Me back so soon? yes! Well I was bored and you know….i was sitting around my computer…and the local library wasn't far…soooooo- here I am! Lol. But I'm honestly glade to write regularly now. ^-^ I know you guys may be kind of fed up about it and I can't make promises except to update as fast as I can…(nods) yeeaah I know-*perks up*
But! On the bright side you have another chappie so enjoy! ^-^
Disclaimer: ….I'm not saying a word if you can't figure it out yourselves…O.o …people these days….honestly dose lilmama sound close to RUMIKO TAKAHASHI at all people! …*sniff*…breaks my heart….
~*an old friend and a apology*~
Kagome took deep breaths to calm her nerves as she breathed in the fresh air. She sat on top of the same roof she was on top of not even three periods ago….well..she really couldn't say cause she didn't go to those classes.
Kagome sighed as she stared at her hand with a mix feeling of anger and stupidity.
How could she let her emotions get the best of her?
Kagome chuckled. she only made herself seem even more stupid when she ran like a baby. Always crying when someone speaks about or even thinking about her past.
Kagome's eyes melted from anger to sadness. But she couldn't let go of the remorseful things that happened in her life. She couldn't ignore, doge, or even burry it no matter how hard she tried.
Kagome closed her eyes and sighed, pulling her knees to her chest and laying her head on them as a pair of strong arms wrapped around her. but she didn't move. Only stared out onto Tokyo.
"you're probably as confused as the rest, hm koga?" kagome spoke in a low yet soft voice.
Koga let her rest against his chest also looking out onto Tokyo before speaking. "no, I know more about you than anyone else gome. But there is some things that do need to be explained." His voice was also soft yet firm as he gave her ear a tug.
Kagome sighed before pulling away from koga, turning to look at him. "i-….there was a lot of things, that happened while you were gone koga." Kagome stood and placed her hand on the railing. "a lot of good things that turned bad…" her face darkened as she turned to look out over the city again before her face softened. Her voice becoming distant.
Koga stood and came to the railing as well. Never taking his eyes off kagome's face-which seemed blank at the moment.
"remember the day you moved?" kagome spoke suddenly, turning her eyes to koga. Koga nodded and waited for her to continue.
"no one really bothered me when I went back to school, but I was still pushed around from time to time." Kagome continued, she remembered it clearly as she closed her eyes.
"My mother found out everything about me. She then took on to teach me everything she knew after she found out what happened to my father. She didn't teach me much, but taught me enough. Then there was the first time I saw my grandfather." A small smile appeared on her face. "He was so courageous and powerful in many ways. He was a talented priest. But he said I was something better. I had something special. He also knew what was gonna happen." Her smile disappeared. "but me being so young, they didn't want to tell me. The next thing I knew, both my mother and grandfather lost their spiritual powers while protecting mine from the dark presence that tramps upon this world to this day. My mother, she then fell very ill taking a sickly hit protecting my grandfather. Her father. She only lived three weeks after that. Telling me that she loved both me and souta. And me promising that I would protect souta with my very life. I sometimes can still feel the way she caressed my face before taking her last breath. But she was still herself even on her death bed. She died with a smile on her face. and we buried her with my father. Her first love. My stepfather took us in after that. Shonji, That's his name. my mother fell in love with him because of his gentleness he gave her even after my father left this world even if it wasn't as strong as her and my father's. I then became dull. Having to lose my father hurt me like never before. But losing my mother was like killing me. After that I became Nykio Tsuname, I spoke to no one, Always strayed away from the crowed. but even though I stopped painting and dancing when my father left. I never stopped singing. Even after my mother's absence. But I only did it when I was completely alone or when souta wanted to hear a bit before bed." Kagome didn't notice until koga wiped her cheek that a tear slid from her eye.
"One day, I was sitting in a band room singing a song I dedicated to all the ones I lost…Even you." Kagome gave a glance to koga who was still staring over Tokyo, listening intently as she continued.
