Guilty

Christian PoV

Finally I decide to call my mom; thankfully she is still at the hospital because of an emergency I tell her that Ana feint and she told me that she will wait for us at the door of the emergency I didn't tell her why she faint because she hang up to go to prepare all the things to receive her.

I have Ana in my lap with my arms around her, I fell her moan I look at her and she is starting to open her eyes.

"Christian? Where are we? Where are we going? What happen?" Ana start to question.

"You faint baby, we are almost in the hospital, my mom and Dr. Greene are waiting for you they are going to check you" I answer her.

"My head and stomach hurts"

"I know baby we are looking the emergency door where my mom and Dr. Greene are waiting for us" I say as I kiss her hair.

"Okay"

"Don't worry everything is going to be fine" I can feel that she is worried.

"I hope so"

Finally when we enter in the hospital by the emergency door my mom is waiting for her, I carry her into the room where they start to check Ana, they put an IV in her arm and take her bloody pressure, which is high and that is why she faint, after that they check the baby and everything look fine, once again we heard the heartbeat of the baby as my mom is in the room with us she also see the baby and as the future Grandma that she is going to be she is too emotional and starts to cry. While Dr. Greene talks to Ana my mom asks me if we can talk outside the room.

"Oh, Christian I'm so happy for you two! I'm going to be a grandma I still can't believe it even after seen him" she tell me.

"I know mom I can't believe neither. I can't wait for the next 6 months"

"Well after saying that I want to know which the reason to make Ana faint was" she tells me in a serious tone. "And I don't want lies I want the truth"

I'm not sure if I want to tell her that we were arguing.

"Christian I'm waiting" Oh my god! I fell like a child again.

"We were having an argument" I say as I look down to the floor.

"And you were arguing?"

"Because she wants to go out with a friend"

"And what did you tell her?"

"I told her that she is not going out while she is pregnant. She wants to go out to a bar mom! She is crazy; there is no chance that I will allow her to go out with her friend to a bar full of drunks and people smoking. It's dangerous for the baby and she is not allowed to drink"

"She wants to go out with Kate? "She asks me. I know that she wants to know if this is for my jealous.

"No, she wants to go out with Jose"

"I see" she thinks for a moment. "So besides your good intentions to keep your wife and child safe you don't want to let her go out with Jose because you are jealous?"

"Maybe" I say very low.

"Christian, Ana loves you with all her heart and soul. When are you going to understand that?"

"I know she loves mom and I trust her, is him the one that I don't trust"

"You can't have her looked in the apartment for the next 6 months son and you can't keep her away from her friends" She tries to resonate with me.

"I know mom and I don't want to do that but she also has to understand that I don't feel secure with her going out at night while she is pregnant"

"Arguments are not good for her bloody pressure and being pregnant makes things more difficult, if her bloody pressure keeps heightening it could be harmful for her and the baby at the moment of the delivery"

"I know, and it was not my intention to make her faint. I don't want anything happen to either of them and that is why I react like that"

"I know you have your best interests but try to keep her blood pressure and level of stress as lowers as they could be. I don't want anything to happen to them neither" she told me as she caresses my cheek.

"I will try my best" I reply to her.

"Okay now we can go back inside. She will be staying here tonight so we can keep an eye on her, I'm sure that you will not want to leave her so I think that I can bring another bed so you can sleep near her"

"I don't know maybe I will just sit next to her bed and hold her hand I don't want to leave her alone" besides I don't sleep well when she is away from me.

"You need to rest too, and she will be next to you don't worry"

"I will see"

We enter the room and Ana is talking with Dr. Greene, the doctor told us exactly the same that my mom told me and they told us that just in case she will stay here tonight.

A couple of minutes later the nurses bring another bed for me to sleep but I don't want to sleep without Ana so I suppose that I will just stay in the chair next to her bed where I can at least hold her hand.

"How are you felling?" I ask her.

"A little bit better"

"I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to upset you and finish here with you in a hospital bed spending the night here. This is my fault" I say as I look into her eyes.

