Yuuki

Kaname was wearing a red coat with a matching scarf and hat. It looked like his mom had made it for him, she probably had. He was tapping his foot rapidly, he was already fed up with my slow pace. "Can we get something warm to eat?"

"We can grab something and eat it on the train." I shuffled along behind Kaname. He didn't seem in too much of a hurry. That's when I realized he was hesitant. A part of him didn't want to know what was going on.

"You know...we don't have to go." He turned and looked at me with an angry expression.

"I didn't come out here for nothing." I looked down at the ground.

"What if we see something we don't want to see. It'll be our fault. And if we act differently Shun and Yuuta will be upset." Kaname looked like he was thinking about it.

"So you think they're that serious?" I sighed.

"Let's take a walk." Kaname paid for two coffees, mine with tons of sugar, his with barely any. Kaname slowed down to my pace.

"I guess you've never noticed, but Yuuta has always had a thing for Shun. Well I thought it was a thing. I guess he's always loved him in a way that was more than friendly. I've always known, just by the way he is around him." Kaname looked over at me.

"I just don't understand how I didn't know. I...don't know why he couldn't tell me." I stopped.

"He didn't tell me until recently. Of course he hasn't said anything to anyone else. Besides, Yuuta probably thought it was wrong himself until recently." Kaname nodded.

"What are we supposed to do?" We don't have to do anything.

"Just leave them alone I guess. They probably wanted to be alone and this is the only day they can. I don't feel right ruining it." Kaname sighed.

"Come on. Let's go get you that manga." Kaname could actually be cool sometimes.

Yuuta

Shun looked out the window with an excited look on his face. He always liked to go on the train, and he loved field trips. Anything with scenery was fine with him. He was excited moving from window to window. The train was mostly empty due to the cold weather. The smile never disappeared from his face the whole way there.

We held hands up to the aquarium. The streets were empty and the clouds look like they did when it was going to snow. It only seemed to get colder and colder. Shun leaned against me. It was only then I realized we didn't know anyone here. We were about an hour away from home, and high school students usually didn't go to the aquarium. Sure people would judge us, but we didn't even know those people.

I paid for our tickets, even though Shun wanted to split the price of everything. We got our hands stamped and entered. "What do you want to do first?"

"I think we should eat the lunch I made. I packed some soup. I don't want it to get cold. I didn't think the temperature could drop this much just in one day." We checked our coats and bags in, all accept for Shun's lunch. The normally bustling cafeteria was empty except for a few workers and little kids visiting today. There was one class on a field trip. I squinted at the uniforms. I used to wear that same one. Shun noticed too and had a big smile on his face.

Shun's lunch was perfect for a winter day. I looked out the window and watched the stillness of the sky that was disturbing unless it was the winter season. Shun blew on his soup like a little kid. I couldn't help but stare. He looked up at me and smiled.

After lunch we walked hand in hand through the aquarium. Shun was impressed at almost everything, but it was nice for it to just be like this. Shun was always pleased easily. Kaname and Yuuki were never impressed about anything unless it was extraordinary. Shun could take pleasure in the small things. It felt nice to know that there were still some people like that out there. Though I'd always known that Shun was that type of person, even when we were small.

We walked through a room where the ceiling was a fish tank. Sharks, turtles, and other sea creatures swam over head. Shun looked up in wonder at everything. The lights were blues and moved just like that water. Even though not much was said, this was turning out to be a great day. I was looking around when I felt something on my cheek. I glanced over to see it was Shun's lips. "I'm having a great time today Yuuta." I could feel my cheeks turning red.

"Me too." Shun's fingers locked with mine. He looked all around him, my gaze focused on only him.

Shun

Yuuta seemed nervous at first but he got more comfortable as the day went on. I kept close to him, he smelled like apple cider, warm and cozy. We reminisced about our childhood and middle school days, back when things like this were cool. When the sun started to set we decided to go home.

Sitting on the train I rested my head on Yuuta's shoulder. I buried my face into his blue sweater. It was soft and had gained his scent easily. Yuuta's head rested on mine. We watched the city lights blurring by in the train windows. It was nice to be out of the cold even if it was only for a little while. I pulled my coat tighter around myself. Yuuta wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I felt my eyes closing, I hadn't realized I was this tired, but I'd been excited last night.

When I woke up it was because I felt like I was floating. Yuuta had carried me almost all the way home on his back. His house was in the opposite direction. It was freezing out. "Yuuta-kun..." He stopped. "You could've woken me up."

"I know." I wrapped my arms tighter around him. Had he always been this tall.

"You can put me down if you want." He started walking again.

"I like it this way." I rest my chin on Yuuta's shoulder. He walked easily like I weighed nothing. "Don't worry you're not heavy."

When we got to my house I slid down. "Well...I had fun."

"Me too. See ya around." Yuuta turned quickly and started to walk away. I grabbed his hand.

Yuuta

Shun pulled me towards him. "Yuuta it's late...do you want to stay over?" The words echoed in my head. Shun stared at me for awhile. "Oh...um...no one is home or anything if that's what you're worried about so you won't have to wait for the bath...or anything." Shun looked down. I wasn't worried about no one being home. Everyone should be home so I didn't try anything.

"I don't know if I should..." Shun looked a little disappointed. He tried to smile but it wasn't very successful.

"Right. Everyone must be waiting for you." He was lonely...

"I'll stay. I can just tell Yuuki to tell my parents I'll be here." Shun smiled. He unlocked the door and held it open for me.

"I'll get the bath started." I watched Shun disappear down the hall. How was I going to get through this?