"when I finished, I was startled to hear clapping as I turned to see a boy standing not too far from me with a charming smile on his face. he had dark toned skin with long ink colored hair braided down his back and deep blue-violet eyes. He thought of my singing beautiful, asking my name. his name was Bankostu. He only acknowledged me because probably he was new. But he said because he liked me the first time he saw me, I was 15 at the time. We became friends for a short time, and him being popular as soon as he stepped through the door made me apart of the prep crowd as well. That's when kikyo stepped into the picture." Her name was like venom on kagome's tongue.
"She wanted him because he was the only one in that school she haven't got, and wanted him like fresh bait. But she was always jealous of him ignoring her for me. And the fact that I was more 'beautiful' as how Bankostu said it. I started to feel loved again, and opened my heart to him, letting him know everything about me. But not everything. Just hanyou Nykio Tsuname. He still stayed with me, and soon asked me out. Of course I said yes. And the hell begun. Well, at first he was the sweetest guy to have in a way like that, and I enjoyed being with him than anything else. I started to dance, sing, and paint again because he made me feel so special. But then there came those moments when we were alone. We would kiss all the time but that one time made him seem different. He started to go too far. And he knew I wasn't ready for that. So of course I just slapped his hand away when they became too touchy. But he kept doing it and I got fed up and pushed him off me using most of my demon strength. I don't know what he was, but he certainly wasn't human. When I saw his eyes, they were hard and unwelcoming which wasn't the warm, and caring ones I was use to. he asked me why I was being such a baby and a bitch. I clawed him across the face before taking off. That was the first fight we ever had." Kagome's voice flew in the wind. She closed her eyes and breathed in the air before continuing.
"Ever since then, he seemed undoing and so uncaring. But I didn't think I would find out why on the day of our anniversary. Like most girls, I was dolled up, waiting for him to pick me up for our date. I waited around to 10:00 to go and look for him. He wasn't home and his scent didn't lead to my house. When I walked past the movies I saw him making out with kikyo in a corner if you call clothes sex that now." kagome's eyes fueled rage while her hand tightened on the rail as she continued.
"he didn't even notice me watching them but only whispered in the bitch's ear and practically ran to the car and sped off to his house. When I followed him there, him and kikyo practically kicked the door down while trying to get out their clothes. Kikyo practically had on nothing anyway. And not even a second later kikyo was screaming his name. I felt like my heart was torn all over again and ran home. Him and kikyo was having sex ever since the bastered tried to force me to. And yes, like I said, I ran home. But I didn't go to my room to cry." Kagome laughed bitterly. "I was heartbroken, betrayed and was feeling nothing but anger that came from deep in my soul. I got rid of everything that had to do with him- pictures, music, clothes, gifts, even some of the paintings I did for him. After that, I ripped off my dress, cleaned my face, and pulled my hair into a ponytail before pulling on a camouflage shirt with matching baggie pants, black Nikes, and smeared black face painting on my face while grabbing his shit and walking back over to his house. I waited until their little session was over and he walked kikyo to the steps, both still kissing. They didn't notice me leaning on the wall beside the door with my arms crossed while they talked. She asked him when he was going to break up with the little half-breed bitch I am, saying I couldn't handle a man like him before kissing him again. He only responded with a chuckle. saying he never loved a scary little bitch like me anyway. He only went for me because I only had a killer body that I didn't let everyone fuck like kikyo. I then interrupted them saying, that I maybe was a half-breed, but I'm better than the piece of shit he was kissing and I didn't really need a bastered boyfriend ether. He laughed in my face before saying I was the bastered with no father or mother. it hit me hard, but I chuckled coldly to cover it. Lighting a match, I turned to him letting him see his pile of things I dumped in the front yard before smirking and letting him know that we were over ever since he started fucking kikyo before throwing the match in the pile and let him watch it set ablaze before disappearing in the shadows. Ever since then, I blocked out the world and focused my priorities on my little brother and my strength. I end up having to drop out of public schools again because of my temper and…other problems before I met my grandfather for the third time. He came to give me this necklace my father left for me. And this ring both mother and father wanted him to give me when it got hard on me. I found out that this necklace was a seal in disguise that my father made. It kept my full demon tucked away, never to be released as long as I have it on. And to match that was this..."
