It was Jacob.
"Bella?, what happened to you" He said concerned.
He reached out to take my hands, I pulled back. It had been a long time since someone has touched me.
I just stared.
"Bella?" He repeated looking at me.
"Yes" I whispered.
"are you ok"? He asked.
I ignored his question, it was obvious that I wasn't ok.
"Why are you here, you hate me" I said looking down at the red flow in the toilet."
"I have some bad news Bella" he hesitated.
I looked at him.
"It's Charlie" he said slowly sitting next to me.
"What about Charlie?" I asked confused.
"He's been involved in accident"
He watched waiting for my reaction.
I said nothing.
He picked me up taking me to my bed.
"PUT ME DOWN" I screamed.
He let go calmly placing me on the bed.
I curled into a tight ball, away from him.
"Is he ok" I asked scared.
"I'm sorry Bella, he's gone"
Again he waited for my reaction.
"what?" I said dumbly
"He's gone Bella" He repeated.
"Please Bella don't go catatonic" He begged beside me.
"I'm not" I snapped
"Thank you" he smiled.
"Do you want me to stay with you tonight Bella" He asked gently.
"No" I sighed.
"At least let me stay with you for awhile" he pleaded.
"No" I said again.
"Well I'm going to anyway " he said getting himself comfortable.
I sighed again. I was frustrated.
"Really you don't have to, I would rather be alone Jacob sorry"
"I'll make you a deal" He states.
"sure" I whispered.
"I'll live if, you call me later"
"ok" Lied.
"Ok bye Bella"
I got up the urge to hug him.
"One more thing?" I frowned.
"How did h..he d..die" I stuttered.
He put his arms around me, I relaxed into them.
"Bella, what do you think" He asked.
It took me a few seconds
"Vampire" I breathed.
he nodded.
"Victoria" I thought.
"ok I'll go" he said standing up.
"Bye" I whispered, also getting to my feet.
"And Bella I don't hate you" he smiled.
I nodded, knowing it was a lie.
With that he climbed out the window.
Once he was out of sight I grabbed my razor and cut myself anywhere I could reach, blood was all over the bathroom.
Everything was blurry.
Suddenly someone yanked the razor out of my hand.
The razor was cut through my hand, I was to numb feel anything.
"BELLA?, can you hear me" the person begged.
Who is this, how did they know me, the voice sounded familiar.
"stay with me" he begged.
The person picked me up.
I screamed.
"Sshhh Bella, what were you thinking" he soothed.
"Who are you and what do you want from me" I manage to utter.
My question wasn't answered.
I felt dizzy.
I screamed trying to get away. I didn't know who this was.
"Bella I'm not going to hurt you" he brushed my hair
"Get away, DON'T TOUCH ME!" I screamed.
I was ignored yet again.
I felt a cool breeze, they were taking somewhere.
"Whoever you are LET GO!" I screamed again.
I just wanted to die. I had no one to live for anymore.
My vision adjusted a bit.
They were putting me in a Car.
I was too weak to scream, I didn't care anymore.
A face came into few.
"Bella" he breathed.
I just stared..
"Carlisle will she live" He asked sobbing
"Yes she just has major blood loss" he frowned.
I poked Edward gently with my bad hand. He seemed to real.
"Yes Bella" He said cupping my face.
"Edward she's in shock, she doesn't know what she's doing" Carlisle explained.
I knew what I was doing, I was seeing if he was real. obviously he isn't neither is Carlisle.
I reached of the door handle to get out of my hallucination.
"Know you don't" they both said in unison ,my hand was gently placed somewhere else.
Pain shoot through my body.
I let out a half scream half choking sound. Than I was numb again.
"We have to hurry" Carlisle said to Edward.
he nodded.
Everything was going blurry again.
"I'm so sorry Bella, I did this to you" he traced my lips with his finger gently.
I bit him hard, chipping some of my teeth.
"Bella?" He sounded shocked.
"She just bit me" He said outraged.
I struggled out of his lap, he held me so I couldn't.
"Sit Still Bella" He warned.
I whimpered.
"Do you want me to carry her out Edward, encase she bites you" he asked.
"No" he said simply.
I was picked up again. I wanted to get away.
I screamed and thrashed around, he didn't seem to budge.
I tried to bit him again. He moved his hand.
"Bella, I'm sorry , can you please calm down" he kissed my cheek
"JACOB HELP!" I screamed.
"Jasper! can you help me"
No not Jasper, I was knocked out cold.
I didn't want to be here, they would hurt me again, they don't love me. I'm just an annoying pet they'll get rid of again.
I HATE them!
I wanted to die, don't they get that.
Sorry yeah it was a bit out there, I thought of the biting bit when I bit my lip eating a sandwich ha-ha :P
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