Bella Perspective :)

"Don't" My voice cracked

I turned to face the other way, I didn't want to see his beautiful fucking face.

Exhausted, I quickly fell asleep.

I woke to the sound of yell (Yet again)

" WHAT ARE THESE" Edward Yelled.

" Son Calm down" Carlisle soothed

"That's just what we found" Rose said.

What are they talking about.

I rolled over till I was on my back.

My phone went off (Fuck you by Lily Allen)

How could I have been so stupid , I could have called Jacob to come get me.

I picked my phone out of my pocket.

"HELLO" I said a bit too loud. There was silent's downstairs

Woops they must of heard me.

"BELLA WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU" Jacobs growled.

I cringe.

What was a going to say..

"It's hard to explain Jacob"

"where, I'll come get you " He promised.

"ummm mmm" I said looking at the door.

"there's blood spatter up you bathroom wall" he cried.

"umm"

"Stop saying um Bella" he sighed.

"I'm sort of at the Cullen house I guess" I said shyly

"YOU WHAT!" He screamed..

then I started to babble.

"I don't want to be here, I have Charlie's funeral to organise,"

"I know, I know" he soothed.

Suddenly Edward came barging in, I hid under the bed in one swift movement.

"I'll call you back" I whimpered.

I hung up.

"Bella, can you please come out, we need to talk to you" he pleaded.

I heard him step closer to the bed.

I didn't answer.

"Bella?"

I flipped up my phone ready to call Jacob again.

"Ok have it your way"

I felt Edward rip me gently from under the bed.

"No" I said weakly

I didn't care anymore ,I just let him carry me down stares limply.

I closed my eyes trying to remember Jacob's warm embrace instead of Edwards cool hands wrapped around me.

I shuddered.

"Bella are you cold" he asked.

"Meh" I answered flatly .

He sighed, sitting me at the table with the rest of" his" family.

"Bella" Carlisle started.

"I have gone through your medical records-"

"YOU WHAT?" I yelled .

"sshhh Bella" Edward commanded putting a hand over my mouth.

I licked it off making him smirk.

I glared at him and the smirk slipped.

Why were they all staring at me.

"Bella" Carlisle repeated again.

I looked up not meeting his eyes.

he sighed.

"you medical history says you are prone to going catatonic"

Why the fuck did he look through my files

"No I'm not" I said quickly.

"Bella were not stupid. They are also various other things" he stated

"really?" I said sarcastically.

"Bella?" Alice warned.

I got off Edwards lap, but was restrained by rose.

"Get off rose" I squirmed.

"No" she said simply.

"I . have. a. funeral. to . organise" I breathed.

"We know" everyone say.

I sighed sadly, sitting down on the floor. But was immediately picked up by someone.

I closed my eyes, I was still wondering if this was still all a dream, I wasn't buying myself.

"Love, we understand that Charlie is gone..." Edward trailed off.

His voice appeared far away so I knew he wasn't the one to pick me up, Why the fuck did he calling me love?

"First of all. NO. you don't understand. And Second don't you dare call me love" I could hear the venom in my voice, I was proud.

I finally opened my eyes to see Jasper face, realising that Alice has picked me up.

I frowned.

I was feeling a bit twitch so I started to move around.

"Bella, are you alright" Carlisle asked concerned.

"Fine" I said.

What the fuck was wrong with me?

"This is serious Bella, we need to ask you a few questions"

"No" I whispered slowly.

"Why" Esme asked.

"Because" I said shakily, getting off Alice.

"Bella can you just sit somewhere sweetie" Esme asked.

I looked up at the ceiling.

sighing, I walked around to a empty seat.

"Sit" Carlisle instructed.

I gave up again and did so.

"Bella, care to explain this" he said holding up a bottle.

I gasped.

I really needed the pills, but there was no way I could get them. Or is there?

I stared at the bottle with curious eyes.

"Bella?" Edward whispered.

"mmmmm" I closed my eyes.

"Where did you get these:" He commanded.

"ahhh" I shrugged. "There not mine"

"Bull Bella, an you know it"

I kept my eyes on the magic pills.

I started to twitch again, there was something wrong ,I desperately needed the pills

"Bella" Jasper warned.

I turned to him.

"What!" I hissed.

"they are yours" he insisted.

"So what if there mine, it's my body" I glared.

"Bella, don't speak to him like that" Alice whispered in my ear.

"Well, Bella we know your addicted to these" he shakes the bottle.

My eyes follow, as I stayed silent.

Suddenly I felt sick , my vision clouded.

"BELLA!" some yelled.

I held up a finger, making them wait.

"Bella can you hear me" Edward said.

I held my finger again.

I needed to get up, but I couldn't see properly.

I felt myself sway and someone caught my waist.

"LET GO" I screamed. The painfull feeling continued.

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