I decided to continue this beautiful story!

All thanks to kyo! Id like to thankyou for the support since I'm still a newbie at this!

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Theres no reason for that im just in a good mood! Yay!

Lost Memories Part 2

I sat in bed thinking about what just happened. Why would he k-kiss me like that. What did he mean by making me fall in love with him again. Again! Wait before I lost my memories did I l-love him once. N-no. No way that's impossible. Why is it that I can't remember anything. Not even before I got in the accident. I feel like I was just born today not knowing anything that's going on.

I had just kicked the Antonio guy out of well his room. I mean, sucks for him like I would share a room with that creepy pervert. Right. RIGHT. I mean no one would want to. But can't get this weird feeling that before I had the accident we were more than friends. But I always thought boy x boy was wrong.

Just then Antonio walked in.

"Wha- the fuck... I told you to get out! Im not sleeping with you!"

"I-I know, Lovi, I just came to tuck you in like I always do."

Was that sadness I heard im his voice. At that moment I didnt want to upset him anymore than he was. He seemed to really blame himself fo what happened. But I don't remember. At that moment as he was putting the blankets over me that I wanted, desperately wanted to know what Antonio was to me.

"Toni..."

"Y-you called me Toni!?"

"Yea, so?" Antonio looked at me in shock.

"Well its just t-that that was what you called me before..." He down as he said those words.

"Oh.. I-I didn't r-realize i- well I umm... I wanted to know...well..." I took in a gulp of air trying to process how to say this to him.

"What? What is it? He looked at me expectantly.

"I-uh well I-I wanted to know what our relationship with each other w-was? Cause like well w-we live together a-and your tucking me in. Are you my housekeeper or are we friends or close friends? Or two people who couldn't afford rent and decided to split it between us? O-or *coughs* o-or m-more than that?" The last part came out horrible, I just couldn't stop myself from stuttering.

"Oh... that's what you wanted to know?" As double checked to make sure my feet were covered. He squeezed them a bit and tried to smile.

At the touch I made a sqeekin- NO I made a very manly noise thankyou!

"Yea..." I gave him a glare saying don't touch my feet, though my face was completely red at the contact.

"Well... You see we... We werent friends or just roommates... We... We w-were lovers..."

I gave him a shocked look. "No! No fucking way...Who would l-love you? Not me!" Then I hid my face under the covers. Blushing madly.

"Yes, yes you were I mean you are... And even if you disagree now I'll prove that you love me." I didn't need to look out from the covers to tell he was sad.

Then he put his hands on my trembling ones and pulled away the blanket from my face. I looked into his eyes, a magnetising emerald-green. My eyes were glued to his. All curses slipped my mind. And I couldn't think of one insult all I could do was stare at those attractive eyes of his.

Then he kissed my forehead gently and getting up about to leave when I grabbed his wrist.

"Wait!" He turned around.

"What is it? He said smiling that signature smile of his.

I looked down instantly... The blush becoming redder if possible.

"I-I don't u-understand how you can still l-love me if the person I was is gone."

"Your still here Lovino. Still the same Lovi I've known. No matter what happens to you I'll always be there for you. No matter if you suffer through head injury, leg loss, or bullet shot I'll still love you. Even if you've completely forgotten who I am I havent forgotten you. Even if you stop loving me I'll never stop loving you cause tu mi mundo.

"I-uh-it..."

"Shh... It's okay mi querdo. Buenos noches amore." He said kissing my forehead again.

"Buenanotte." Once he left I couldn't shake this feeling of hope inside me. No I'm Lovino there's no way I could fall for this creep! And I fell into deep sleep.

"Lovino, I hate you! What I said last night was all a lie. I only want your nice hot body on mine. But I cannot handle you. Your like an untrained stubborn baby that doesn't know anything.

"What y-you..." he smirked.

"Duhhhh, what you thought I cared for you. Screw that and screw you you useless nothing!"

As he stabbed me.

"I'll cut you piece by piece." The smirk staying on his face. Never leaving.

"Fingers first."

*SNAP*

*SCREAMS*

"Then toes."

*SNAP*

*SCREAMS*

"Then ears."

*SNAP*

*SCREAMS*

"Then eyes, mouth, and hair."

*SNAP*

*SCREAMS*

Blood, Terror, Misery, Horror, Sadness, Hurt, Darkness.

"Lovino! Lovino! Lovi! Lovi wake up you were screaming Lovi!"

I woke up. gasping for breath. The tears streamed from my eyes like they never have before. Or at least what I remember.

Antonio was holding me trying to comfort me.

"Lovi, stop crying it was only a nightmare."

"Per favore, stop crying mi querdo."

"Antonio?"

"Yes? What is it?" He gave me a worried expression.

I looked into his eyes with my tear soaked eyes.

"Y-you wouldn't ever hurt me would you? His expression softened.

" of course not Lovi. Is that what your nightmare was about?"

"Yea... It was horrible." My eyes went down.

" It's okay Lovi. Besides I was thinking that we should go out and go to the Italian restauraunt down the street! And maybe go to the park. And-"

Yea yea, we can go..."I roled my eyes and then realized I was still in his arms.

"Fuck! Get off me!"

"Okay okay Lovi." As he smiled and let me go.

We went to the Italian restaurant like he said and most the time it was just Antonio talking and me listening. I wasnt one for talking. And if I did it was usually yelling and cursing. Which you've probably already witnessed.

I just couldn't take my eyes of him. How his eyes sparkled. Or his great big smile that he smiled. Or when he laughed as he spoke. Its giving me a tingling feeling in me.

"Uh, Lovi are you okay..."

I realized I was leaning towards him and it looked as though I were going to kiss him. But that's not the worst part about it. We were around a ton of people too!

"FUCK! Sorry I-I was d-dreaming..." I looked to the ground instantly.

"Dreaming about me and you huh." He smiled.

"N-no!" The blush creeping up upon me face.

"Come on Lovi let go to the park now!" Obviously dropping the subject.

Once we got home from, not a fucking date, whatever the hell it was Antonio stopped me.

"Yes? What the fuck do you want."

Then Antonio pushed me up against the wall and kissed me. Only this time it wasnt a soft peck to the lips but straight up in my mouth. He stuck his tongue inside my mouth to explore every inch and corner of it. He moaned or wait was that me that moaned. Fuck no I wouldn't do that. I'm Lovino fucking Vargas!

We stayed kissing as he brought his arms around my waist in a great embrace. I-I just couldn't pull Away it was so nice. And I put my hands on his shoulders and was kissing back. His mouth tasted like tomatoes. Sweet delicious tomatoes.

We finally pulled away for some damn air. We were both slightly panting for our breath.

"You wanted to kiss me didn't you?"

"N-no that's not true, I-I mean well yea I guess. Okay!? Fuck okay! Yea I fucking wanted to kiss you! You just your always smiling and fucking happy! Your caring and kind! And fucking beautiful in every way okay! Fuck what am I saying." I couldn't look him in the eyes as I sobbed.

"Lovi, I love you too! Te amo! Te amo! Te amo!Tu mi todo. Tu mi mundo.

"Shut up okay. Maybe I love you. A tiny bit. Maybe."

Antonio was smiling bigger than he ever had before.

Theres going to be one part left so be patient please! Its going to have something special in it!

*coughs* marriage

Translations:

Spanish:

Amore-love

Mi querdo- my dear

Te amo- I love you

Tu mi tudo- you are my everything

Tu mi mundo- you are my world

Buenos noches- good night

Italian:

Buenanotte- good night

Hope you enjoyed reading and I hope I scared you a bit with Lovi's nightmare. Hahaha:D