"You all right?" Clara asked Rose as she kneeled down to help pick up the pieces of the tea cup.
"I'm fine." She stated and continued picking up the smashed bits of painted clay, a bit pissed that she was interrupted but she couldn't Blame Clara.
"You sure?" Clara placed her hand back on her shoulder and Rose looked up from the ground , tear streaks stained her cheeks.
Rose was silent for a couple seconds , "perfectly fine" she smiled and got up tossing the broken bits into a plastic bag before throwing it in the garbage. She continued to walk away not even considering to say good morning and headed for her and Rory's room.
Clara stared as Rose trudged down the hall way , "doctor" she said as she looked at the man who sat up behind the back of the couch from where she could see "yes Clara?" His voice quivered "do you know what's wrong with her?" She pointed in the direction the blonde had left.
"Nope" he popped the P , "you're lying!" She placed her hands on her hips , "what?" the doctor tried to act normal but his face went red , he wasn't ready to explain this to Clara. "Tell me what's wrong" she demanded as she walked over to the couch and sat down beside him.
The doctor sat hunched over his hands together staring around the room examining every object he could to get his mind off Rose.
"Doctor if you know -you should tell me ... I am her best friend." Clara glared at him , she was upset Rose could tell
Him but not her and that was out of the question because her being Rose's best friend -well .. She was obligated to know what was wrong.
"I can't.." He said simply.
"What do you mean -you can't! She's my best friend I should know!" Clara stood up glaring pointing at herself.
A smash was heard from the bathroom.
Rose fled off to her room originally but then she changed direction and led herself to the bathroom.
She shut the door quietly and looked herself over , tear stains on her cheeks , she turned the tap on to warm water and splashed it on her face.
She gripped the sides of the sink watching .. It was happening again , his face would show up and tell her how much she disgusted him and that she was worthless ... The duplicate doctor.
She could see his fiery glare as he yelled at her, she knew this was fake but at the same time it was so very real.
"Your worthless Rose , you know that. -why else would he leave you behind with a crappy version of him ? Huh? He never meant to return for you - and it was only your sister-the TARDIS that cared but he had your best Friend too , look what a careless Bastard he is -or wait maybe. Just maybe , him and I-me the duplicate ,aren't so different! Why did you return six months ago? Did you want him originally ? you went back and found him! Well you're a whore too I guess-" "shut up!" Rose screamed and smashed the mirror with her fist taking a piece of glass out.
It slid cutting her wrist and she knew how much anyone would hate her do it but she forced it to slide down , further cutting herself letting her skin be torn and bleed , the thick red slid down her arm. She could hear his Voice stalking her thoughts "do it-do
It Rose!"
And she did , and there was no one to stop her.
Clara and the Doctor froze staring at each other with mad eyes their minds resorted to the worst case scenario and in second were flying down the small hallway.
Clara followed quickly behind The doctor "go get Rory!" The doctor pointed towards the door opposite the bathroom.
Clara did not reply she just turned , ran and and swung open the bed room door frightening Rory who immediately sat up straight , Rose wasn't in the room and Clara's hands were sweaty. She only said one word "Rose." And Rory was out of bed following in Clara's footsteps.
The Doctor fumbled with the bronze knob which unfortunately in his case had a lock , but he quickly rummaged around in his tweed jacket for his sonic screwdriver.
He pulled it out and aimed it directly at the Handel "Rose!" He yelled to make sure she was alright as he twisted the Handel.
He looked back to see Rory and Clara were just leaving the bedroom, he swiftly entered the bathroom shutting the door behind him and when he turned back he was stepping in a puddle of blood.
Rose kept cutting her wrist , moving up every time she felt the scar was deep and long enough. She knew that The doctor and Clara had most likely heard the breaking of the mirror but she was focusing on the blade that had started the bleeding and didn't pay attention to the running of footsteps. She zoned out and closed her eyes feeling as the cold blade broke her delicate skin each time.