Kagome lifted her right hand to show koga her ring. "this is the transaura ring." she breathed.
Koga stared at the ring with confusement clouding his features. "a tram-what?" he raised a brow at her.
"it's the transaura ring." she corrected him. "it has the power to hide my demonic aura and features making me seem human. Well my human half anyway." She sighed.
"dose it change your scent too?" koga asked scrunching his nose. Kagome shrugged. "I guess it does, which is even better."
Kagome jumped and sat on the railing while swinging her feet absently. "….when I found out what these did, hanyou Nykio disappeared from existence, and I never seen none of them again. Soon after that, my stepfather got a promotion as a doctor here in Tokyo. He never spent any time with us, so souta never had a father figure after my father. So I took care of him and he did end up being more mature than he looks…at times." Koga chuckled while kagome gave a soft smile at the thought of her little brother that seemed…not so little.
"Speaking of souta, how's the little squirt been?" koga asked with a smile still plastered on his face.
Kagome's smile turned into a short laugh before answering. "he's been great. He's actually really understanding and very protective for his age."
Koga shook his head with another chuckle. "you let him learn self defense anyway when I told you not to." He stated more than asked.
Kagome scoffed. "I did not!" koga gave her a skeptical look before kagome rolled her eyes. "okay I did. But hey, I can't always be there for him…no matter how hard I try." kagome sighed. koga nodded in understanding, not wanting to take her down that road.
"when souta heard about us moving to Tokyo, and finding out that this was my birth home, he wanted to know if I would stop wearing the transaura ring and be myself. Koga, he tries so hard to take the burden of my past off my shoulders. But I can't do that." Kagome shook her head solemnly.
Koga gave her another confused look. "but-…..why not? I understand why you started wearing it..but kagome,….why not start fresh? You have souta and me now." koga complied with earnest eyes.
"you also have me g-ome."
Kagome and koga turned to see ayame walking up to them with trusting eyes and a soft smile. Kagome stared at her confused before ayame placed a purple iris in her hair and placing a necklace made from leaves around her neck.
Kagome's eyes widen, wondering if she really was dreaming. "aya?" kagome whispered dropping from the railing to get a close look at her.
Ayame opened her arms with a smirk. "the one n only!" they both squealed before crushing each other in a big bear hug. Kagome pulled back with warm eyes. "wow, it's been so long. I didn't even notice your name or nothing!" kagome spoke, Her voice showing signs of remorse.
Ayame shook her head. "no, I should have been the one to notice! But god! You look so different! I had a feeling that it was you when I found out about you and koga being brother and sister but..." Ayame gestured to kagome's appearance. "I only remembered you as a black inu-hanyou. You know, not human."
Kagome gave a chuckle. "still as obnoxious as ever."
Ayame smirked. "you should have known that when they dug in my goodie stash." Ayame answered sending a glare at koga who shrugged in response.
"hey, you offered." He replied casually.
Ayame rolled her eyes before turning back to kagome. "I was lost about all this, but I guess I have my answers…..along with the info that souta may be a killing machine now." kagome jabbed her playfully in the ribs with a scoff.
"he took that among himself." Kagome giggled before going back to her spot on the railing. Ayame followed suit.
"so kagome? Tell me. Did you say a bastered by the name of Bankostu cheat on you with kikyo? As in..inuyasha kikyo?" ayame asked peering around koga.
"yes." Kagome answered bluntly while staring at the sky, missing koga and ayame give each other a worryingly look.
"and this Bankostu guy," ayame cleared her throat to cover her anxiousness as she continued. "what does he look like?" ayame asked also keeping the eagerness out her voice.
"dark skin, long black hair that he keep in one big braid, and violet eyes." Kagome replied with a skeptical look coming to her face. "why do you ask?" she looked over to ayame.
