boner. Why did he have to have such thoughts around the male almost always? He wrote on a piece of paper that he was going to the bathroom and handed it to Kankri before heading out of the library and going into the bathroom, getting into one of the stalls and closing the door before blushing madly as he bit on his bottom lip starting to jerk off.

He imagined having Kankri in front of him, on his knees, with his mouth wrapped around his cock, bobbing his head at a rather normal speed. Those thoughts made him grow even harder as he held his eyes closed and still biting on his bottom lip. But that wasn't all. In his imagination Kankri got off his knees and bended over the toilet as he swayed his naked hips in front of Kurloz who just thrusted his cock into the male and kept thrusting. He tightened his grip around his own cock while stroking it to make it seem as Kankri's tight ass. It didn't take him long to cum as he panted a bit and cleaned his cock and the toilet set with the toilet paper before zipping up his pants and going to wash his hands as the blush remained on his face.

He got back to the library and sat next to Kankri getting back to the book he was reading. He felt so weird now that he just finished jerking off thinking about his friend who was now sitting next to him. Not long passed before the male got up and headed over to the couple to tell them, once again, not to do such stuff in the library. Kurloz just sighed and put the book on the table before hitting his head on it. Why was Kankri such an idiot? Couldn't he see they were only teasing him to get him to be angry? Couldn't he just get out of celibacy and love Kurloz back? He looked over at Kankri talking to them. He noticed the girl had a slight blush on her face. Was that embarrassment for getting caught? He then noticed that other two girls there were Latula and Meulin so he decided to just go and say hi. He headed over to them with a smile on his face as he came up from behind Kankri and waved slightly to Meulin and Latula. "H3y th3r3 M1tun4's fr13nd" Latula said as Meulin just waved shyly. Kankri looked back at Kurloz. "Y9u kn9w these pe9ple?" he asked as Kurloz pointed at the two girls and nodded but then pointed at the couple and shook his head. Meaning he knew the girls but not the couple. Rufioh checked the male from head to toe. "1 actually th1nk we have met before doll… Yeah, your father 1s that scary guy and you have that crazy younger brother" he said as Kurloz nodded lightly. "And you are the son of that guy who serves my father at work." He signed to the male making the male look annoyed. "Kurl9z! Y9u can't just call pe0ple like that. Where are y9ur manners? App9l9gise right n9w" he said as Kurloz shook his head and signed "I don't want to. He is not even worth my attention" he said as the male he was talking about just looked t him even more annoyed. "You know, just because your father 1s on an h1gher poss1t1on than mine, you shouldn't be call1ng yourself better" he said before Kurloz turned to him and signed. "Oh excuse me that your father can't even do simple jobs to get a higher ranking in their company." He said with a smirk which pissed the male even more.

The conversation pretty much went the same from then. Rufioh and Kurloz arguing, Kankri trying to calm them both down, Damara sitting next to Rufioh wanting to calm him down and try not to concentrate on Kankri too much and Latula and Meulin just sitting by the side looking into each other's eyes before looking at the group and then back at each other. At the end it was the bell that parted them, Kurloz and Kankri going to their class and Damara and the rest going to their own. Damara had decided to give up on Kankri and to just enjoy her time with Rufioh. She was starting to like him any ways. They both loved anime and they were compatible. She sighed softly as Rufioh looked at her. "1s someth1ng wrong, doll? 1 am sorry 1f what 1 d1d 1rr1tated you or someth1ng" he said as she just shook her head softly before leaning her head against him a bit. "Everything is fine. Don't worry" she said before they got to their seats and listened to the lesson.

As much as Damara wanted to accept it that she should give up on Kankri, Meulin was still sure they are perfect for each other. Being deaf will not stop it! She is going to get them together no matter what. Her first part of the plan is that she gets them under the bleachers alone and hope to get them to kiss or something. She wrote on two papers "Come under the bleachers after school. Make sure you are alone" and slid one into Damara's backpack while putting the other in her pocket to put it in Kankri's locker. This needed to happen. And nothing would stop them.

On the other note, Kurloz was having another inner fight with himself. Should he listen to the teacher or stare at the perfections that made Kankri's body. Why was this so hard? Should he just confess to him? Maybe it would be easier to just confess to him… But not today. Today after school he will be visiting Mituna to check on him and if he was normal and if he will be going to school still. But tomorrow, tomorrow he is calling him out after school and he will confess to him. He had decided. The plan was great. After the class he went to look for Latula and Meulin to ask them if they are coming to visit Mituna with him. They both had two more classes left. Latula agreed and then they both looked at Meulin who nodded lightly and received a kiss on the cheek from Kurloz and blushed from it a bit. Meulin noticed which locker Kankri opened and put his books inside before smiling to herself a bit. 'Perfect. I will put the note in there.' She thought before waving goodbye to Kurloz and then heading that way with Latula just to put the note in the locker. After that they headed to class where Damara sat blushing slightly while holding the note.