She was sitting against the wall closest to the shower which was the farthest away from the door , there was a puddle of red soaking into the white tiles by the sink and trail leading to it down the side of it.
She thought of everyone she loved and whispered all the names.
"Rory.." "Mom" "Tony" "Clara" "Dad" "Mickey" "Jack" .."Doctor" was the last name she said out loud before looking down at her tiny stomach that was supposedly carrying a time lord baby. A tear slid down her cheek as her eyes closed and she was in blackness.
The Doctor followed the trail of blood up the side of the sink to the smashed mirror , he whipped his glare to where Rose was sitting leaning against the shower , his hearts broke as he saw what she had done to herself , multiple cuts led down her right arm and she was holding her left hand on her stomach and the doctor could only pray that she was just sleeping. He locked the door and rushed to her side.
"Rose." He pulled her to his chest holding her head under his chin rubbing her back "rose...I'm sorry ..." He didn't know what else to say he just knew this was his fault , it seemed everything was his fault and he wished the TARDIS had never even brought them back , Rose had been so happy and then he finally admitted to her that he loved her an he kissed her and -just he did so many stupid things and he couldn't fix them. "Why" he moaned into her hair as he cried. "I'm sorry -this all my fault Rose , please-I'm-I'm sorry and-" her voice stopped his "s'alright doctor" As she comforted him wrapping one arm around his neck and watched as his eyes found hers. The doctor felt better but he knew nothing could fix things perfectly, he found her brown eyes and watched As she examined his facial expression "it's alright , I promise , it's , alright." She smiled sadly and looked back down at her stomach. The Doctor knew what she was thinking about as she looked down "Ro-" he started but she stopped him , "this-this baby" she began , the doctor understood she knew Rory would have told him, "it's not the duplicates... I lied to Rory." The doctor could feel heat and rage build up inside him, it was the masters baby -at least , that's what he thought. "It's-it's umm ... Not the masters either" she choked out. "Then whose is it?" The doctor pulled her back holding her at arms length watching for a hint in her eyes. "It's-..." Tears were sliding down her cheeks as she held her head down."
Rory and Clara stopped In mid run , "what-" Clara stitched her eye-bows in confusion "you've got to be kidding me" Rory knew that The Doctor need to speak to Rose but he really had to understand Rory was her fiancé now.
He doesn't do anything either because he understood the time lord needs to talk to her as well as apologise, but if he tired to drag her off to his box he would have another thing coming.
Rory remembered Clara was behind him "give him time" he spoke up and started to walk away "excuse me?" She turned following him "what do you mean -they barely even know each other!" Rory laughed "long story-and why else would the TARDIS Land them here?" Clara was stunned -how did he know about the TARDIS! "Wait did Rose tell
You about-" Rory cut her off mid sentence "about space and time? And daleks and aliens and the TARDIS?-no , we both traveled with him at different times , she was trapped in a parallel world when I traveled with him then she had a vortex manipulator and ended up back here in search of the Doctor and we fell in love cause well she had to stay with me well
She had a broken arm and returned after having another search for him an then he showed up and..." Rory explained down to the last strand of hair of information he had to make sure Clara was caught up. Clara just listened as he went on , she couldn't believe it.
"Whose is it Rose?" He asked again and she made a sobbing sound as she looked back up with puffy eyes and red cheeks.
"It's -... " she breathed nervously , the doctor didn't have all day "Rose , please tell me" he begged she finally replied after a matter of minutes and the doctor just hugged her in shock , the words rang in his head and his hearts
Pounded faster...and faster.
"It's yours..."
Authors note: MWHAHAHA -okay yea ..not so much like that , but anyways! I hope you like it :) sorry this chapters a bit short but I did say i'd have one up soon so yeah! as always please leave some tips for me to improve there always needed and nice little comments and what not or loved very much ( did that surprise you? -my plans changed XD) -Lex!
