Bella's POV
We walked down the beach, neither of us speaking. It wasn't an awkward silence tho, it was nice and peaceful. Paul led us to a spot on the side that was surrounded by little rocks. He motioned for me to sit and then he followed. We sat there in a peaceful silence once again until finally Paul broke it, "I come here when i want to be alone ya'know?" I didn't know what to say to him so I just smiled at him and put my hand on his arm. He looked down at it and smiled back at me. "I don't know where we should go from here" I told him honestly.
"We don't have to go anywhere right now. Bella the imprint means that I will be whatever you want me to be. We get to take this at your pace not mine. Whatever you want goes, until you're ready for more and when you're ready I'll be here." Wow I was not expecting him to say all that. I moved my and looked away. "Bella don't look away. I know this is too much to take in right now but trust me its not bad. I didn't even want to imprint. EVER. But after it happened I'm so glad it was on you. I cant imagine not having you in my life Bella so please don't walk away." I turned and looked at him. he looked so broken. I kneeled down in front of him.
"Paul I'm not going anywhere. It's just that after Edward left I didn't think I was good enough so I changed myself ya'know? I know its pretty dumb and I know that he's the dumbass and nothings wrong with me but just the way he dumped me... it just I dunno. It hurt. A lot. And then you come along and tell me that I am good enough its just a lot to take in. But I'm glad that YOU imprinted on me Paul. There's so much to ya Paul and I cant wait to get to know everything about you. I feel something for you. I don't know what it is yet but trust me it will go in the right direction. Just don't give up on me and well get there together ok?" That was a very long speech but he needed to know that. He needed to know that I wasn't going anywhere as long as he didn't go anywhere either.
He smiled and pulled me into a hug. "Oh bella. I'm not going to give up on you. EVER. don't worry! I'll be yours for however long you want me." I smiled and hugged him back. we stayed like that for how long I don't know when it suddenly started pouring. I squealed while Paul laugh. "Lets go baby bell" I smiled at that and grabbed his hand and we ran towards Sam's house.
I walked in before Paul, laughing at him while the tried catching me. I walked in and I heard a growl. I turned to see Jacob growling at Paul while Jessica sat there more confused than ever. "What do you want Jacob?" I asked. he was really starting to piss me off.
"Are you really going to give this animal a chance?" he asked
"What the fuck Jacob? This is my life and you need to stay the fuck out of it. I'll give him a chance if I want to give him a chance. my life is none of your concern and if all this bullshit hurts Jess I will make sure that you cannot reproduce ever again. Don't hurt my best friend Jake, not over something that will never be resolved." He at least had the decency to look ashamed.
"Well you guys I'm going to head home. Jess are you gonna come with me?" I asked her.
She looked up at me and then glared at Jacob. "Yeah Bella I'll come. You think I could stay the night?"
I smiled and answered, "Of course honey. You know you can stay."
She started looking for her bag while I turned and looked at Paul. He looked sad. "Do you have to go?"
"Yes Paul. Think of it this way. If I don't leave I don't get to come back!" he smiled at that.
"Okay listen big boy. I'm working tomorrow so why don't you drop by around 1 and well go out and have lunch. okay?" I asked.
That seemed to have made him happy. "Yeah we can do that. I'll be there. On time." I laughed and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Ill see you tomorrow. byee!" he stood there stunned and I walked right by him. I got to my truck when he suddenly showed up behind me and pulled me into another hug. "Bye baby bell" he released me and ran pack to the house. I got in and waited for Jessica. She ran outside and into the truck.
"wow I don't like getting wet" we looked at each other and burst out laughing. I stated the truck and pulled out of the driveway. In the mirror I could see Paul watching the truck until I couldn't see him anymore.
Okay you guys! I know I haven't updated in forever and I'm super sorry about that. I just moved so I've been really busy! Also I really do appreciate all the reviews and the motivate me to write more because I know people like to read my story. I hope you guys like this Chapter even tho its smaller than the rest and please REVIEW! :)
xoxo Pauly