After school, Damara went to the place where she was invited, wondering who it would be she will be meeting there. When she got there, her face flushed deep red as she saw Kankri waiting there. She gave him a slight wave before he just tilted his head. "Did y9u invite me here?" he asked as she shook her head. "I was invited here as well… But I am a bit glad to see it's you" she said as she leaned against the bleachers a bit and he nodded lightly. "It can 6e really triggering t9 s9me pe9ple if they w9uld get a n9te like this t9 just c9me t9 s9me place, n9t kn9wing anything 9f what w9uld happen there and similar, 6ut then again s9me pe9ple are int9 that misteri9us kinds 9f thinking s9 I guess t9 them it w9uld 6e fun, 6ut y0u are getting what I am saying, right?" he asked before continuing blabbing on and on and on about stuff. His trigger talks were starting to /trigger/ her a bit and she just leaned to him and kissed him on the lips deeply to shut him up. She broke the kiss quickly. "Just shut up already. I don't really care" she said trying to look calm before turning around and heading away as her face grew dark red, leaving the male with his eyes and mouth opened in disbelief. Did he… Just get kissed? By the girl he liked? His face turned deep red. She had lips like liquorish. And he was sure her tongue would be like candy. He wanted more but then… He remembered that he was still celibate. Damn that celibacy and the girl's boyfriend… Wait, she has a boyfriend… SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND! Then why did she kiss him? Was she single now? No, he saw them in the library earlier, they didn't seem like they were going to break up or anything. Did she like him back? No way! She probably just wanted to tell him to shut up… He wouldn't mind getting shut up that way every time he started talking a lot but he was sure this will probably be the first and only time.

Kurloz met up with Latula and Meulin in front of the school before all three of them went to the hospital together to check on their friend who got into the accident. When they got to the hospital, Latula asked the doctor where Mituna's room was and he told her before all three of them went there, Kurloz was holding Meulin's hand to lead her to the room while she was blushing slightly walking behind him. She really grew to have a crush on this senpai of hers. Once in Mituna's room, Kurloz was the first to approach him as he waved to the boy with a smile. Seeing and recognizing his friend Mituna smiled widely. "0MG KURL0Z!" he said as he sat up a bit and the mute male hugged him before signing to him. "Is everything okay?" Mituna tilted his head watching the hand sings before it flashed in his brain. "4H Y35 D0N'7 W0RRY… 7H3Y 541D 1 W1LL 83 0K4Y" he said laughing a bit as Kurloz nodded before writing on paper "Ask the doctors when will he be let to go home and to school" and handed it to Latula who read it and nodded before heading out of the room as Meulin just sat down smiling as she waved at Mituna who waved back. He then looked at Kurloz. "50, D1D Y0U 7W0 G37H 4 L177L3 Y'KN0W… H3 H3 H3" he asked as Kurloz shook his head and signed slowly. "No. She is cute and all but I am still flushing for Kankri" he said as Mituna frowned a bit. "G37H 0V3R H1M 4LR34D3Y! 5H3 17H 4 GR347 C47CH F0R Y0U" he said crossing his arms as Meulin just watched them smiling. She could recognize the signs Kurloz was showing Mituna and frowned seeing that he liked Kankri… So that's why he got angry then… She should have known she couldn't get such a great guy. Mituna then remembered something. "W417… 15 5H3 D34F 0R 7H0M37H1NG? D035 5H3 H34R 0UR C0NV3R54710N?" he asked as Kurloz shook his head. "She is deaf… Long story…" he said frowning before looking back at the girl and smiling lightly. It was true he was still flushing for Kankri, but he was starting to like the cute cat like girl. Something made him want to protect her and love her forever. But somehow he didn't want to accept that yet, afraid he might end up hurting the girl. He sighed softly as he laid Mituna down. "Just sleep some more Mituna" he said as he pushed him down on the bed with a smile. "But where is Tulip? I don't want to sleep before I see her at least one more time" he said frowning and Kurloz couldn't just say no to that face. He was too weak to his sad face.

After Latula got back, Mituna smiled and asked her for a hug as well which she happily gave and then he went to sleep and rest some more. When she was sure he was asleep Latula turned to the two. "The doctor said that he hurt his head pretty badly and that it left him mentally retarded. Therefore he will be able to go to school in a week. But that we should tell his parents or siblings… Does he have anyone in the school?" she explained and asked and Kurloz nodded before writing on a paper. "He has a younger brother in the 1st year. You can tell him so that he and their father aren't worried." And handed it to her to read and she responded with a nod after reading it. "I will tell him tomorrow. He is probably going to sleep for long now and the visiting hours are over so we should head home." She said and the male nodded before signing to Meulin and she responded with a nod before all three headed out and left the little Mituna to sleep. Kurloz was again holding Meulin's hand. He didn't let go of it even as they exited the hospital. He decided to see to try going out with her. Maybe he really needed to give up on Kankri… Meulin was really cute and he will have enough time to learn about her and to ask her out while he is teaching her more sign language. That was his final decision. He was going to go out with this lovely girl who he was sure he will have no problem falling in love with. But the question was, would she love him back or was this just another try that is destined to fail before it even started? He really hoped that wasn't what was going to happen.

-End of chapter 3-
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Author's note:
Sorry for taking so long for this chapter. I got into a writer's block and I was unable to concentrate on writting to make it be good. I am sorry if you waited for too long. I really hope you like this chapter as much as you liked the other two. Soon I will rename the chapters to their titles but for now I am too lazy to do so.
Thanx for reviewing my last chapters. The reviews mean so much to me. Thank you all again. I will try to post once a month from now on but the chapters won't be as long as this one cause I have a lot of studying to do in my school.