So I decided to be one of my readers and read my own story. I can promise you that I was really pissed when I read the last chapter. I was like what's going to happen noooo! But then I remembered I'm writing the story then my reaction was like nooooooooo! Again Lol I literally shed tears after watching bittersweet goodbye! I'm never watching svu again. Well seasons 14 to 16 maybe but that's it! (Norah Jones – Waiting) from Hector Rodriguez's episode reminded me of Nick's departure.

We are waiting for Nick to come home!

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Disclaimer: I do not and probably will never own anything. But I do wish I owned Nick lol

A/N: Dick Wolf owns SVU and got the information from Wikipedia

After a long day at the 16th precient Olivia made her way home. She exited her car and made sure to lock it. Her feet felt heavy with every step she took towards her apartment. She somehow felt like she was dragging herself everywhere lately. Olivia walked into her apartment building and slowly but surely made her way to her door. Life hasn't been good to her lately. Being captured on her undercover job, her mother passing away, and worse of all hr partner abandoning her she just wasn't handling it well. As she made her way into her apartment she stopped in her tracks to see a little envelope at the corner of her carpet. Being a detective she took precaution she took her gun from its holster and walked into the apartment and noticed nothing wrong. Finally letting go the breath she held she lowered her gun and pick up the envelope. She turned it around and saw her name neatly written. Contemplating on opening the letter she gave in and opened the letter.

Hey Olivia,

I'm not sure how to go about things now but I really am sorry. I didn't mean to go off on you. I'm not even sure about a lot of things I do. Just know that. If you need anything I'm here

Sincerely,

Nick

Olivia sighed and threw the letter on the counter in her kitchen. She didn't bother with worrying about her new partner anymore. After today's show she decided to back off from trying to get close to another man but after their little rendezvous meeting she wanted nothing more than to be close to the mysterious man. She couldn't explain in words how he extraordinary he made her feel that day. Olivia wanted more. After seeing this side of the man she will not cross the boundaries that he had set up. Nor will she allow him past the walls she built for herself after Elliot left. She headed for the cabinets in the kitchen and brought out a glass and filled it with wine. She's relaxing for the rest of the night without any objections.

Back At Nick's

He lied on the couch as Zara played with her toys. He's been in the same position since he's got home. Still in his black slacks and his loose white button up Nick couldn't shake off the guilt he was feeling. He didn't know why he took it out on the brunette. Maybe because she was the closest person to him or because of what happened that night he wasn't sure himself. He picked himself up from the couch and looked at his watch.

"Time for bed baby" he told Zara.

"Yes daddy".

She dropped her toys and ran to her room but ran back to kiss her daddy on the cheek goodnight. Nick was a proud father. He wasn't proud of the things he did sometimes but he was proud that Zara only saw the good side of him. He made his way to the kitchen and pulled the beer from the fridge. He pulled out his cell phone from his right pocket and look for the contact Munch. He sipped his beer and push to call. After a few rings Munch answered.

"Hey Amaro! How've you been?" the older man asked with excitement. Glad to hear from the younger man.

"Hey Munch how've you been man? I'm good I had a rough day today and I didn't who to talk to other than the wisest man I know" he chuckled.

"Haha thank you for the praise young grasshopper. What happened that could be that bad?" Munch said.

"I went off on my new partner. I didn't mean too. It just slipped you know?" Nick said as he ran his hand through his hair as he leaned back.

"That poor guy he had to face the wrath of Nick." The man joked.

"Girl. She's a girl" Nick stated, "Olivia Benson is her name.

Nick was sure that he heard coughing on the other line. Assuming he was drinking something and went down the wrong tube kind of coughing. He pulled the phone away from his ear and waited a few seconds before he continued to listen.

"Olivia!" Munch said wheezing.

" Yeah? You know her too?"

"Of course I know Olivia! She was our coworker for over 12 years along with her partner Elliot! After he left she took It pretty hard and decided to take a break from the svu jobs for awhile. Oh man you are paired up with badass Benson!" Munch was going on and on about the brunette.

Nick smiled at the words that came from him. The way people made her sound she really sounds like a genuine girl. Nick thought back at him going off on the girl. He groaned as he realized he probably screwed up something good with the woman.

"Did you look at her file?" Munch asked breaking Nick out of his thoughts.

His eyes roamed back to the manila folder that lied their on the coffee table in front of him.

"No." He admitted.

"Olivia has been through a lot. He therapy and kidnappings even with her personal life. If she opens up to you don't ruin it she's a tough one" Munch said. " Overall just hang in there okay? I'm just a call away. Goodnight Nick."

"Night Munch" he ended the call and put the phone down on the coffee table. He leaned back in the sofa and just stared at the folder. Thinking about it for a few seconds he groaned as he pick up the folder and opened to reveal a beautiful smiling brunette's picture in the far left corner.

