Yooo minna-san.. I'm back, death note! (ok, I love talking with Otsu-chan suffix )
(A/n: sooo on this fanfiction, Gorilla Isao, Toshi follow, Sadist Sougo, Badminton-lover Zaki, and other (ex) Shinsengumi members, they don't work as polices again. But yeah, they're still with Zura.. The mayo freak won't be able to leave his forever mayo brother, Eli.. :3 (mayo+rice taste good tho.. I know your feelings, Eli.. Toshi.. u_u) )
P.S: Next chapter, I'll just write a flashback of what happened 3 years before. ENJOY!
He's sitting across me. But it's weird, I can't see his face. I just can't. Something inside me feels really weird. Is it joy? Is it hatred? Is it anger? I don't even know.. My face feels really hot now and I'm sure it's as red as tomato, I don't want that sadist to see that. As I keep looking at living room's wood floors, there he is.. Keeps talking about things I can't hear. For now, I really can't pay any attention to what he's saying, not at all.
"Why he keeps ignoring me? Why is he acting like I'm not here? Why doesn't he try to just say hello to me? What the hell he doesn't even mention my name?" As those questions keep flooding my mind and I'm still in my own world, Shinpachi elbowed my arm and moved his head really close to my ear.
"Hey Kagura-chan, wake up! Hear what Okita-san's saying.. He has a job for us," Shinpachi's whispering to my ear.
I stop questioning things about that sadist, try to regain my conciousness and raising my head, start looking at him. The fact that I really want to scream at him and ask hundred of questions to that sick sadist, really isn't helping me at all. I'm just staring at him creepily, just like when this human-wearing glasses besides me watches Otsu-chan on television (thank god she's being a "normal" singer again. I'm tired enough to hear that song about harem, threesome or whatever which she sang during "White Plague" intervention). Even though I keep looking at Sougo, that sick bastard acts like there's nothing wrong. He keeps explaining things to Gin-chan.
"So, Dana.. Can you help me to find Kirie? I really can't look for her freely. As you know, I'm only a ronin now.. Ah not only that, the government and the police keep looking for me so I can't freely roam at town.."
"You WERE a police, idiot! Why don't you just beg the government to take you guys as Shinsengumi again?!" Gin-chan screamed at his fellow sadist.
Sougo put a big smile on his face, a smile that charmed me back then.
"Blah.. this is more fun, Dana. Nothing is more fun than slaying people to make you famous and then seeing their scary faces.."
"Tch! what a sadist..." Gin-chan looked away to the window and starts staring at those clouds. Yeah Gin-chan, tell him that he's a sadist, but please look at the mirror first, eternal natural perm.
Kirie? Now that's a familiar name.. I think I've heard this name before.. What's or who's that? Is it the name of the food I ate last month when Gin-chan treated us after Anego threated him that she'd cut off his kintama? No.. that's not it… Uuum or maybe the name of Baa-san whom I buy sukonbu from everyday? Ie ie.. Ah! The name of that girl.. The girl who almost killed this sadist. The girl who thought his father was killed by this sicko at Rokkaku incident. And I agreed to help her to kill this sadist after I ate pieces of cake with tabasco sauce which he brought for Yorozuya. As I recall, she lived in other country with her relatives and I sent her mails back then but I stopped after Gin-chan was gone. I was really down back then and didn't even want to do anything or talk to anyone. Aaah, how is she right now?
But wait.. what happened to her? Why does this man ask for our help to look for her? Why does he look really care about her?
"Oi Kagura-chan.. You still remember Kirie-san, right?" I nodded my head. "She's been gone for almost a week now.."
"Haaa? Shinpachi, what's happened to her?"
That good-for-nothing guy shrugged, "Beats me.. Even Okita-san has no idea..."
But wait.. How come this sicko sadist know that Kirie is gone? What... Is there something between them? REALLY? This sadist loves her more than me? Yeah Kirie is a mature girl now, as I remember she's of the same age with me... But really? Is she more beautiful than me now? Ie.. she's just a girl. I'm a beautiful girl. Soyo-hime is more beautiful than me, yeah. Only her who is waaaaay more at everything than me. But does this sadist talk to her often? Why does he care about her so much?
"I called her uncle who took care of her. I did it every 3 or 4 months, China girl.. I still have a heart a bit. I just want to make sure she won't repeat the same mistake and just trust anyone she meets on the street," Sougo said it all with a really flat face, staring at me.
Eh.. EEEEEHH? Did he just say "China girl". Is he looking at me now? Aaa really? Finally, yes! (A/n: now Kagura is kinda like Sa-chan, I'm sorry -Hijikata can go eat a river of mayonaise- )
"Heeh you talked to me? Hoy kusogaki, ah you're not a kid anymore and you don't have any job now.. Hoy new madao, who asked you about it? Why did you suddenly talk to me? Missed me so much, huh?"
"Your look said it all, Sukonbu girl. You're the one who missed me. You kept staring at me like a creeper back then! What's with those blushing cheeks? Getting excited like those cats in heat, huh?"
Chikusuo... How did he realized it? I mean, he acted like nothing happened and now.. this? Oh my... What should I do?
"Betsuuu ni, I just saw that you had a new mole!" I pointed my finger to his forehead. The truth, of course there's nothing.
I grinned, thinking that I'm winning and nobody notices my lie. But wait.. why no one says anything? Why's everybody looking at me now?
"There's no new mole, Ka-gu-ra~chaaaaeeun" Gin-chan squinted his eyes and keeps looking at me.
"Yeah, Dana. You just made up thing, China girl. Go dig a hole and bury yourself in it, kusogaki. Bury those big boobies of yours too, baka.. Your boobs are bigger than your brain, obviously."
"Want to fight, huh crazy sadist?!" Before I realized it, I got up from the sofa and grabbed my umbrella on Sadaharu's back.
"I don't mind at all. Why are you wearing a kimono like that? It annoys me, why don't you just cut it so you can show off your panties and thighs? Want me to help you?" He walks towards me while holding his sword which is still inside its sheath, on that man's waist.
A second later, our faces are already so close like, we're almost kissing. But instead of kissing, we have a pissed-off expression written on our face. Just look at that sadist face makes me so mad. I miss him, but how the hell he knows about it? And why he just said it out loud in front of Gin-chan and Shinpachi. Why he mocked my kimono and my chest?
We started pushing each other. I just have this urge to punch his face now.. Seriously how come I fall in love with a guy like this.. Oi Kamisama, seriously?! I kissed this guy back then? Is this the same guy who said those sweet words 3 years ago? HONTO?!
"DIE CHINA GIRL!"
"DIE SADIST! GO TO HELL AND TAKE AN ETERNAL REST THERE!"
"Maa ma... Kagura-chan, Okita-san, please stop fighting.." Shinpachi tries to separate us by standing in between. No good, futile. This freak sadist and I, we'll keep fighting until we're satisfied..
"Argh.. they're fighting. I'm gonna go buy a new JUMP! Jaa..." Gin-chan walks towards the door, leaving us and Shinpachi (who's trapped in our fight) behind.
There's no way I'll stop punching and kicking this sadist now. There's no way this sadist will stop before I say sorry and give up. And there's no way for Shinpachi to go out alive of this fight. Now I really doubt everything. Do I really need to confess my feelings to him soon? I bet he'll just mock me and try to slay me if I say it. Beside, tch! I'm a girl.. It's him who has to confess everything first. Not me. Kamisama, tasukete kudasaaaiiii!
[TO BE CONTINUED]