Authors Note: I owe you guys a huge apology, I have been really busy the past few months and haven't had the chance to update this story . I will try to update a lot more often but I cannot guarantee anything because life happens. Thank you guys for all of your love and support on this story and I hope you enjoy the last two chapters, this chapter and the chapters to come.

OH! Also please excuse me as my writing may be a little bit rusty and not as good as usual, please bare with me :D

Chapter 3: Dinner and a Talk

Harry left the ministry, leading Sirius to a nearby Muggle diner sitting down across from him, it being late, the moon high in the sky, the clock reading 2:27 AM, The restaurant was deserted except for them, the cook and the one Waiter that was obviously distracted by something on her cell phone.

Harry glanced over at Sirius, drumming his fingers on the table, unsure of what to say to the other, his eyes making their way down to the table. Sirius kept his eyes on Harry, moving one of his hands over to Harry's lightly taking his hand in his own.

"It is ok Harry, you do not have to be nervous around me, I know that a lot has happened and that... "

Sirius took a deep sigh in, he didn't like to think about the fact that it was unavoidable that people would have died in the war against Voldemort, especially when it had reached the final Battle, he had no idea how many people where actually lost and he hoped that the numbers of the dead where kept to the minimum.

"It was a war, an unavoidable one Harry... I am sure people died, and I wish I could of done more and been there for you through all of it."

Harry looked at Sirius, pulling his hand lightly away from the other, moving his hands to his lap.

"I couldn't protect them... I should of been able to protect them but instead I let them die."

Sirius' face turned to a more serious one and responds in a rather sharp but still caring tone.

"Do not ever blame yourself Harry, it is not your fault, you where just a child and you had this horrible fate thrust upon you, you did the best you could, and you saved thousands of people if not millions from Voldemorts Wrath"

Harry went to object, but Sirius quickly put his hand up to silence him.

"Harry... I know that this whole thing must of been a terrible ordeal for you... no one should have to go through what you did especially a child."

At that Harry's anger boiled, he didn't like when people made excuses for him, using his parents death, the fact that he was young, or that he had no option that he had been thrust into this life.

"I am not a child anymore Sirius, I haven't been for a while... I know that you are worried and concerned, but you don't need to be, I have time to deal with the deaths and with everything that has happened, I can't say that I am over it, I may never completely be over it but I am able to deal with what happened, and deal with the facts that some of the people I love and care about will never be returning to life... I am just glad that you are alive..."

It was then that the Waitress that had her face in the phone for the past 20 minutes seemed to finally realize that there where customers waiting there for their order to be taken. The woman walked over popping her bubble gum that she was chewing rather loudly, and spoke with a rather nasty attitude, seeming to be angered that Harry and Sirius had dared interrupt her important phone fun.

"What do you want"

Harry glanced up at the woman when he was asked what he wanted.

"Oh um..."

Harry hadn't really thought about what he wanted to eat or drink, he had been completely distracted by the conversation that Sirius and him had been having. Sirius grinned and interrupted his thought process.

" Why hello beautiful, can you please get my friend and I a beer and..."

Sirius took a quick glance at the menu.

"And two orders of fish and chips Please"

The woman rolled her eyes and popped the gum in her mouth again writing down the order on the pad.

"Right, so that's two orders of fish and chips and two beers, would there be anything else you two want."

Sirius flashed his charming smile at the girl, Harry sitting there uncomfortably.

"No, I believe that is all, thank you Love"

The woman walked off and Harry sighed looking over at Sirius.

"Really? You haven't even been back two hours and you are already hitting on the first girl you see, she isn't even that attractive"

Sirius laughed and picked up his drink when it is set down in front of him.

"Loosen up a bit Harry it is ok to have a bit of fun... or don't tell me are you married Harry?"

Harry made a face at this comment, looking a bit uncomfortable at the question.

"No, I am not married, I am dating Ginny...but... well that isn't actually going to well and to be honest we are kind of on a break from each other, but no one else really knows about that besides her and I and well, now you..."

Sirius drinks more of his beer before setting it down on the table, sitting there in thought for a moment before deciding to speak.

"Hmm, you really can't catch a break can you, but don't worry Harry I am sure you two will work it out and everything will turn out just fine."

Harry picked up his own beer drinking half of it in one go before setting it down.

"That's not it, I mean... I am not even sure if I want to work it out with her... I think I fell for her for all the wrong reasons... she was there, I was going through so much, and I wanted to have someone to love and love me back, but after the war... her and I have just been drifting apart and it is very obvious to me and I am sure to her also that we just don't love each other anymore."

Sirius nodded in understanding

"I see, I understand, it seems you two got caught up in all of the emotions of the war and now that it is over, all of the emotions have faded and died."

The waitress returned again with the plates of food, placing it in front of the two, ending the conversation to allow the two males to eat.

Authors End Note: Sorry again, I hope you enjoyed this Chapter, I will try and get the next chapter up soon :D