Bella Perspective...

I collapsed on my Bed, exhausted. Charlie's funeral was in 3 days. After that I would be gone as well, I just could not take it, I had no one left, The Cullen's and Jacob couldn't fool me that they actually cared, the only person who did was Charlie, that's why there was no reason to live.

I heard the phone ring again, ignoring it I went to have shower.

Alice's Perspective.

Vision

Bella hops into the shower, with a razor cutting her body.

I came out of the vision, sitting on Jaspers lap. How did I get there?

"No!" I said sobbing. I suddenly realised that I was surrounded by everyone apart from Edward.

Jasper took my hands, bringing them up to my face.

"Alice, what did you see" he asked firmly, but concerned.

"Where is Edward h-he has to hurry" I panicked.

"ssh Calm down, Alice please tell us what you saw" Jasper soothed me.

Vision again.

Bella vomiting, - wiping up her blood up from the floor.

"ALICE!", I was pulled out again, by Rose shaking my shoulders. What was wrong with Bella, what had we done. I knew she had tried to commit suicide, but how could we be so stupid to leave her with some else , we left her with Jacob though, couldn't he see Bella was troubled.

"B-B-Bella C-c-cutting" I cried.

They gasped.

I felt Jasper calm the room immediately.

"Thank you Jasper" Carlisle sighed.

He nodded at him

"I think it's time we go see Bella" Carlisle said calmly. We all knew that he was really concerned and regretted leaving her just as we all did. Stupid Edward.

"Where is Edward" I asked again.

"I don't think it's a good idea Edward comes with us Alice" Jasper whispered.

I guess they were right, But what if Edward comes home.

"I think it is best if Esme and I go" Carlisle stated awkwardly.

"NO!" I screamed," I wanna see her". Was I the only one who wanted to see her.

I got up from Jaspers lap, only to be pulled down again by his gentle grip.

"Alice, Carlisle's right she wouldn't want to see us" Emmett frowned.

"But, why" I cried again.

"do even remember the way Bella reacted when she was over here" Rose sitting next to me.

"Yes. She was very frighten and panicky" My husband explained. Now that I thought about it he was right.

I sighed, giving up a little too easy.

"I also need, you to stay here, with Jasper cause I don't think he could handle the emotions coming off her" Carlisle walked to Esme.

"Will, you promise that we can see her soon" I stared. I knew they could restrain me from going. Which sucked.

"But Carlisle" I asked,

"Yes" he replied.

"Your too late, she has already cut, but she's alive" I said relived, not about the cutting though.

I heard Esme suck in a breath, Which brought Carlisle attention.

"Esme, can you handle the blood" he asked kissing her cheek.

"Yes dear, of course" she smiled.

Bella perspective.

I had finished mopping up my blood. I didn't faint from it anymore or feel sick I sort of adjusted to it. I wanted to go for a ride on my bike, but I had no gas left from previously. Well that fucking sucked,

I suddenly heard a knock at the door. Who would be here?

I looked at the clock, it was only 2:00pm.

Then it hit me, I was cutting..Alice!. FUCK NO HERE!.

I did I dive for under my bed. Wait. There Vampires they could smell me. I dived back up.

"Bella?" Esme called. So it wasn't Alice. But Esme. I did consider going to the door at now. But why should I let them in?.

"It's just us Bella" Carlisle said concerned, there is was again, fake concern.

I looked at my window, desperate for a way out.

Carlisle Perspective.

Bella would not, or couldn't answer the door. I should not have listen to our son. I knew Esme was devastated about leaving practically a daughter be hide, I wish we had brought Alice. She would no what to do.

"What are we going to do"? I sighed.

I placed my hand around Esme waist, she was upset. I saw a moment in the window's.

"Bella's, ok Esme, I see her"

My phone rang- it was Alice.

"Hello Alice"

"Hi, just go in nothing's going to happen if you stand there Carlisle"

"Ok, Alice bye"

"I think we have- Esme already had the keys in her hand. She was a mind reader I swear.

Bella perspective.

I decided to ignore Esme and Carlisle. I moved myself to the would they care about me. I was probably being stupid.

But I heard the door click, making me jump.

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