I woke up on a soft warm bed, I didn't open my eyes, dreading of what I might see. I could just make out the muffled sounds of a TV down stairs, I was definitely at the Cullen's house, in Edwards room.

Now for the escape Plan, is there a window. check. rope .Not check. I looked around the room for something of use to climb out the window. I just wanted to go, I wish Jacob would have stayed this wouldn't of happened.

I was craving my magic pills, and I needed to cut..bad.

"Still dreaming..Still Dreaming" Chanted in my head.

I tried to move but I was hooked up to some sort of machine.

I could hear yelling down stairs, but I couldn't make out what they were saying.

I looked under the sheets, at the damage I conflicted on myself.

Fuck! How could I still be alive after this? was Yesterday real at all?

I got up the courage to yank out the needle that was sticking in one of my arms.

I sighed heavily.

Renee and Phil were dead and Charlie died because of me. If I hadn't gotten involved in this vampire crap, he would still be at work having a donut or something.

I got up quietly and tied the sheets from the bed in a tight knot, I'm surprise Alice isn't up here, she could have seen this coming, Alice Probably wasn't looking into my future because it wasn't important..obviously.

I threw the knotted sheets out the window and started to climb down. I didn't realise how much pain I was in, till I was about half way down.

"I can do this" I mutter incoherently.

I was nearly down.

Both my arms and legs where cramping.

"It's not that far down I can just drop myself" I thought

So I did

THUNK!

My butt hit the ground. This seemed so real, this better be a dream- I threatened to myself.

"Oww" I grumbled rubbing my butt.

I started to run away from the Cullen's house mentally preparing myself if I actually got away, but suddenly something cold caught hold of my waist lifting me from the ground. I realised I defiantly was not hallucination.

I screamed, desperately trying to escapes from the embrace.

"Get off. JACOB! HELP"

"Ssh Bella, please calm down" she soothed

I was carried in the house by none other than Esme Cullen.

"Carlisle " she called concerned.

I kept my eyes shut as squirmed to get away from her

she held me tight.

I loved Esme in a way I guess but she was also a part of the "let's leave Bella" vote.

"Bella Stop!, you going to hurt yourself" she pleaded

I wasn't going give up without some insane, unfair fight.

"Jasper" Carlisle called

"Jesus, Carlisle she's scared!"

Carlisle reluctantly ignored Jasper.

"Bella are you on Drugs" Carlisle asked.

"FUCK OFF, I don't need this right now" I still had my eyes closed.

"Can we see Bella yet" Rose called from another room.

"I don't think that's a good idea" Carlisle said slowly.

I had to plan, if I was ever going to get out of here.

I was suddenly picked up and handed to Carlisle.

He sighed, with me thrashing in his arms.

"Bella you're not calming down so I'm sedating you sorry"

"I AM CALM" I screamed, did he just ask me if I was on drugs, now he's fucking giving them to me.

I felt a sharp poke.

"Esme can you take her please" she asked gently.

"Esme" I groaned.

Everything was dark.

I wasn't let Cullen back into my life. Then again I might have a chose.

"What have we done to her" Esme sobbed.

"I don't have a clue, she's so skinny" Jasper whispered.

"I think she's waking up" Alice said unsure.

"Everyone prepare yourself" Carlisle stated. What are they preparing for? oh yeah the house pet, me. "They might me hallucination" I lied to myself.

I slowly opened my eyes.

"Bella?" Esme whispered.

I looked around to find every single Cullen standing around the couch where I had been sedated.

I visibly tensed.

suddenly anger rose through me.

"Oh My GOD, just fuck off guys."

I jumped off the couch and pulled out the same needle from before.

Edward stopped me.

"Bella can we just talk" He asked.

"What?, FUCK NO!" I spat in his face.

why was everyone either sedating me or hold me down like animal.

"I have to go" I urged, try to push past him.

"No you don't have to go" Alice urged from be hide.

Edward was about to pick me up.

"don't you dare" I warned.

he ignored me.

I was put on the couch, I folded my arms.

"You not going until you give us some answered" Emmett pointed his finger at me"

I bit him like I did Edward.

"What the Hell Bella"

I glared.

"She a biter" Edward frowned

"That's our job" Jasper tried to lighten the mood.

It didn't work.

"You mean I can go, after I answer questions " I smiled.

They Ignored me again.

It was so Fucking annoying when they did that.

"Bella" Carlisle started.

"mmmmm" I was going to play it dumb.

"Why did you try kill you self"

"I didn't" I lied.

I forgot that Jasper could sense I was lying ,woops"

"Liar" Jasper said.

"mmmmm" I repeated.

"Bella, do you take drug's" Edward asked.

"ahhh no" I said look at Jasper, trying to change my emotions true fully.

"Isabella" he warned.

"Ok if that's it than I'll be going" I said getting up

"No, Bella you staying with us for a while" Carlisle stated

"Like Hell I am" I ran to the door it was locked.

I slowly turned around.

"so you holding me against my will" I glared.

"Yes" they all said.

I was swung over Edwards back.

"Your will be Bella again" he kissed my cheek.

"Jasper" Edward said.

"Fuck no" I thought

I was knocked out...again

fucking Jasper.

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