'God she was beautiful' he thought.

On the right side of her picture was her information.

Name: Olivia Serena Benson

D/O/B: December 13, 1967

-Graduate from Siena College

-Fluent in English, Italian, Spanish, and French

-Joined NYPD in 1992

-Suffered from PTSD, Trauma of sexual assault

-Elliot Stabler (1998-May18,2011)

Sergeant of the 16th Precient NYPD

"The empathetic, passionate voice for these victims"-Neal Baer

Her information went on to how many cases she solved and how many people she put away. The information even went on to her achievements and awards that she had received over the years. Nick was very impressed with his partner. After he was done looking at her information he looked back at her picture. Her hair was a light brown that went past her shoulders. Hey eyes still the light brown he saw that first night with her. He was very interested in this girl and tomorrow he was going to make it up to her. He yawned and looked at the time. It was eleven thirty. Exhaustion was taking over. He stood from the couch and went to his room to change. He lied down and drifted off to sleep as he mentally prepared himself for what tomorrow holds.

Next Day

Nick woke up extra early today. He got Zara up at five thirty and quickly changed into his work uniform. He decided on a dark blue button up and his usual black slacks with a black tie to match. As soon as he and Zara were ready they made their way to his ma's house. He was happy his mom agreed to take her to school as he explained that he needed to fix things with his new partner. Once he kissed Zara goodbye he headed straight to the coffee shop where they first encountered each other. He parked his care right in front and got off. The blonde quickly noticed Nick.

"Want your usual Mr. Amaro" The blonde asked as she punched in his order on the touch screen computer.

"Yes please and uh could you get me Benson's usual as well?" Nick said tensely and he put down the twenty bill on the counter.

"Yes sir I'll be just a few" she said as she handed him his change and start on his order.

Nick was thinking about Olivia. He smiled since she's been on his mind for awhile now. What had him up most of the night were the memories of having her beneath him moaning his undercover name. He somehow switched up Elijah with Nick so she was moaning his name instead. He smirked at his cleverness.

'Niiick' Olivia moaned.

'Are you not happy to see me stranger' she said seductively.

Nick pinned her down as he plunged his fingers into her. She was moaning his name and it was driving him crazy!

'Niiick, niick.' Olivia moaned his name 'coffee'.

'Coffee?' his thoughts were interrupted with his name being called.

"Nick Nick you there?" the blonde was swinging her hand in front of his face.

"Yeah yeah sorry" he composed himself.

"You were deep in thought. Who's the lucky girl?" the blonde put her elbows on the counter and held her head up as she smiled.

"What makes you think it's a girl" he asked.

"Your boner says otherwise" she laughed as she turned away and bided him good luck.

Nick looked around as he grabbed the coffee and jolted out of the shop and made his way to the car. He went in and put his head on the steering wheel. The memories of Olivia and their moment together were driving him crazy. He wanted her. There's no doubt in that. He wants to know her more. His boner was hard. It was starting to hurt through his slacks. He groaned as he drove to the precient. He parked in the front as he got out with the coffee and made his way to the bullpen. He was in the elevator as he composed himself before heading in. He took breaths to calm Nick Jr. The elevator dinged and he stepped out and saw all of his coworkers talking and smiling. He stopped in his tracks to take in this mental image. Olivia was smiling at Fin. Amanda smiled bright as she was telling a story with her hands. Cragen looked relaxed laughing. Fin was smiling and actually talking. Nick smiled as he made his way towards the group.

"Hey Nick come!"Fin said as he was waving to come. "Amanda was telling a funny story."

He walked towards Fin and took the coffee that had Olivia's name and handed it to her.

"Her for you partner" he smiled as he gave it to her.

"Thanks" she said coldly as she took it.

Nick didn't expect her to forgive him so easily. He wasn't exactly fond of the girl but he didn't want to jeopardize a partnership that was just starting off. He knew he wanted her sexually but he wasn't sure whether a bond was going to form after his mishap. A few moments later everyone went back to their normal jobs. Nick was having trouble focusing on his paperwork. Olivia got up from her desk and made her way to the cribs. Nick eyed every step she took. Amanda and Fin got called to check a rape victim at Mercy Hospital so both left a little bit after Olivia left.

Nick timed the moment as he followed Olivia towards the cribs. He was surprised he caught up with her as she made her way in the room. Nick went in right after. With hesitation he pinned her to the wall and hungrily kissed the woman. Olivia struggled at first but quickly gave into the man. They broke apart when they needed air. Nick leaned towards Olivia's ear.

"I'm sorry" he whispered.

She pushed him away and walked out the room back to the bullpen. He sat down on one the beds and put his face in his hands.

'What am I doing?'

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