I wish I was a shy person, because then I could use that as an excuse as to why I always avoid talking to her. My life would be all but complete if I could just stare at her for the rest of eternity, but still there is a little fragment of my heart rallying the rest to make a move. The feelings I have when I see here can only be described in terms of shoujo manga. My heart will speed up when she floats into the room, and when she goes to speak with her lovely voice, it would skip a beat.
I can only hope that if I approach her, then these girly emotions might stop plaguing me. That being said, I don't want all of them to go. I want this warm glow to stay pulsing with my heart; the glow that burns when she is near or when I think about her beautiful smile.
I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT THIS STORY! I've had these paragraphs for months and have been trying to write more, but I have a lot going on right now. Instead of adding more to this, I decided to just release this as it is, because who knows when I'll get time to do more. I you have any ideas or suggestions please let me know.