Becca: I like how you're showing more of my relationship with Bella!

Me: Thanks it's all in a day's work…

Becca: Umm aren't you forgetting something?

Me: No… I don't think so

Becca: I'm pretty sure it has something to do with a certain book that you DON'T OWN

Me: Ohhhh riiight, I totally knew that…

Becca: Mmmhhmmm

Me: *Clears Throat* I do not in any way own Twilight…

Bella (Pov)

It's been four months since Ed- He left, and I've noticed.

TIME PASSES. EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. EVEN when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of the blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.

I was depressed I knew it, Charlie knew, hell the whole town probably knew it too. I couldn't help it, even though I tried. He just left me…He didn't want me.

Flash Back

"Of course, I'll always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm… tired of pretending to be someone I'm not, Bella. I am not human" Looking back I really did believe this was some type of sick joke.

"I've let this go one too long, and I'm sorry for that."

End of Flash Back

No matter how hard I begged, argued, or pleaded it still wasn't enough. I felt the tears fall down my face, but I refused to wipe them. I was so deep in thought that I barely heard my name being called. "Bella Boo?" someone said carefully. Bella Boo? The only person who called me that was my little sister, but she is all the way in Phoenix. I ignored it that was until I heard it again. "Bella Boo?" I looked up totally surprised there stood my beautiful baby sister. We talked for a while; I even managed to crack a few smiles which caught me off guard. Then she started talking about last Christmas.

Flash Back

I was excited to see my sister Becca, for some stupid reason mom thought it was a good idea to send Becca to a boarding school. I hardly ever got to see her, and monthly letters are barely enough to know what's going one in each other's life. The door slammed open and in ran Becca with mom running in behind her. "I don't care what you say I not going back to that-that horrible place ever again, and you can't make me!" Becca yelled as she slammed her room door. I looked at mom and asked "What's wrong with Becca?" Mom looked up and shrugged "Who knows about you teenage girls, always so dramatic" she said leaving while mumbling under her breath. I sighed and went to Becca's door and knocked. "Becca? Becca Boo? Let me in, and tell me what's wrong." I begged. I was just about to turn and leave when I heard her unlock the door. I opened it and saw her standing there crying. "What's wrong Becca Boo? You know you can tell me anything." I said while pulling her to sit next to me on her bed. I chuckled a little when I noticed the green teddy bear I gave her on her 10th birthday in her opened suitcase. "Bella Boo I can't go back there. Do you remember when I told you about my Best friend Rose?" I nodded while she continued talking. "Well I met this boy named Chris and we started to date. Rose and I became sort of distant, but I didn't think much of it. Chris and I had been dating for about three months and I couldn't have been happier. Then yesterday, before I left for the plane I wanted to say goodbye to Rose, because I felt bad for neglecting her. So I walked into her room and didn't see her, I was about to leave when I heard Chris's voice coming from her bathroom. So I opened the door and there was my best friend and boyfriend going at it and do you know what he said?" Before I could answer she interrupted me. "He said if you're not going to join us could you close the door." She finished as she started sobbing hard. I can't believe that dickwad would do this to her. "Becca, listen no boy is worth your tears, because odds are the same boy you're crying over is at home right now, planning whose heart he's going to break next. As for the girl you call a friend, she wasn't that good of a friend if she would hurt you like that." I finished and smiled when I saw her wiped her tears off her face. "You know what Bella Boo you're right he doesn't know what he's missing and Rose can kiss my ass I don't need her, because I already have a best friend, my big sister. I'm not going to lie it still hurts, but I'm not going to cry over it anymore. Thanks Bella Boo, you're the best sister ever" she said as she hugged me.

End of Flash Back

I missed my sister so much, and I feel a lot better now that she is here. But I can't help the pain I feel whenever I think about HIM. But I feel like I can overcome anything with my sister at my side. I have a feeling that this will be an interesting couple of months.

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