"Why do you say that this is your fault?"

"Because we were arguing because of my jealous, my control freak issues and my obsession of keep you safe and at home" I answer her as I look down.

"I know you worry about us Christian, I know you only want the best for us, I know that you don't want us to get hurt and I love you because of that. I knew that you wouldn't like the idea and I know I should had tell him that we could meet at the apartment, you know that I'm stubborn but I don't want anything to happen to blip but sometimes I want to go out and take some fresh air, I suppose that a bar it's not fresh air and I understand." She pauses for a minute. "Christian look at me" I look at her in the eyes. "This is not your fault; we are both guilty of this. I will try my best to not start I fight and you will have to be more understandable with me. We have 6 more months to deal with my pregnancy hormones so you will need a lot of patience with me but we will be fine and when all of this is over we will have a wonderful baby with us" she tell me looking me in the eyes.

"God Ana! I don't think I can love you more. I love so much baby"

"I love you too, now would you do me the favor of lay down next to me and I don't to sleep alone and I'm sure you don't want that either." She knows me too well and she is right if I sleep alone the most probably is that I have nightmares while I'm sleeping without Ana.

I lay down the most comfortable that we can considering that she has an IV I lay by my side while she is on her back I put one arm under her head and my other arm and hand resting in her belly where little blip is starting to grown more each day.

I make a mental note to give bigger beds and make a bigger private room for when Blip arrive. These beds are too little and I know that when Blip comes I will not want to sleep without Ana so I will send some bigger beds where we would be able to sleep more comfortable.

The morning after Taylor bring us the breakfast made by Gail, instead of eating this awful food of hospital, after having breakfast Ana was discharge so we went back to the apartment when we were arriving Ana said that she have a crave for cherries so she ask Taylor if he could buy some for her, obviously Taylor leaves us in the garage and then go looking for cherries, while he was buying I tell Ana that she should rest or at least take a bath while Taylor come back, she decide that she wants a bath so we take a bath together.

Dr. Greene told us that she has to be in bed rest during the weekend and on Monday at first hour in the morning we have to go for a check and she would tell us if she is able to work or have to continue with bed rest some more days. She told us that even if the baby is perfectly fine we have to be very careful because Ana is 10 weeks pregnant and anything can happen, so we have to be really careful. Once Ana pass the 12 weeks and the baby is perfectly settle there will be less problems and risk.

After the bath we go to the kitchen where Gail is making lunch and the cherries for Ana are already there in a bowl ready to eat.

"Hi Gail" Ana says happily once she see the cherries.

"Hi Ana, Mr. Grey" Gail nods.

"Hi Gail" I say as I go to the fridge looking for something to drink.

Ana PoV

I have to spend the night in the hospital because my blood pressure was too high and I faint, it was the result of my arguing with Christian about going out with Jose. I know he worry too much about us and have the best intentions but sometimes I feel the need to go out with my friends , especially Jose, who I don't see that much anymore.

I suppose that I will have to postpone our meeting or invite him to the apartment when I know Christian fells more secure and knows that I'm safe.

After spending the night in the hospital and sleeping with my husband in the same because I know it's difficult for him to sleep without me and it's difficult for me too. I'm so used to sleep with him that when he is not with me I miss him.

The morning after Gail send us breakfast which I was very grateful because hospital food is not so good, after that I was discharge but I have to go back on Monday for another check, during the weekend I have to stay in bed rest and since I have been really tired and sleepy I didn't complain.

Christian and I take a bath while Taylor go to buy me some cherries when we finish and go to the kitchen Gail is making lunch and I see that my cherries are already in a bowl ready to eat.

"Gail the cherries are ready to eat?" I ask her.

"Yes Ana, there are some strawberries and other fruits in the fridge as well if you want" she replies to me.

"Great but now I just want cherries"

"Ana do you want something to drink?" Christian ask me

"Hmmm yes orange juice please"

"Coming baby" he smiles at me.

"Thank you honey" I say to him once he gives me my glass.

