HEY GUYS! SO sorry for not posting in so much time, here it is i know its short but hey something its better than nothing.. :)
Okay, getting back to the present time, I could tell you how that first year go and how Christopher and me talk later on, and fell in love but no, and now that I know it will have been a good thing, but you would know later.
Well at my 15 years old you can say I wasn't like other girls, I was more innocent so yeah I was bullied and my self-esteem die, what someday I had found pretty in myself I detested now, and now that I see all this I don't know how to change my perspective any more. But you can't really blame me or say that im weak, cause im not or at least I always try to show that, when I first put a step on MacGregor High, I was so secure of myself but after Ingrid stop talking me because I recall, "I won't be a popular if im seen with a geek like you" yeah that was a sad day, but let's move on, like you can see MacGregor High was divided by supposedly "social classes". At the top were the popular (like always), then the normal kids that don't get to hang with the populars but weren't bother by them neither and then it was people like me, the "losers".
Of course I will always try to defend myself but something that I learn through that year is that if you show them that it affects you, they win, that simple. So I made friends in my class that we will always protect each other and support ourselves but you know 5 people against the whole school, yeah it didn't seem pretty well.
Our group is conform by Alexander, Thomas, John, Sam, Pilly and well me. This was my comfort zone, and everyone saw that but whatever im just trying to give you a little summarize of that year. Well like always there was the player, Mathew Carlson; the "queen" bitch, Cassidy Brown; the slut, Trinity Flint and their followers.
Like all the times every girl drool over Mathew Carlson, because well he was very good looking, and with his stare you could almost melt, and yeah like you can see I was another girl that was totally in love with him and I will tell you why…
FLASHBACK….
"It was almost third period and I went to my locker to change my notebook from English to math, so as I was closing my locker I could feel someone staring at me, I quickly close my locker and turn around but I wish I haven't done that because there he was, The Mathew Carlson standing behind me resting in the lockers with a smirk on his face.
"Hey Rosa" he said; I was so shocked that he was talking to me because well he was one of the most popular and handsome boys in this school, that it didn't care he call me Rosa, all I could do was blush and smile.
"Hey, no need to be shy with me girl, I just pass to tell you that you are truly beautiful and we all think that" I would love to say that I thank him and walk away like super in love, but come on I was bullied about my appearance (heh, okay yeah I sort of have to confess that it wasn't the best I was a little over-weighed, short hair like boys do, glasses and well brackets) and supper naive, so don't judge me when those single word hit me hard and make me all flustered.
"haha yeah sure" was all I can said before turning around and go away jumping with my face all red like a tomato.
END OF FLASHBACK
Hahaha you know it's a little sad remembering all those things, because it remembers me of what im not anymore, I have lost my naivety and with that my love for life, all because that freaking people… the populars.
I PROMISE i will post every frida! okaay so yeah that means tomorrow i will put another chapter... and if i can put something before fridays there will it be!
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