Ayame gave an uncaring shrug. Her being good at covering her thoughts. "oh, just in case I see the bastered. Hey, when the time comes, I got a box under my bed and inside it is a wad of money. Use that as my bail."
Koga and kagome looked at each other before laughing. But ayame remained quiet, already thinking of ways to murder and make it look like suicide.
After calming down, they all stared over Tokyo before ayame turned to kagome with worried eyes. "hey kagome….ew..imma stick to your nick name…-but anyway, are you okay? You know, about the cafeteria thing?"
Kagome turned her eyes to ayame before looking down at her lap. "no, I totally over reacted and snapped on sango and rin because of my past, yelled at them, and broke our lunch table in two."
Ayame giggled at that part. "I think we had too much fun breaking things as kids."
Kagome gave her an annoyed look before smiling weakly and rolling her eyes. "nuh uh, that was all you. But, I made myself look like a total baka! "
Ayame and koga shook their heads. "oooorrr! Maybe, you could apologies for being rude and snapping at them." Ayame answered slowly.
"ooorr! maybe they should mind their own business!" kagome snapped back. Her eyes turning to slits.
Ayame eyes widen. "oh, don't go snappen at me! Don't start nothen you can't finish!." Ayame warned. She was thirsty for a fight all day.
Kagome blinked and sighed to calm her nerves. "sorry aya." She mumbled.
"you know, instead of apologizing to ayame, you should really be apologizing to sango, rin, and the others?" koga asked after a while of silence.
Kagome's brows furrowed as she closed her eyes. Her jaw clenched. "why should I apologize to them for interfering with my life!" kagome grounded out.
"because they care for you kagome." Ayame answered.
Kagome scoffed. "it's only been one day! I'm nothing but a stranger with a name to them."
Koga placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. "exactly. Kagome, they want to know more about you than just your name-."
Kagome shrugged off his hand before turning to him. "no. I can't trust some person I just met and tell them everything about me!" kagome spoke with a cold voice.
'not again…' she added silently.
Koga sighed and wrapped his arms around her. Kagome tried to squirm but he held her in place. "I understand what you're saying and how you feel kagome. And I understand the things that happened in the past. But I'm not asking you to automatically open your arms and I'm not asking to block them out ether. Just please, give them some time. Yes, they are curious, but they won't pressure you. Maybe they can mend the pain of the others caused to you. And you don't have to start now, but please, think about it. For me. And you should start that by apologizing to them. They only wanted to get to know you." he spoke this in a soft and caring tone.
Kagome sighed, looking up at koga with unsure eyes. "are you sure about this?" she sounded like a child again.
Koga gave her a wolfish grin that seemed to relax her at the moment. "hey, these are friends of me and ayame we're talken about here!"
Kagome looked from koga then to ayame before groaning. "you and aya? oh boy." She groaned.
As the bell rung for fifth period, inuyasha and the others walked out with sango and a usually piped rin slinking behind. Miroku gave the girls a worried look. Especially sango.
"sango?" miroku turned to stare at the gloomy brunet.
"I should have never said those things about her miroku. It was obvious she was going to be more comfortable around her brother than just a bunch of strangers." Sango spoke in a low voice.
rin nodded in agreement. "yeah, talk about being nosy. I wish I could tell her sorry." Rin spoke as the same tone as sango.
"I should be the one apologizing." A soft voice spoke out.
They all turned to see kagome staring at them with koga and ayame beside her.
Sango and rin looked up with slightly confused eyes. "what for? We shouldn't have pressed you like that." Sango spoke, her voice showing hints of anger.
Kagome came up to both girls with a weak smile. "that's because you wanted to know more about me. All you know is my name, were I came from, and that I'm koga's sister. And I snapped at you because you only wanted to get to know me. And…" kagome sighed. "..I apologize…..-also for the table."
They both stared at her for a moment before rin crushed her in a hug and sango was lightly laughing. Kagome being taken off guard stared dumb folded before slowly wrapping her hands around the overly happy girl.
