Yuuta
I hadn't expected Shun to be in the bathroom with me. I wrapped the towel around my waste a little tighter. He was sitting down washing his hair. He glanced at me with a look on his face I'd never seen, it was quickly replaced by a smile. "You can use whatever you want here." I settled into the tub first. Shun was rinsing his hair, the suds running down his back and disappearing onto the floor.
I watched him stand up. He reached for something, he was so short he was on his toes. His feet had a high arch, a ballerina would be jealous. I watched his towel come undone and fall to the floor. He turned his head and look back at me, his face a little pink. "Don't look." I turned my head as quickly as I could manage. The way he said it made me want to look. "I'll be leaving first. T-take your time." When I looked up he was shutting the door.
I sunk down into the bubbles. This was probably the best day of my life.
Shun
Yuuta was lying so close to me. The futon he was on right next to my bed. If I turned on my side I'd be able to look down at him. I turned my body slightly to find him facing my bed. His eyes met mine. We just stared in the silence. Suddenly Yuuta stood up and slid into bed next to me, planting a kiss on my forehead and then my lips. In the dark it was easier to be forward, to do what we'd both been thinking about all day.
The space was too cramped. There wasn't enough room on a small twin bed like mine, with someone as tall as Yuuta. He hadn't fit on his own bed in years. He pulled me on top of him like he'd read my thoughts. It was no longer silent, the sound of heavy breathing and sheets swishing filled the room. We were awkward. Neither of us knew what we were doing, we didn't have time to move slowly if we were keeping this quiet. The moments we would have alone would be limited.
Yuuta sat up and pulled me into his lap, grabbing my wrists and pinning me to the wall. I couldn't help but think about how long he'd wanted to do this. He seemed to know what he wanted, I didn't know where to begin. Hot wet kisses trailed up my neck until he reached my lips. He wasn't bothering to be gentle. I didn't mind. He sat back taking a deep breath. "Shun we can't do this, we're not prepared." He was right. It would only be a painful mess if we continued.
"Let's just kiss then." I pulled him back to me.
Yuuta
Kissing wasn't going to be enough for me. Shun didn't seem to understand that. Seeing his face would be enough...I slid my hand down. He grabbed my wrist. "Wait! I thought-"
"Sorry. I can't just stop here." His eyes widened a bit.
"We have to." Shun slid of my lap and sat on the opposite end of the bed. Crap. He was upset.
"I'm sorry." He looked at me and smiled.
"It's okay Yuuta." He planted a small gentle kiss on my cheek. I flopped down on the bed and tried to slow my heart. Shun laid next to me and cuddled into my side. "Next time." Next time...when would that be? But knowing what we'd be doing excited me. I kissed his forehead.
"Let's get some sleep."
