Two chapter in less than a week. Im pretty shocked at myself. Well anyway read and enjoy :)

Chapter 4

The next morning the entire staff was gathered together for an impromptu meeting for Rosealie's impromptu 18th birthday party. Or as she oh so "kindly" corrected us, her debutante ball. Apparently this was the party of the century. Anyone who was anyone would be here. So we had to be alert and be aware.

Unfortunately I wasn't. My mind kept on replaying this morning's events. The way I woke up to Edward's kisses along my face. How he had breakfast waiting for me when I was fully awake. And the extra cloths he had in the bathroom so I could change when I was finished taking a shower. And we actually talked. No sexual innuendo and I came to an understanding that Edward was actually a nice guy.

I learned that his favorite color was blue. And that he hated dirt in any shape or form. And I learned that he is a very pleasant person to be around when he's sober and not horny. And that's a rarity. I snapped out of my reverie when we were dismissed.

While I was in the kitchen cleaning my ass off. Alice walked in and hopped on the adjacent countertop managing to piss me off even more than I already was at her.

"Where were you last night?" she inquired. "I didn't see you before I went to bed, and when I woke up you were nowhere to be found"

For a second I contemplated telling her the truth or not. But after all she was my best friend although we were drifting apart.

"I was with Edward" I said scrubbing.

"Edward Cullen! Oh my god you slept with him?"

"No but that was the guy I was telling you about the night we were at the bar. The guy you thought I was lying about"

"You've changed Bells" She said with a tad of disappointment.

"It's called growing up Alice." I said looking her square in the eye. "What I do and what I don't do with Edward is my business. So just drop it" I said fumingly

"Chill out you don't have to get pissed" She ran her fingers through her short hair.

"Yeah I do. Because I'm pretty sure you do the same thing with Jasper, and you have the nerve to judge me."

"Look I…"

"Just don't say anything you're just going to manage to piss me off." I said turning my back so I could resume cleaning.

I assumed she left due to the eerie quit that fell over the room. I traveled to my room seeking Alice out in order to apologize even though she didn't deserve it. One thing that always bugged me was being mad at Alice. I could never stay mad at her for too long. At the end of the day I had to be the bigger person or else we would stay mad at each other forever.

I checked our room and luckily she was there. But she was with Renee and they looked deep in conversation. I knocked signaling my entrance and they both looked at me with a look of disdain.

"What's going on" I said walking towards them.

"Bella is it true you're sleeping with Edward Cullen?" Renee said walking to me furiously.

"You told her! What the hell is wrong with you?" I said glaring at Alice.

"So it's true. I thought I raised you better than that." She pointed at me.

"It's none of your business what I do" I turned at her. "All my life I bent over backwards for you and always did what you said without questioning it, and you can't accept the one bad choice I made" I said not denying the fact that I sleep with Edward. Even though I don't.

"Bella I'm just looking for your best interest" Renee said "If you get fired then there is absolutely no way you can get into college. And then what will we do for money"

"We? As far as I'm concerned my future is my future and not yours" I stormed out seeking Edward for his comfort. I didn't tell her about Edward's proposition, because god knows how she would take that

I hadn't realized I was crying until there was an abundance of tears on my cheek. I reached his room and he turned to look at me.

"Bella what are you doing in here" he rushed to me. He was pushing me out the room and he closed the door behind him.

"I needed to see you." I leaned on his chest "Everything is just wrong. So completely wrong. My mom found out about us." I looked into his eyes and I saw worry.

"She's not going to tell anybody is she? He said.

"Edward" I heard faintly

"Baby where are you" I heard again. It was coming from his room.

"Edward" I looked at him. "Who is that" I started for his door knob

"Don't go in there" He looked at me pleadingly holding my arm gently. I shrugged him off of me and went into the room.

There dripping wet in nothing but a towel was some blonde whore. She turned and looked at me with a look of disgust on her face

"Haven't you ever heard of knocking" she said looking me up and down. I just stood there looking at her.

"Um do you not speak English or something?" She continued in her nasally voice

"Who are you" I said looking down.

"I'm Edward's wife." She said rolling her eyes.

His wife. He had a wife. And here I was lusting over a married man.

"And let me guess you're the little maid with a crush on him" she walked up to me pouting at me with fake concern.

I dashed out the room trying to find my way out the house blinded by my tears. I heard Edward calling my name but I ignored him.

When I finally reached the door he caught up with me.

"Bella please listen to me." He held me against the door. But all I could see was his silhouette through my tears.

"I'm not letting go of you until you talk to me." He said

I kneed him in the stomach and he doubled over in pain

"I know what infidelity does to a marriage" I said the last word bitterly like acid on my tongue. He looked up at me but made no move toward me. "I won't be a part of it though" I said silently slipping out into the darkness and not looking back

I was done.

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