Rin then pulled out with a smile. "forgiven!" she answered before letting her go. Kagome nodded and looked at the others. "sorry for the scene guys." Kagome looked at miroku and inuyasha before nodding to sesshomaru.
"we understand kagome." Miroku replied giving a nod while inuyasha grunted a "whatever."
Kagome ignored inuyasha's response while ayame draped an arm around her shoulders. "so now that we're all good…." Ayame gave a look to kagome then to sango and rin. "how about we head to 5th period? Since we girls all have choir. I heard we have a new teacher." Ayame said punching her fist in the air saying kami answered her prayers.
Sango raised both brows. "wait, mr. suzaku is gone?"
"that gay, pathetic excuse of a teacher is finally gone?" inuyasha asked as well. (more like declared)
"yeah, I heard about that too." rin said while ayame nodded.
Kagome looked from person to person before looking at rin. "Who's Mr. Suzaku?"
"he's just some gay, flame headed, flimsy, sorry excuse of a teacher that use to teach choir" inuyasha answered before rin could respond.
"so, she really is the new teacher.." kagome thought aloud, turning to walk away before ayame grabbed her wrist. "freeze!" she commanded.
Kagome turned to look at her before looking at her wrist. Ayame took the hint and quickly released. "what do you mean by she? We actually have a woman this time? And who is it?" ayame asked question after question.
Kagome stared at her for a minute before replying. "what I mean is that there was this teacher that came from America that'll be teaching us now, yes it is a woman, and her name is ms. Marie"kagome answered with a mono tone voice.
"how do you know that?" koga asked with a brow raised.
"bumped into her on the way out of the cafeteria." Kagome answered with a shrug before checking the time. "don't have time to go to the locker…" she then looked up to the girls. "you guys ready to go? Or do you want to be late?"
"uh,-….yeah." sango replied with a nod. They all turned to walk down the halls in silence.
"inuyasha" kagome started. Inuyasha glanced over at her to show he was listening as she continued. "what class do you guys have? There's no way you'll join choir. And when koga join is when hell freezes over." kagome chuckled when koga glared at her.
Inuyasha raised a brow. "what make you think I wouldn't join choir? Maybe I am in that class?" he smirked inwardly.
Kagome scoffed and rolled her eyes. "suuure you do. There's no way you can even stand to be in the same room as a gay guy for five seconds." She replied with sarcasm clearly seen in her voice. "but really. What class you got?"
"that will be band my dear." Miroku piped coming up behind inuyasha.
Kagome raised a brow. "band?" she asked looking from miroku to inuyasha.
"yeah, we play different instruments like drums, guitars, and miroku over there plays a mean key board." Koga answered.
"and what do you play kog?" kagome asked turning to koga.
"kog?" everyone asked with brows raised. (minus inuyasha. he really didn't care. Neither sesshomaru)
"nickname…and I play drums." Koga answered.
Kagome nodded before turning forward again.
They stopped in front of a forest green door that said choir in cursive black. "well, here we are." Sango sighed.
"hey, did any of you notice that sesshomaru is gone?" rin asked looking around.
"probably in band class already." Inuyasha replied in a non-caring voice pointing to the next door. It was a black door with the word 'band' written in white slightly ripped block letters.
Kagome raised a brow at this before shrugging her shoulders while opening her class door and walking in. the girls following suit as the boys went next door.
Kagome took a good look around the room.
And trust her. When they said the other teacher was gay?
They were not kidding….
The walls were painted with green hills and rainbows flowing across it going from wall to wall with music notes surrounding it. On the main wall a group of people was posed in a singing stance with flowers here and there, and a bright blue sky behind it with a few clouds and a sun that looked like it was smiling. The floor was the color of blinding gold while paper doves hung from the ceiling. Near the front of the room was a red and orange desk with a yellow painted piano not too far away and rows of seats in the color of purple sitting in a half circle not too far away as well.
Kagome felt like she stepped into the rainbow.
