Edward's Perspective still..

It had been a long 3 hours since Bella left with Jacob. Jasper was sick of my emotions, so he went hunting with Esme.

I walked over to the piano, sitting on half the bench, as if Bella was there sitting with me, but she wasn't.

"I hope Edward's ok"- Carlisle.

Me, what about Bella. Alice walked over sadly and sat on the other side of the bench, I almost growled at her for sitting in Bella's spot.

"How you going" She asked flatly. Alice was usual jumpy.

I frowned.

"Fine" I pressed down on a key to distract myself, of whatever she was thinking.

"Are you ok" I finally asked.

"Nup, Something is seriously wrong!" Alice panicked.

"What it is Alice, is it Bella" I shook her.

"I know that I should be thinking about Bella right now, but..." She trailed off.

"What Alice?"

"I want Bella back, ever since we've found her, I haven't felt like shopping" She cried.

This was serious, Alice went shopping everyday and always, came back happy , she was always happy, Well that's what I thought anyway".

"Oh Alice" I said, I went to go hug her. She returned it.

"I no Stupid its stupid, but I loved spending time with Bella"

"don't worry, will get her back somehow" I sighed.

Bella Perspective

I hopped into Jacob's, Crap rabbit. Than we were headed for La push, At least it was better than staying at the Cullen's house.

Jacob wanted to talk I knew it, but I didn't, so I foddered my arms and looked out the window. I had too much on my mind, more so Charlie's funeral, I wanted to do something special for him, anything. I hadn't been all that fair with him after Edward left, with my depression an all, than he caught me cutting my wrist, that's when he took me to see a doctor, I promised I would never to it again, But promises can be broken and emptiness got the better of me and I started to cut again. I was still fighting there urge, I would have to cut when I got to Jacobs "house".

"So, what have you been up to?" Jacob asked.

I just wanted to tell him to SHUT THE FUCK UP, he knew I had been in a house full of vampire for about 4 days.

"Nothing, You" I said flatly.

"Just looking for you, and been on patrol" he frowned. I knew I had been worrying him, but I just couldn't find the emotion to care. I was feeling numb again.

It was silent as we made our way into the short driveway, of the Blacks house.

I jumped out, ready to do my sinister activates.

"You're in a rush" Jacob noticed.

I ignored his question.

"Jacob can I have a shower, I haven't had one for twenty years" I tried to smile and not show him suspicion.

"Sure" he smiled back convinced, God he could be thick sometimes.

I ran into the Blacks house, into the bathroom.

fucking PILLS! I thought.

I knew I hadn't explained the blood in the bathroom to Jacob , he didn't know I cut, so I could take my time.

I quickly stripped of a excessively started cutting my thighs and my wrist.

I sighed, in satisfaction as I felt the pain and blood oozing out of the opened wounds.

"You alright in there!" I jumped, did he have to fucking startle me.

"Yep won't be long Jacob!" I falsely promised.

"ok"

I jumped into the shower feel the hot water on my cuts. I opened the half empty bottle of pills and shovered a heap in my mouth, not caring what would happen. I finished off with washing my hair to quickly then hoping out realising I had made one BIG mistake.

"I didn't bring any clothes with me or towel. SHIT!

Edward Perspective again...

I had spent half the day looking at my phone hoping Bella would call, my chances were getting slimmer and slimmer.

Who was I kidding, Bella would never call, she's with Jacob.

RING RING RING!

I didn't look at the caller ID, shoving it on my ear.

"Bella, HELLO!" I said pathetically desperate.

"Sorry Sweetie it's Esme" A sweet voice came from the phone.

"Oh sorry, it's ok, how's you hunting trip" I asked trying to hide my server disappointment.

"It going ok, I was just wondering if you heard anything from Bella?"

"No Nothing yet" I sighed sadly.

"Oh sorry Hun" I could hear the frown in her voice.

"Bye than" I said.

"See ya, don't give up hope" Esme ordered.

I hung up, moving to another part of the House.

Bella Perspective..

I still hadn't come up with the courage, to ask Jacob for clothes and a towel.

20 minutes had passed since we came, I felt that he was growing suspicious.

Fuck ! here it goes..

"Jacob!"

"YEAH!"

"Can you pass me a towel and m-m-maybe some clothes would be good.

3 long seconds later...

"Sure" he said a little too willing.

He knocked on the door 2 minutes later.

Sorry I know It's short but, I wanted to get another chapter up, NEXT one will be way longer.