"You're welcome. Can I have a cherry?" he asks me

"Yes you can have one" I take one "open your mouth" I say to him. And feed him.

"Hmm delicious"

After we finish our lunch Christian tell me he has some work to do so I decide to take a nap.

The rest of the weekend goes really quiet, we stay at Escala, resting in bed, watching films and reading books.

I talk to Jose and tell him that I have some problems and I was not able to go out with him, he promises that he will be coming soon. I hope that the next time he came he already know about the pregnancy that way he will not insist on going out. I also talk to Kate who tell me that we should arrange a dinner this week with Christian and Elliot, we decide that Wednesday will be a good day.

During the weekend Grace has called us like constantly to make sure I'm okay and we are not making my blood pressure heighten, she is so excited that she will be a grandma that she worries a lot and in addition to this she is a doctor so it is a powerful mix.

I also talk to Ray and probably he will be out of the hospital by the end next week, so now I have to talk to Christian about where are we going to take Ray as he has to do some recovery exercise, the most sure thing is that we bring him here to Escala, but for this we should move to the bedroom upstairs and Ray should stay in our bedroom downstairs, we will have to talk about all this stuff.

I received a call from my mom too, she asked me about Ray and the baby of course, and she also told me that maybe next month will come to visit us, I'm very grateful because I miss her.

Finally on Monday we go to see Dr. Greene and she told me that I'm allowed to work, Christian is not so happy about this but if it was for him I would be at home all day doing nothing. The doctor told us that she will see us next week for our 12 week appointment even if we already know that Blip is fine, but there are things that we need to know because now I will be starting my second trimester of the pregnancy and things might change and this is when my belly is starting to appear and we will have to tell people or they will see it for they own.

On Saturday Christian and I decide that we only want family and partners from work know about Blip, we don't want the press following me trying to get pictures and answers from me, obviously there will be some point when my belly will be not unnoticed and they will know but maybe in that time we could sell them some pictures of us or have an interview. We will see when the time came for now we want to be relaxed and enjoy the moment when they found out we will handle it .

Now that my lunch is finish I have to go back to work so then I can have a lovely night with my gorgeous husband.

Christian PoV

Finally Ana is able to go to work which I don't agree with but she wants to work so i will let her until Blip arrives and then we will see.

Dr. Greene told us to be careful this last week until our appointment with her for our 12 weeks date, when Ana will be starting her second trimester and things will change so we will have a long talk.

Yesterday Elliot call me to tell me about our dinner on Wednesday with Kate and Ana, I didn't knew anything about this surely Kate and Ana arrange this and as they both have mine and Elliot's balls we don't have another choice, another thing is that i almost never can say no to Ana. Well when her safety and Blips are not included.

I still feel guilty that she faint because we where arguing i will have to be more careful next time and try to talk more relax with her, but sometimes she is too stubborn and doesn't understand that is not only her anymore and true be told im too overprotective or like she call me control-freak. That will never change as long as she is involve and especially now that she is pregnant.

I can't imagine the headaches that she is going to give me during the next 6 months and then with the media around her wanting to know about the baby, i think that i will have to unlock her in the house but that time.

Anyway i love her so much, now that im at work i miss her we spend a great weekend together only the two of us in the apartment and now i have to be here in my office alone i cant wait to go and pick her up from work and go home and be with her.

Sorry for the delay, I was reading some stories and I didn't know how to express my thoughts as its difficult for me sometimes because I have to translate everything.

This week I was thinking about who would be perfect for represent Ana and Christian in a movie, I mean actor and actress In case someday someone did the movie.

*Who are the perfect people for the role? Tell me your options

*Another doubt I have is do you like Jose? In my opinion he is not so important and I don't care if he is not the story but if you like him I will include in my story when I can.

*When they celebrate thanksgiving?

*In the book mention any family birthday? besides Ana and Christian?

if you could help i will be very thankful.

Leave your reviews that is the only way have to know if you like the story or not, where this is going and what do you think.

I know this is not the best chapter but hopefully next will be better, with the dinner with Elliot and Kate and maybe the announcement.

Cami