"okay, I thought spring was suppose to be in April. Not august." Kagome declared with a disgusted look, wondering why they let a five year old girl decorate.
Sango gave a nervous chuckle. "yeah, well you see….?-I really don't know how to explain the theme. I guess he over-"
"over? This looks like a little girl's room!" kagome scoffed cutting sango off.
Sango opened her mouth to reply but just sighed and shrugged. "can't argue with you on that one."
Ayame snickered before coming up behind kagome and patting her on the back. "oh, come on g-ome, it's not….that..bad…" ayame paused to look at the room before shaking her head. "-okay it is. But at least you don't have to be taught by the teacher that created it." Ayame replied trying to keep in her laugh. Which she failed terribly.
kagome sighed before taking a look around the empty class room. "speaking of teachers, I wonder were ms. marie is…..along with the rest of the class?"
Rin looked around while sango shrugged. "they will be coming…..now." ayame replied poking her head out the door.
Just then a short woman (the height of rin) came walking through the door with grace. The rest of the class trotting behind her. as the class took their seats, she walked straight to the board to write her name. If kagome would say, she was defiantly human. But she looked….complicated. she had straight long ink colored hair that stopped below her upper thigh that were shiny and glossy, shimmering with each step she took, her skin tone was a beautiful mixture of caramel and chocolate, her body looked carved from kami's hands himself. (Almost similar to kagome's without the big tits.) Average sized breast, small waist, slightly wide hips, toned legs, and light brown eyes that was slightly slanted with an off colored honey look.
She was a beautiful teacher and there was really no wonder why most of the students followed her to class.(boys especially)
After writing her name on the bored she turned and gave a warm smile. "hello class." She spoke with a heavy accent. "my name is ms. Marie. But my original name is An-noxuna-moonda. As most of you know, I'm from America but was born in Japan. I am half Egyptian and half Indian. And as you may also know, I speak six different languages, I have no children, I am also single but am not looking for anyone at the time, and obviously I love to sing. I've been teaching for two years now, and I hope that my third one will be a great one here."
She sat her purse down before coming to stand in front of the students. (to most of the boys pleasure)
"now since I am new, I'd like for each one of you to stand and introduce themselves. Let's start with….you." she pointed at a random person who turned out to be none other than kikyo.
'well that's just-'
'-fucking great.' Her hanyou half finished. Kagome nodded silently with a bored look.
Kikyo stood tall with her same expressionless face. "my name is kikyo kahoshi, I'm a miko, and also very into singing."
"name fits her!" sango coughed.
"can't sing worth shit!" ayame coughed right behind her.
kagome giggled while the class started laughing. Kikyo sent a cold glare to sango and ayame and in ayame's case, shot a bird in response before laughing her ass off along with the class.
'so she is a miko…' kagome thought silently. She could slightly feel the aura when she was near kikyo.
Ms. Marie. (an-noxuna-moonda) frowned before clawing her nails down the chalk board, making everyone-except her-cover their ears.
"now that I got your attention!" she boomed, anger in her voice. "we can continue class without childish behavior!" she sent a penetrating look towards sango and ayame who kept smiling like idiots.
Kagome shook her head slightly smiling.
Honestly…..
When will this day be over?
Okie dokie! And that was chapter 10! Whoo! My hooves are burnen baby! they are burnen! Oh look! I gotta tipi toe!, I gotta tipi toe! Ha haaa! Eat my dust dingo!
Readers: ::sweat drop:: …..
Random reader: and I read this person's story why?
Lilmama: because then I'll call miroku and he'll come after you…after he comes from Alaska.
Ayame: *sweat drop* (chuckles) …heh, heh….sorry bout that..
Lilmama: *rolls eyes* whatever you say yame…*sigh*…
Now what was it again?...oh yeah.
Jane for now!
~*lilmama*~
Ps. Would have wrote more but it's 1:00 in the morning and I'm tired and sleepy so goodnight readers!
Next chappie will be up as soon as it can! Probably Monday or Tuesday if I'm lucky! So pray! ^.^
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